Title: Felix's got it going on
Pairing: Pewbuscus (Pewdiepie/Tobuscus)
Fandom: Youtube
Genre: Romance/Angst
Rating: M (For violence)
Summary: There was just something about Felix that made Toby squirm in his chair at times...
AN: I just noticed that with this fic, my intros to the chapter are always really short. Like they don't make it to a whole page before I transition into the next scene. Is that weird? I'm not sure how to feel about it :/ Next chap I'm gonna try and make the first part longer kay?
"Jag älskar dig..."
Felix still couldn't believe what Toby had said last night, if the brunette hadn't laughed it off after the he doesn't know what he would've done. Still it bothered him. What if Toby had been serious? What if he does love him? Should he say it back?
He never expected the other man would fall so quickly, hell he never expected the other man to fall for him at all. As sad as it sounded, in his experience most of the men he'd dated only did so out of curiosity. Not one ever fell for him and vice versa.
More importantly, was He even in love with Toby? He loved Marzia, but this...it feels different in some way. He can't pinpoint exactly what it is, but there's just something different about how he feels towards Toby. So...maybe it isn't love?
The blonde was snapped out of his thoughts by a familiar yell. "Felix! Over here!"
He couldn't help but smile as the grinning girl ran over, pulling him into a quick hug.
"Marzia! It's great to see you, how was the flight?"
The beautiful blonde laughed and tucked a piece of hair behind her ear. "Boring, I forgot how lonely it can be when you fly alone. My only company was a sleeping elderly woman beside me."
"Sorry."
"Don't be, you can make it up to me with dinner. I can't wait to meet Toby!"She was giggling now and Felix couldn't help but feel his heart melt a little, even if they aren't together anymore he doesn't think he'll ever be able to completely get over how beautiful she is.
"Here, I found them on your nightstand, thought you might need them."He was surprised when she pulled out his glasses, immediately face palming.
'I swear I'd lose my head if it wasn't screwed on...'
"Yeah, I can see why you'd think that."He joked sheepishly. "But really, thanks for doing this. I'd be lost if you hadn't helped. Especially considering how rude it was to ask."
Marzia smiled gently, clasping his hand in hers. "It's fine, don't worry about it. I'm just glad that you found someone you love. Even if it isn't me, I'm just happy to see you happy."
She never ceased to amaze him, god she was perfect.
"Do you really think I love him? I can hardly believe it myself ..."
"Felix, I know for a fact that you do. You speak of him with such love and affection, it is more than obvious. I knew it even before you did."
Fuck, I'm such an idiot! I had to go and ruin everything with those three words. How is that I always manage to ruin my relationships as soon as things get serious? I always fall in love way too fast, now Felix can barely look at me. Sure I said it was a joke, but he's not stupid...
The brunette let out a tired sigh, shoving his face farther into a pillow.
"Dude that's like the third time you've sighed, whats up? You and whats-his-face get in a fight or something?"Gabe chuckled shaking his best friend.
Toby frowned and lightly shoved the others hand away. "No. Why do you always think that?"
"Well he's not here for starters."The taller man pointed out and Toby cringed a little inside.
"He's picking up Marzia at the airport."
"Whoa! Wait isn't that his ex? I told you he'd fricken pull something like this!"
"Cmon Gabe, Felix would never-"
"You don't know that Toby, you barely know him as it is. I get it, the two of you fooled around and shit but you can't be serious about this guy."
The brunette couldn't stop himself. "I think I love him."
The look on Gabe's face made him shiver, he'd never seen the dark haired man look so furious. It was terrifying.
"What?"
"I-I think I might be in love with him. I don't know though, I've never felt like this before."
"Toby! No. There's no way! You're not thinking straight okay?"
"What? Why're you-"
He was cut off once more, Gabe grabbing his shoulders now. So tightly it was starting to hurt. "Listen to me. You don't love that fucking idiot. Just forget about it."
Toby couldn't believe what Gabe was saying, why was he so angry about this? "Dude, whats wrong with you? Shouldn't you be happy? I-I think I'm in love! How is that something to be angry about?"
Gabe all but growled and gave him a glare that could kill. "Because Toby, you Can't love him."
"Why the hell not!?"Now he was getting angry too, pushing the other man back so he could stand up. All this managed to do was enrage him more, a fist soon finding its way in Toby's shirt, yanking the lanky brunette forward.
"Because he isn't me!"
"W-what?"Toby whispered, his cheeks flushing a little.
His only answer was a hand tangling in his hair and a pair of lips slamming hard against his own, only making his eyes grow almost comically wide. It took his several seconds before he realized what was happening, sending him into a panic when he did.
Toby squeezed his eyes shut and helplessly pushed against the other man, trying desperately to get him to stop. Every shove just seemed to set the other man off, his free hand grabbing Toby's arm and violently shoving it back. Gabe tried to deepen the kiss but was stopped by a swift kick to his shin.
"Stop!"Toby near-shrieked, giving the other a hard shove, sending him falling. Instinctively he apologized though, reaching out and offering a hand.. "S-shit, sorry. I didn't mean to-" Not surprisingly he found himself being ripped down to the floor, flailing his arms wildly as the other man angrily pinned him to the floor.
"Hold still."Gabe growled grabbing the others wrists, and Toby flinched body shaking. He knew how bad it was when Gabe was angry, he rarely ever got out without a black eye. But right now, this wasn't the Gabe he knew. This guy was someone completely different, someone who was scaring him.
"Stop. Gab-uscus please."The brunette pleaded, hoping the use of the others nickname would somehow get through to him. Tears welling up when the other ignored him completely, choosing to clasp both of the smaller mans hands in one of his own bigger ones. Free hand turning his face towards him.
Toby couldn't help but try and knee the other, stopping when he felt a hard slap crack against his face.
"Dammit Toby, stop fighting."
"Why? So you can fucking rape me!?"He was hyperventilating now and knew if he didn't calm down he might go into a panic attack, but what else could he do? He was terrified.
Gabe's eyes grew wide and Toby felt the other violently grab his jaw. "Shut up! I'm not some fucking rapist! I just want you to listen to me!"
"H-How is kissing me helping t-then!?"He was gasping now, lungs tightening. Alarms going off in his head to get the other man off now "S-Shit, Gabe you gotta get up."
The dark haired man wouldn't hear any of it though, his rage seeming to peak. "What so that asshole can kiss you but I can't? He doesn't care about you! I do, why the hell can't you see that Toby!?"
"Gabe, please!"
"No! Not until you tell me why you can't be with me! Whats so good about him!? Huh!?"
Toby was becoming more light headed by the second, dark spots already dancing in his vision. He just barely heard the front door click open, relief flooding him when he heard Felix's cheery voice announcing his return.
It was soon replaced by a faint shriek and suddenly Gabe was gone, an unfamiliar girl at his side asking him if he was all right.
"Y-Yeah."Toby whispered grabbing her shoulder for support as he sat up, he immediately regretted it after though, watching as Felix got cold-clocked, Gabe kicking the blonde as he was down.
"Stop!"The girl next to him suddenly screeched, rushing in between them her phone up in a warning.
Gabe gave Toby a quick glance before angrily spitting out "I told you he'd bring her here Toby. Come see me when you realize how stupid you're being."
"Gabe-"The other boy was already gone though, a bruised Felix giving him a wary look from across the room.