I'm running through the dauntless compound, grabbing hold of Tobias' hand has we run past the chasm. Then I hear gun shots behind us and turn around to see that along with Alexa still chasing us Eric is now there too and they both have guns. We keep running and hit a dead end and turn around to find a way out but they are to close and they now have us backed against the wall. Im trying to figure out how to get us away from them when i hear a voice say "kill them". Then a few seconds later both Max and Janine come around the corner. I look back at Alexa and Eric as they are both raising there guns to us then in a matter of second the guns go off and then everything goes black.

I bolt up in bed sweating and breathing hard. I look over to make sure that I didn't wake up Tobias, I quietly get out of bed and make my way to the kitchen. I get a water out of the fridge and just stand in the middle of the kitchen drinking it a try to take my mind of the dream. I have been having the same dream every night since a week ago when Amar told us that Alexa was missing. I am so lost in thought that I don't even hear Tobias come in to the kitchen until he is standing in front of me. He takes the water out of my hands and lifts me so I'm sitting on the kitchen island which makes me eye leave with him.

"Hey I woke up and you weren't there? Is everything okay, why are you cry?"

I didn't realize I was crying until now. " Yeah I'm find just have a really bad head ache." I try to lie knowing he will see threw my act.

" Hey look at me," he say lifting my chin so that I'm looking directly into his blue eye seeing noting but love and concern in them.

I take a deep breath before saying okay and then getting off the island and leading him to the couch. I've told him about the dream before but that was when we where only being chased, the part about Max and Janine along with our death are a new occurrence. I take a few more deep breaths then start. "Okay well you know the dream I've been having for the past week."

"Yeah, what's going on Tris a minute ago you cry and now you look like you could kill some please tell me I want to help."

I look him in the eyes and continue my story I tell him what he already know and the new part of the dream that started about two days ago. "So I'm scared that the dream is going to come true and that there going to kill us but I'm also pissed that an initiate can mess with my emotions like this and make me feel completely weak and I hate that because I don't want you to think that I'm this week little girl that can't handle any thing. "

"Tris, look at me. I don't think you weak love, when I look at you I see one of the strongest, most loving and beautiful people I have ever seen. It's okay to cry and let yourself be weak sometimes I will always be here for you, I never going anywhere." This is one of those time where you can really see how loving and caring Tobias really is unlike when he is Four around everyone else and shows little emotion.

I look up in to his wonderful blue eye and see them so full of emotion. "Promise." I comes out more as a statement then a question.

"I promise I'll be here by your side forever and always. I love you."

"I love you too."

"Come on let's go back to bed and try to get some rest we have to be up at 7 so we can set up for the initiates." I nod my head and with that he has us off the couch and is pulling me back down the hall way to my room. As soon as I'm in bed again cuddled up to Tobias, a deep sleep takes me over.

Beep...Beep...Beep

I groan and roll over feeling for Tobias but all I feel is cold sheets. I get out of bed and walk to the kitchen expecting to see him at the island drinking his coffee like he does every morning after he stays here. When I get there he's not there but there's a note, I pick it up and read it.

Tris,

After your dream last night I thought you could us the extra sleep so I asked Zeke to help me train the initiates this morning. Come find me at lunch I'll either be in the training room or in the dining hall.

~ Tobias

For the first time since I got up I look at the clock and see that it's 12:30. I have a half hour until I have to meet Tobias so I go to the bathroom take a shower then I decide that I'm going to wear one of the dresses that Christian bought me. The dress is all black and comes down to mid- tight. I pair it with a pair of night high boots. I do my usual make up then I grab my phone and keys of the table and head towards the door. It's only 12:45 so I still have time to watch some of the initiates training for this morning. It takes me five minutes to get there and when I walk in I see the initiates standing at the target firing the guns all of the initiates have either hit the center or the ring around it right now I see Axel standing there talking to Anders holding a loaded gun like its nothing when I look across the room I see the Tobias notices it to so pick up a guns and walk over to Axel. I when I right behind him I put the gun to his head. He turns around looking scared. "You have a loaded gun in your hand, act like it." I yell at him and he turns around and starts shooting the target. I walk over to where Tobias and Zeke are standing.

"Hey Zeke, Hey Four." They both stay hey back then Zeke walks off to hell the initiates.

"Are you feeling better now , you had me worried this morning."

"Yeah I'm better now I didn't mean to worry you the stress of not knowing we're Alexa is or when she will make her presence known again is just getting to me."

He secretly puts his arm around my waist because we are trying to keep our relationship a secret from the initiates. We stand there talking for another five minutes and then we notice that Zeke and the initiates are gone to lunch. I turn around in so I'm now facing Tobias, I wrap my arms around his neck a pull his face to mine for quick kiss. The quick kiss turns in to a five minute make out session. We pull apart breathless and make our way to the dining hall. When we get there Tobias tells me to go and sit at the table well he goes and get us something to eat. Everyone at the table is laughing about something. "What is everyone laughing about?"

"Zeke was telling us about what you did to Axel in the training room."

Now I'm laughing too because it was pretty fun to see that scared shitless look in his face as I held the gun to his head because I knew that I wouldn't pull the trigger but he didn't.

Tobias comes back with the food and we are all laughing and joking about thing that happened during our initiation and Zeke tells about things that happened during his and Tobias initiation. There was a story about a blender,neon green hair dye,oyster juice and a very drunk passed out Zeke.

I rest my head against Tobias shoulder listening to the story until he looks so at me and says "Hey we should probably go and set up the training room now."

"Okay." I say as I get up and throw our plates away. When we get to the training room we take down the old targets, put new ones up and move the target farther away from where we are going to have the initiates stand. Then we re load all the guns and make sure that they fire properly. About ten minutes late the initiates make their way back in to the room and we explain what the plan from this after noon is.

"Okay so this afternoon you will be shooting for distance. Half of you will go with Four to the targets in the back of the room and shot like you were this morning and the other half will stay with me. To determine who goes where we ranked you base off of how many times you hit the center earlier today." I look over at Four who is getting the board out of the closet. He brings it over to the group and tells them who to go with. At the distance target I ends up with Sasha, Asher, Mitch, Lewis, Sophie, Laura. At the near targets Tobias ends up with Axel, Mikyla, Seth, Sarah, Anders. When do this for two hours and then switch groups and do that for the next two hours. The initiates are released for dinner and Tobias and I get dinner and bring it back to my apartment. We eat on the couch and put in a disc with the first season of and old show called Bones we are in the middle of the third episode when I start to fall asleep. I wake up two hours later and realize that we are suppose to have the paint ball game tonight so I go get in the shower to help wake up. When I get up I get dress and then go and wake Tobias up. He gets ready and than we have to go get the initiates up. I open the front door and come faces to face with a woman who looks about my mother age. She 's holding a vase of flowers and she looks at Tobias and say "Hello Tobias Happy Birthday."

He look at her in complete shock "Mom?!"