(A/N) the tides change for us all...my tides are shifting for the worse in my own life.. so I will write how I'd expect my life to play as in this story.. I pour my blood and soul into this chapter hoping to find a release.. in the end perhaps I will find my own in relizing my own writing has set me free.. Perhaps.. Perhaps my writing will finally drive me to the brink of Insanity.. Perhaps..Or Maybe.. I'll just find out how deep my soul goes into the realm of the creptic thinking of pain and torment.. and this destruction my mind is reaving upon itself will subside and I will find not just peace but a destruction of my minds eye so beautiful I will be at peace within my sorrow.. Im not a so called emo.. this is fact of life this is the beginning that has no end, The lies that have no truth , The Damnation that seeks no repentance, The Key that has no lock , The writer without his pen, The Warrior without his Blade, the Defender without his shield.. But most important ... The Innocent that has lost his pride as what I was once proud to have called myself a child.

Tearing Flesh...,Blood from Bone
I am the beginning and the end, The Alpha and Omega You shall worship no false gods before me for I am God.

"That was nice..." I left rinoas lips wanting more but unable to find the appropriate time to give her her feelings worth This is so wrong.. I feel bashed and dirty my hands are too staind┘ God what am I to do.. Fight and die.. Or live and fight.. this kiss has brought too much to my mind┘

-PA System- ALL SEEDS REPORT OUTSIDE OF THE GARDEN IMMEDIATELY INVASION OF THE GALBADLIAN ARMY QUICKLY COME FULLY ARMED AND READY TO FIGHT I REPEAT ARMED AND READY SHOOT TO KILL NO REMORSE NO MERCY!

Shit.. looks like its time..

-Squall quietly moved to the other side of the room taking out his gunblade seeing the memory of all who he had slain resonating within its deep beautiful shining glow.. A knight of blood is reconciled to breath once again to protect those who have held him so dear.. √

Awaken Griever.. my soul the force that my own soul has forged from pain and hate over these past years.. awaken and rise.. allow my rage to spill the blood of the wicked and reign high over them.. I summon you griever..

-Rinoas POV-

⌠Squall┘SQUALL.. please.. don▓t go.. I don▓t want to see you like that again.. please..■

⌠Quiet woman.. Squalls not here right now┘■

-Squall left the room seeing all the men swarming out as Rinoa ran behind him keeping close afraid.. deathly afraid of whats coming..-

-Squalls POV-

⌠Squall!■ Seifer called

⌠I▓m here seifer..■ I exclaimed lazily.

⌠those bastards finally grew a pair .. We get to have lots of fun today■ he exclaimed it so happily

⌠Good.. I▓ve been waiting for some honest killing for awhile.. might as well kill people who deserve to die right..?■ I said vaguely staring at a set of eyes as cold and blood scarred as my own with a wicked demonic smile that satan himself would run from

-I quickly hurried to the outskirts of the garden my eyes wide with rage as a black aura flowed around me as well as Seifer a trained battle aura that rang out that even the most honored of War gods through time beg to have.-

Silence┘ so silent┘ your mind is so quiet when I▓m out squall.. don▓t you want this silence forever.. this quiet night.. this silent peace..? this grand destruction.. Please┘heed me squall.. I▓m your pain.. not your enemy.. ⌠my pain.. is my enemy.. you dwell within me.. if you backcross me with sweet words I can cut you out just as easily as I created you..■ ┘ Understood.. I will take care of these fools .. you don▓t lose your honest temper.. if that happened there would be nothing left of the SeeD▓s or the Galbadlians I shall take some of your Pain now squall.. be at peace and rest in your own mind┘.■

⌠Squall.. Don▓t die..■ seifer said surprisingly serious

⌠Don▓t worry┘ I don▓t know the meaning of the word..■

-The Silence grew as the ground shook harder of the army of thousands coming fourth.. This Ironic feeling of Rage as squall and seifer tore their jackets off popping their necks and loading their gunblades.. men swarmed the two of them cutting away but hitting air as their mangled limbs found their way around the battle field..-

⌠DIE YOU SONS OF BITCHES!■ Squall proclaimed Dementedly with a wicked smile from ear to ear as he tore limbs from each man one swarmed his back as he placed his blade in the air and it sunk through his neck finding its way through the top of his skull breaking through his face as the blade came out it found its way into anothers heart.. and even after that another had his leg taken off.

⌠YOU COWARDS FIGHT HARDER YOU PATHETIC PIECES OF CRAP!■ Seifer said eagerly as men swarmed him left and right as he used his famous √ No Mercy √ tactic to slay 47 men at once-

Rinoas √PoV-

Squall.. please.. no more.. so much pain in your eyes┘ugh..

-Rinoa looked down to see nothing but her own blood with a galbadlian sword stuck in her side as she hit the ground mumbling squalls name-

Squalls √PoV-

┘its so quiet in my own mind..■squall┘■

Squall turned his head to look and see rinoa on the ground.. immediately his rage exploded.. a fatal divide had come across the only thing holding him in.. the real him.. the him that made the combative world tremble in his wake.. the squall leonhart that brought hell on earth and souls to heaven.. his hair changed to a longer style more fitting for a samurai than a modern day mercenary.. his shirt he tore off in blind anger.. blades being plunged into his skin but no blood coming out.. honest rage.. the most pure form of it.. the kind that cid was afraid of ever seeing and the kind Seifer couldent wait to see again..

⌠Your┘your┘your..all┘gonna┘die┘■ I said devilishly staring across a plank of easily two thousand men..

⌠Your now apart of my dance┘ The waltz of purification..■ √clink- Two gunblades in hand.. the Lionheart and another one.. one hard to be described.. a Dark gunblade with blood ingrained into it.. a furyfull form of hell it looked like it could even cut through the hardest of material.. Grievers Gift.. Grievers Weapon.. Grievers Pride Model No. 7 Completion..

Two hundred men swarmed.. no one walked away.. Squall quickly moved from man to man.. Slitting their throats cutting their eyes out.. ripping their guts out.. biting them if he had the chance one even got completely disembowled once squall saw it fit.. the rage and pain wouldent stop the water began to tremble as he hallered the words ⌠Fatal Divide■ and a beam of light bursted through what seemed to be the atmosphere as it struck down on hundreds of men blowing them to nothing but bloody chunks of the side walk the Seranade of the death joker.. the Pain of a thousand men in memory the Rage of a million in mind the ship that the army had came in was now divided.. the men nothing more than cantancerious bloody chunks on the grass and sidewalk his eyes lit up in not fury.. but now sorrow.. as he stepped to the young Rinoa heartily.. picked her up and walked her into the garden infirimary.. the Doctor took her in looking at the wound.. She was still very alive.. just in a lot of pain and a lot of blood loss.. Squall fell asleep on the bedside drifting from exhaustion of all the war he had waged.. This whent down in the Balamb history as the Slaughter of the Galbadlian Force..

Fade to black

Perhaps this made me feel better I don▓t know.. don▓t care Ill be posting a new chapter as it is I would have continued this one but its 3 in the morning and im tired in any case review me if you hate it you suck im sleepy if you love it I love you thanks for the post U guys rawk much love!