Chapter Six

"Thanks again guys for the party that was the best!" Ichigo said as she walked back to her home. Ryan was waiting for her in the house.

"Hey what's up?" she asked. Then she remembered that she had to tell him.

"Ryan I need to talk to you." she pulled him aside.

"Ryan, in one year I'm getting on a plane and going back to Tokyo." He looked at her in disappointment.

"Oh okay I understand. I mean that is what I would have done if I were you too."

They spent there days almost in silence. Every once and a while Ichigo would try and break the never-ending silence.

"Nice weather lately. What do you think?" she asked. And every time he shot her down.

"Yeah nice." There relationship was going downhill fast.

"What can I do to make you stay?" he asked. Ichigo felt even more guilty than ever. She made him feel loved and he returned it all for her. She was stuck between a human and a alien. She didn't exactly know how she felt for Kishu Ryan held her hands.

"Ichigo, I love you. With all of my heart and soul. I want to know how you feel about me." he said. She shuddered. Kishu.

Ryan saw the distance in her eyes. He wanted to know badly. He wanted to be the only one for her ever. Now matter how selfish. He wanted no one but her.

"Ichigo, you're the best thing that has ever happened to me." He sat down. He looked sad.

"When I young, my mom was abused by my father. I barely remember her. He threw things at her and beat her. One night he, pushed her into the table and it broke in half. He was sentenced to life in prison and my mom, is well, she died Ichigo. My aunt and Uncle took me in and I lived with them and the haunting memory. I witnessed all of it Ichigo. Then I met you. You turned my life around." he smiled and took one of her hands. She felt that he was taking advantage of her. She felt bad for him and she didn't want to. The story was horrid, but he told her this to get her sympathy. So that she would stay.

"Ryan, I really don't know, I promised." she said. She didn't look him in the eye. She couldn't. he pulled her face to his. His eyes glistened as if he was on the brink of tears.

"Listen Ichigo. I don't care if you go. But I want to know. I need to know Ichigo." he pulled her close into a hug. She struggled and pulled away. He looked confused.

"I don't know Ryan. I need you to leave I'll catch up with you later." He nodded his head in agreement. As he walked out the door

"Please think about it Ichigo." he walked out the door and closed it. She ran upstairs to her room.

What the H-E double hockey sticks am I supposed to do? There Kishu and there Ryan. They both have there problems but I care deeply about them both. Oh Gosh what a I going to do?

Ichigo sat there contemplating for hours. Kishu was there first. But Ryan isn't perverted. Kishu has never lied to me. Oh my goodness, what am I going to do this is do darn confusing!

Okay people, I actually had to really work on this chapter before I could post it so, here it is, black and white and hopefully read. (I know I know, I really do suck at jokes, but no worries I really don't care.) Chapter seven will be up ASAP. Expect it peeps I am rather good to my word. Most likley it will be up sometime tommorow.