A/N this chap is really short sorry I have things to do and im so busy this week so after this I wont post till Sunday night or Monday after school so here you go.

Chapter 10 – what happened to, you always loved me?

Everything has been great for the past week. Its Saturday and im at the beach just thinking I thought I'd go up to ricos and get something to drink but what I saw by ricos I couldn't believe there was a girl kissing jake and that girl was mikayla. I can't believe she would do that to me again. Well nevermind I can believe it but she knows I love him. I then took the necklace and pushed them apart I then took his hand and gave it to him because I don't love him right now I then ran to my house and went up stairs to write.

I started out and it sucked I ripped it in half, through it away and started over. By the time I was done I had a great song and I was happy with it. It was called that's what you get and im going to be performing it tonight at my concert.

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At the concert

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I was backstage in a silver sequin tank, a pink jacket with rinestones on it, white pants, and white peep toe pumps. I had my wig on and I was in my dressing room touching up my make up and waiting to go out there the first song I was sing was my new one.

"Hannah On in 5." The announcer guy said I then came out of my room and then music started I then ran out there and started to sing.

No sir
Well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn to take a seat
We're settling the final score

And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

I wonder
How am I supposed to feel when you're not here?
Cuz I've burned every bridge I ever built
When you were here

I still try
Holding on to silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities
I'm sure you've heard

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting (so inviting)
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start - hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh, why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
That's what you get when you let your heart win, woah
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, woah

I then finished and told them that it was my new song that's what you get. After that I sang lifes what you make it, we got the party, Rockstar, One in a million and a couple others and I then said good night and ran backstage into my dressing room and cried just thinking about that song the line why do we like to hurt so much? It just makes my cry that line and some others when I was in my room I just wrote down my feelings. And it all make me cry I just miss him and I wish this happened to me and some other guy not him so that he can be here to wipe my tears away because I just can survive without him hes my one in a million, hes my everything, and I love him.

A/N I hoped you liked it and have a great thanksgiving, I know I am having one that song thats what you get is sung by paramore. love ya'll.