Title: Felix's got it going on
Pairing: Pewbuscus (Pewdie/Tobuscus)
Fandom: YouTube I guess...
Genre: Romance/Minor Angst
Rating: M for sexual situations, minor cursing, and man loving
Summary: There was something about Pewdiepie that just made Toby squirm in his chair at times.
AN: This chapter is pretty long all thanks to me trying to avoid the inevitable, by that I mean I couldn't stop blushing the whole time from the fact I would have to write the 'c*ck' in a serious sentence. /
So yes as an extra warning there will be some sexy times in this chapter! Skip over that if you don't want to see me fail!
"I-I like you too!" Sure it wasn't as elegant or heart filled as the blondes confession but it was all Toby could manage to scream with how tight his chest and throat were. There was no way the swede couldn't hear his heart beating so loudly he himself might go deaf from the noise.
"Really?"It was a whisper, so quiet the brunette barely heard it but even if he hadn't the look of pure disbelief shimmering in ocean blue eyes said it all to well.
Biting his lip as the blush on his face somehow managed to deepen, god he really must look like a fricken tomato by now, Toby nodded quickly opting to instead drop his gaze to the hand he was clutching so tightly.
It was then that he realized he was shaking. Even after all Felix said there was still a part of him that didn't believe this was real, that he would wake up and it'd all be a dream or that this was all some kind of joke. The loud clatter of a cup falling and shattering made his eyes snap up just in time to see the swede lunging forward to cup a hand around the back of his neck. A pair of soft lips came next, pressed hard against his own in a passionate kiss, his eyes slid closed on instinct as he tangled a hand in dirty blonde locks. Neither wanted to separate but as the need for oxygen became ever more important Toby was the first to reluctantly pull away and gasp for air.
When he opened his eyes he was met with a blinding smile and another quick peck on the lips from Felix.
"Gotta clean that up."Felix chuckled and Toby agreed breathlessly, but neither moved from their spot instead the brunette let his eyes fall closed once more as he leaned forward and gave the swede another gentle kiss.
When he pulled back the blonde pouted. "Now I really don't want to move, plus I think I may have broken my back tackling you like that."
Laughing a little Toby playfully pushed him back in his chair. "Always figured my first gay-kiss would end with one of us being rushed to the hospital."
"Its happened to me once before..."
Toby raised his eyebrows in interest but Felix just smiled and waved it off. "A story for another day, right now it'd be best to clean up the glass before we do end up in the hospital."
"Yeah."
After breakfast Felix had dragged Toby out and around Sweden to show him the sights, all the while holding his hand or with an arm around the shorter man. At first it had scared the living daylights out of him to be so, well public about their feelings. Hell Felix had even kissed him a few times, yet no one said or gave them a second look Sweden and America definitely were different.
It had gotten dark out by the time they'd finally headed home, the swede mumbling about how he swore he'd seen Slenderman in the park near his home not too long ago.
"Seriously? I got the crap scared outta me in Germany not too long ago, there was this like Slenderman mannequin. Scariest thing I've ever seen."Toby reminisced with a weak smile, all the smiling he'd been doing all day was starting to make his face hurt.
I'm surprised my face hasn't froze this way
"He's probably stalking us."The swede laughed closing his front door, locking it for good measure. As embarrassing as it was he actually seriously scared of the possibility of Slenderman being real, sure a lock wouldn't stop the beast from getting in but at least it put him at ease a little.
"Why of course! I am beautiful after all! I don't see how that monster could resist me."
Smirking a little Felix wrapped his arms around the curly haired mans waist and pecked him on the lips. "I know I can't."
"Oh really?"Toby chuckled leaning in and cutting off whatever the swede might have said with another kiss. This one lasted longer and became more heated then all the previous, too the point where he found himself being shoved against the nearby wall. The two of their bodies pressed tight together, trapping him there as the blonde pulled back from the kiss to pepper his jawline and neck with chaste ones.
The brunette let out a gasp as the swede sucked at a sensitive spot just under his ear, hands rising up to grip his shoulders.
Felix continued his kisses and occasional love bites down Toby's neck, stopping at where the Americans shoulder and neck met to suck a dark hickey which made a loud and obvious moan fall from Toby's lips.
A blush spread across Toby's face when he realized how tight his jeans were suddenly becoming just at the blondes simple actions.
"Is it kinda hot in here?"He coughed awkwardly looking around trying to ignore the confused look Felix was giving him.
Well this escalated rather quickly , the brunette thought trying to will away his boner.
Just then as he shifted a little Felix's knee brushed slightly against him sending a jolt of pleasure up his spine and making him shiver with a gasp.
"Sorry, ha its been a while."Toby laughed nervously and Felix smiled tilting the curly haired man's face to look up at him.
"Its fine, I could say the same..."Chuckling he motioned down to where his own prominent bulge was and Toby gulped.
