A/N; The end of this chapter was influenced by a dear dear friend of mine. I shall love her always and forever!
Chapter 5;
" Draco," A voice said quickly in to the crisp morning air. When he didn't stir he rolled his eyes and got down in to his face, " Draco Lucius Malfoy!"
Draco sprang from the damp park bench his heart in his throat. He looked around his eyes returning to the pair shielded behind glasses.
" Hi," Harry said staring at him intently.
" H-hi…" Draco replied raising a curious brow.
" Listen, Toby was a guy I just met…" Harry began to explain. He stopped when Draco turned away scowling.
" It doesn't matter H-, you can do what you like" Came his slow reply.
" Don't fool yourself you and I both fucking know that this matters" Harry exclaimed taking a step towards the blonde. " You can't even look at me," He said in disgust unsure about his new voice of confidence.
A wave of anger washed over Harry as Draco stood there. Suddenly he stepped foreword and swung his right fist straight in to Malfoy's jaw.
A loud crack echoed through the empty air. " Fuck!" Draco yelled falling to the ground his hand on his cheek.
Harry towered over him his breathing rough and jagged. They sat there for a long time just staring at one another. Finally Draco looked away, his eyes drowning in the watery tears forming in them.
Draco slowly turned to him and shook his head, " N-no I can look at you…Harry…" The relief of hearing his name caused Harry to shudder.
" You left me here. You left me here to die. How could you?" Harry blurted out before he could stop himself. He quickly swallowed the threatening tears and waited for a reply.
" Not to die- to move on! To find some one good to you! I had to save my parents lives Harry, do you understand that?" He instantly shut up realizing his fault.
" No I don't understand that Malfoy, in case you forgot…I HAVE NONE!" Harry yelled.
" No no- don't you dare fucking call me that, I'm sorry okay? I made a mistake- I'm afraid alright?" Draco said calmly.
" I'LL CALL YOU WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT! MALFOY! MALFOY! MALFOY!" Harry continued to scream," YOU ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES! YOU'RE SCARED? I'M FUCKING TERRIFIED!" His breath came out jagged as he tried to quiet down.
" I'm sorry," Draco whispered quietly after several minutes of painful silence. And then Harry began to cry. He cried harder than he had ever cried in his entire life. His shoulders shook large salty water droplets soaked and ran down his cheeks.
" I'm sorry," He repeated and turned beginning to walk away.
" NO!" He heard Harry call out anger flooded his words. " YOU ARE NOT FUCKING LEAVING ME AGAIN! I WILL NOT LET YOU WALK AWAY! I WILL NOT FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE! I am not going to sit here and let my world my everything- the thing I've yearned for just leave again!" He was helplessly thrashing about on the ground his desperate attempts to stop Draco seemed useless.
Draco quickly strode back over to Harry and knelt beside him. " Shh…" He nervously reached a shaking hand to the others back. The touch instantly soothed the crying Gryffindor, warmed his skin. Harry clamored into Draco's arms still sobbing softly muttering something along the lines of 'I can breathe again' over and over again.
" Why does something always have to be in the way?" Harry whispered in to Draco's ear his arms wrapped tightly around his neck.
" The happiness wouldn't be so great if we didn't have to suffer for it," He whispered his reply back, his lips grazing Harry's cheek.
" Please don't leave me again…I'm so afraid to be alone Draco…"
" I won't baby, I won't" Draco replied tightening his hold on his lover tears starting in his own eyes.
" I never want to wake up and wonder where you are again, I never want to be with out you. I'm so scared, please don't hurt me," He continued.
" I'm making a promise. I'm not going anywhere without you. I can't be another second without you." He whispered into the Gryffindors matted hair. Then Harry was crying all over again. This time Draco stopped him by forcing his cherry red lips to Harry's in their passionate long-awaited kiss.
" Come on," Harry said in to his lovers ear pulling him through the door to his one bedroom flat. Draco barely had time to examine the place before he was tackled to the ground.
Harry's tongue darted in to his mouth almost instantly. " I want you to fuck me Draco," He said quietly in between careful butterfly kisses down his sharp jaw line. Draco shuddered at the contact realizing how much he really had missed this.
" Now Mr. Potter," Draco smirked swiftly pinning the Gryffindor to the wall planting a rough kiss to his swollen lips. " Patience is key," His smirk grew as Harry groaned inwardly. Draco carefully straddled him, which then resulted in their erections touching briefly, Harry's growing arousal quite visible even with his jeans on.
" Dominant bastard," Harry mumbled as their lips touched again.
" You know you like it," Draco replied his hot breath hitting the small patch of skin behind Harry's ear.
" Damn." Harry replied with a grin as Draco's hands ghosted down his chest and rested on his belt buckle. Impatiently he jerked his hips foreword at that moment he wanted to touch Draco everywhere. And be touched in return.