Title: Felix's Got it Going On

Pairing: Pewbuscus (Pewdiepie/Tobuscus)

Fandom: Youtube

Genre: Romance/Angst

Rating: M

Summary: There was something about Pewdiepie that just made Toby squirm in his chair at times.

AN: Sorry about the long wait, I had a lot happen. Moved 3 times, got in a car accident, got the flu and then my open office glitched out and the dictionary disappeared so I had to redo everything and download a new typing software, and now I'm in summer school, no time to type! A; It's been absolute hell...

The moment his front door had slammed closed it was almost if time had slowed down. He looked around taking in all the damage that had happened over those several minutes the fight had happened in. Everything in his world seemed to be falling apart for some reason, Gabe was gone. Long gone but his words from earlier still echoed in his head when his gaze fell on Felix. The blondes ex cradling his face, muttering something. He couldn't hear it though. In fact for some reason everything else was quiet. Just Gabriel's words bouncing around the room, was Felix really gonna leave him? Had he set himself up to get hurt once again?

The feeling of the tears falling down his face scared him at first, and suddenly everything sped up to normal once more. The ache in his chest doubling along with how lightheaded he was becoming. Dark spots were dancing in his eyes once more. Briefly he reminded himself he was having an asthma attack but he couldn't seem to calm down. It was all too much at the moment.

There were too many questions he had to ask, too many answers he was afraid to hear. What was he going to do if Felix left? How could he face Gabe again? What if-

Everything went black.

When he awoke he was in his bed body aching all over. Especially his face, Jesus how hard was he hit?

Toby winced as he sat up a hand flying to his stinging cheek, where there was no doubt a bright red mark knowing his luck. Everything was coming back to him once more. Especially the image of Felix hitting the ground. Hard. It scared him not knowing if the other was okay. Or if he was even still here. For all he knew the blonde might've grabbed his things and left while he was passed out. Only an idiot would stay after something like that.

"He's probably already back with that Maria girl."Toby whispered, dejectedly pulling his knees up and burying his face in them.

"You mean Marzia?"The brunette jumped snapping upright and finding a bruised swede standing in the doorway. When had his door opened?

"F-Felix?"He was stuttering again but couldn't help it. It felt like his heart had leaped up into his throat all of a sudden.

"You don't have memory loss, do you?"Felix joked nervously before entering the room and slowly making his way over to the shivering brunette.

"You're...still here?"Toby was confused and now the blonde was too.

"Yeah. Should I not be?"

"N-No!"He hadn't meant to shout so loud, luckily the swede seemed to understand and sat down in front of him.

"I won't then."Felix half smiled calming his heart a little. "Are you- Are you okay? I'm not sure what went down before we walked in...All I saw was you...laying there, what happened?"

Toby inwardly flinched at the fresh memory, his eyes lowering to stare at the others chest. "Gabe told me he was in love with me."

"W-What?"Felix whispered as Toby explained, ignoring the other.

"He flipped out when I didn't respond, screaming about how-"His eyes were welling up with tears already. "How you didn't care about me like he did, how you would just leave me, that I was just some quick fuck to you. Then he kissed me."

"Toby-"

The smaller man sniffled and shook his head "I tried to push him off but he wouldn't stop. When I finally managed to shove him he fell and- and like an idiot I tried to help him up. I actually apologized, god I'm pathetic."

Felix sighed and pulled him into a tight hug, hand threading the others hair soothingly. "You're not."

"Can't believe I was actually surprised when he yanked me to the floor. I'm so fucking stup-Ow!"Toby squeaked as the blonde angrily tightened his hug.

"I said you're not. It's not your fault, okay?"

"Felix-"

"No. Listen. You're not stupid. He's the stupid one Toby, anyone who could hurt you like that is an idiot and obviously doesn't even know what love is. I'd never hurt you like that. If I did...I-I wouldn't be able to live with myself after."The swede pulled back cupping Toby's cheek gingerly, a pained smile tugging at his lips. He hated seeing the brunette hurt like this, hated what is 'friend' had said. Toby huffed his nostrils flaring dramatically making Felix chuckle and lean close their lips brushing hesitantly before he tenderly kissed the other on the lips. Toby sighed and leaned into the kiss, feeling his lips twitch up into a slight smile at the feel of the others.

When they broke apart the blonde let out a tired breathe and nuzzled their faces together, his free hand sliding down to intertwine their fingers. "You really scared me earlier. I didn't know what happened, one second you were fine the next"His voice shook a little. "You weren't breathing, if Marzia hadn't helped you I-"

Hearing this made Toby's heart lurch, he hadn't even thought of how this whole situation might hurt Felix. He cut him off not wanting to hear the rest, a quiet strew of apologies falling from his lips.

AN: I'M SO SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT! I promise the next chapter will be long and cute okay? A; please forgive me!