Sensing his discomfort Felix took on a more serious and considerate tone as he spoke. "We don't have to you know, do anything if you don't want."
Toby shook his head quickly, "N-no its fine, just ha my uh first time with a guy ya know? Just not exactly sure what to do or whats not appropriate I guess."
"Don't worry, we'll go slow okay?"
"Okay..."Toby nodded once more looking up at the smiling blonde and wishing his heart beat would slow down if even a little. "You know I might actually have a heart attack at this rate. Its like, well like every time you say something my heart spazzes the hell out..."
Laughing quietly Felix took the brunettes hand and placed it over his own heart, surprising Toby by how fast his heart was pounding as well. "Same here."
For a few seconds the two just stood there listening to each other breathe and the sound of their own erratic heartbeats.
Toby was of course the one to break the silence his ADD kicking back in. "Okay, I think. I think I'm cool now."
Felix raised an eyebrow at the curly haired man's sudden outburst and Toby blushed shaking his head a little and quickly covering the blondes lips with his own. Pulling back only to whisper a quick.
"If you don't start kissing me again soon, I'm gonna have to go find another hot Swedish guy to make out with."
Deciding to tease Toby a little Felix pulled away a little, just far enough so Toby's kiss would miss. "Oh really? That'll be hard since I happen to be the best looking swede around."
"And who told you that?"Toby smirked.
With a totally serious look Felix deadpanned "My mom."
Giving him a crazy look Toby couldn't help but break out into a fit of laughter, almost crying.
"I believe that!"
"You should its true."The swede smiled giving Toby a quick peck on the lips, which quickly turned into kisses. Soon enough the two had completely forgotten about the previous conversation and were both only concerned with the feeling of each others lips.
Suddenly Felix pulled back, much to Toby's displeasure, and started kissing down his neck once more.
"I think I've got more then enough hickeys."He laughed breathlessly and the blonde chuckled continuing his actions a hand now pushing up Toby's blue shirt. Toby shivered a little at the action and blushed grabbing Felix's hand.
"Wait."
Freezing Felix pulled back and removed his hand. "Too far?"
"N-No its not that."The brunette shook his head, his face growing redder by the second. "I just, I don't really like being shirtless in front of people."
Smiling gently Felix sensually kissed the blushing lets player and tugged at his own shirt, pulling it over his head which only seemed to fluster Toby even more.
"There's nothing wrong with you Toby, du är vacker"
Before Toby could ask what that meant Felix leaned in close and whispered once more. "You are the most beautiful person I've ever met."
Tears filled Toby's eyes and he couldn't help but hug the swede tight. "S-shut up."
"Dess är sant min älskling"Felix sighed contently holding the blushing man, even placing a chaste kiss on his forehead and happily ruffling curly hair.
Toby pulled back and rubbed his eyes sniffling a little. "Great now I'm crying. I have no clue what you said but I know if I did I'd probably fricken cry even harder."
"Probably."Felix chuckled kissing him gently once more and tugging at his shirt a little. "You still feel uncomfortable?"
Looking down for a second Toby thought about it before shaking his head and laughing. "Actually no, plus it feels kinda unfair now that you're, well shirtless."
Pouting Felix kissed Toby's collarbone "Sorry."
Sighing a little Toby smiled,"No you're not."and hesitantly pulled his shirt over his head tossing the blue article of clothing somewhere on the floor.
Immediately after he couldn't help but wrap his arms around himself already feeling self conscious.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't, I shave okay!? Its embarrassing I know but I hate the idea of having a hairy chest it bugs the hell outta me."
Looking down at himself Felix frowned. "Huh? No! No not yours, you look good and all with it! I don't that's the thing. I'm too fricken lanky and flabby."
"You're not though."The blonde sighed tilting Toby's face up to his own and kissed him deeply. "Du är vacker Toby."
No matter what Felix said it never ceased to make a smile light up face, the swede was such a damn sweetheart.
Felix broke off from the kiss and once again lead a trail of kisses down Toby's neck, stopping to suck a hickey on his collarbone making the brunette gasp.
"So you gonna tell me why you-you wanted my shirt off?"
He felt the blonde smirk and felt his heart stutter when the swede's kisses went lower. Lips brushing over a nipple making a moan fall from his lips. Felix slid even lower, eventually dropping to his knees and if Toby wasn't already hard he's sure just the sight of that would've done it.
"Is this okay?"Felix whispered just loud enough over the sound of Toby's erratic heart to hear as he placed a kiss next to his belly button.
"Y-Yeah."Toby croaked out his mouth suddenly dry.
Smiling a bit Felix continued peppering his stomach and hips with kisses and the occasional bite while popping the button on the brunette's jeans.
As he pulled down the zipper Toby let his eyes fall closed too embarrassed to look the blonde in the face as his jeans were tugged gently down his hips and around his feet, which he carefully stepped out of.
Oh god this was really happening, Toby thought to himself. He was so tense he wouldn't be surprised if he looked like a statue at the moment.
Suddenly the swede's hands and mouth left him and he could barely hold in the whimper that threatened to escape. Eyes cracking open a little he peeked down and saw the swede had stood up to slide his own jeans off.
Needless to say he could see clearly how 'happy' Felix was at the moment.
The two blushed furiously when they looked up at each other, Toby opting to just grab the taller man and kiss him then risk another awkward conversation.
When they pulled back for air Felix once again had to ask."You sure you're okay with this?"
Toby nodded and Felix gave him one more chaste kiss before dropping back to his knees. Toby almost fell when he felt Felix's lips kiss him through his boxers, hand instantly shooting down to grip soft blonde locks as his boxers were slipped down, those lips brushing against him finally without any fabric between nearly made him scream.
To his surprise the swede took almost all of him in at once, needless to say this time he wasn't so successful at holding in the scream of ecstasy that tore through his throat.
He couldn't believe the noises he was making as Felix bobbed his head, his chest heaving with each gasp and shudder.
"Christ don't stop, please,"The brunette panted his head slammed back against the wall, his hand tightening to the point where it was almost painful for the blonde. Felix couldn't care less though, his senses on fire with the smell, feel, and taste of pure Toby. Something he never imagined would ever happen.
Every moan tumbling from the brunette's lips were all the encouragement he needed to ignore the ache forming in his jaw and take him just that much deeper that only brought the shuddering mess Toby had become just that much closer to pure bliss.
Digging his fingers into Toby's hips, which were sure to leave bruises, he pinned them to the wall and pulled his mouth of off Toby's erection with a wet pop. The brunette whimpered loudly and tried to thrust forward unable to because of Felix's steel like grip giving up after several tries. A loud whine sounding off in his throat as the blonde let go only to pull him down and into his lap.
Toby opened his eyes just in time to see Felix slam his lips against his, tongue darting into the surprised brunette's mouth. He could taste himself on the swede's tongue, which was way more of a turn-on then it should have been. Wrapping his arms around Felix's neck Toby tilted his head to get a better angle on the kiss.
Felix's hand rubbed circles on Toby's hip the other taking the brunette's hand and placing it over his own erection, startling him a little he broke the kiss.
Toby felt his cheeks flush even redder as he stared down at the prominent bulge in Felix's boxers, the blonde apologizing quickly his voice hoarse from previous activities. "Sorry, I just-"But the brunette cut him off with a quick kiss, hand hesitantly pulling out and stroking the others shaft.
Toby had jerked himself off before but it was completely different when you're doing it to someone else he realized.
There was a kind of intimacy and power that came with it, as his hand went up and down he watched all the emotions play across Felix's face. The way he gasped whenever he flicked his wrist just the right way or how every time he'd slow down the blonde would chew on his lip to smother quiet moans. But his eyes, his eyes had to be what intrigued Toby the most. How they had went from their usual bright color to a stormy blue, pupils blown wide in pleasure.
Just seeing the taller man unravel at his finger tips threatened to bring him over the edge.
As if sensing this the swede reached out and jerked him hard and fast, their lips meeting in a messy kiss. Toby falling over the edge first with a shout, Felix followed not long after, biting down hard on the smaller man's shoulder to cover his own scream.
The next morning Toby woke up cuddled close and in the arms of a sleeping Felix, just the feeling of his arms around him sending his heart into a frenzy.
It really did seem like he could never be calm around the man. Even last night after all that had happened he still couldn't believe any of this could be real. It was all too perfect.
Letting out a content sigh Toby nuzzled closer to Felix pressing light kisses next to the mans collarbone.
"You're up early."The swede suddenly mumbled his arms tightening just the slightest.
"What makes you say that?"Toby chuckled letting out a yawn.
Felix leaned back a little and snatched at the clock, squinting a little to read he showed the object to Toby. "Its not even the afternoon yet."
"Hey, I don't always sleep that late."Another tired yawn."I was just tired yesterday, is all.."
"Excuses, Excuses."Felix laughed tilting the brunette's face up to kiss him.
When they broke for air Toby had a sudden realization and gave the swede a confused look.
"Hey, we're dating now right?"
The blonde gave him a weird look and for a split second Toby feared the worst, that last night was just a one night stand. That the Swede didn't really want him.
What Felix said next completely banished all those fears. "Well its really up to you, whether you'd want me as a boyfriend."The blonde smiled lazily.
"I dunno you'd have to ask first..."Toby could feel his ears burning as he cuddled closer.
This made Felix smile even wider. "Toby Turner would you go steady with me?"
"Of course I will you big dope, now just shut up and kiss me."