Author's Note: Hi everyone. Yeah I've been busy on my new fic Starlight. If you like Sirius/Remus you'll like that fic. So read and review that please. Here's a better chapter...but first thank yous.

ckontowderdon32: Thank you for that wonderful advise. I really do appreciate it. I admit myself if I were to rewrite that chapter again it probably would have been better and a lot more emotional. I wrote that chapter during an interesting situation and I didn't accomplish anything that I wanted...besides updating a bit faster. Thank you again for the advise and the review

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Life went on. Amazing huh? It was during my fourth year at Hogwarts when I met Andrew Fields. One of the most amazing guys that I know. OK maybe not amazing but pretty damn hot.

We met when I would go to the library. I started to take up a habit Remus did. It calmed me down whenever I was sad: reading. He would always be at the same table as me. He would sometimes have a girl next to him, clinging to his arm. It would upset me a bit even though I knew nothing about him. We never talked. I knew he wasn't in my year. He was older.

His brown, almost curly hair was perfect for his face. It was on the long side, but I didn't mind. His eyes were a light blue. At one point that's all I thought about. Him.

One day, I found him, at our usual table and he looked so sad. Almost depressed. I never saw him look so sad. I took my usual seat across from him.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"April broke up with me," he said. "We've been together since 5th year. I caught her cheating."

"Oh I'm sorry," I was trying to force the tone of concern without showing that I was glad that he was single.

"What's you name?" he asked.

"Rachel Lupin. And yours is..."

"Andrew Fields."

"Lovely to meet you,"

And this was the start of something I would of never imagined. By December we kept spending more and more time together. It was always in secret, which made it somewhat exciting. He was in his seventh and final year. He was in Ravenclaw also. At first he exclaimed to me once "I can't do this! You're way too young!" but he realized that we can work things out.

"I'm sorry I have to leave for Christmas. I wish I could spend it with you," I said to him in an empty classroom right before the Holiday.

"I wish I could be with you too," he said. "Here's something." he then kissed me, right on the lips. He obviously had some practice and me being so unexperienced tried my best and kissed him back with all I had.

"Wow," the only thing that could come out of my mouth. "You're really good,"

"Why thanks. You're not so bad yourself." Andrew grinned. We both got off the desk.

"See you. Happy Christmas," he pulled me into a very tight but loving hug. Did I mention he was a great hugger also.

"See you," and kissed him quickly on the cheek and skipped away like a giggling little school girl.


Suzanne came with me to Aphrodite's flat for Christmas. Sirius and Remus were there too. They acted a bit funny and I had no clue what was going on. Sirius kept giving Remus weird looks in the car and Remus had a look of embarassment on his face. I decided to ignore it and daydream about Andrew.

It was two nights before we were about to leave and go back when I saw a very surprising sight. I wanted to talk to Remus about mum. Remus now had her room when she use to live in the flat. I knew that it would be a good time since no one was up.

When I saw Remus and Sirius, almost nude in bed together making out I let out a gasp. It was hard to believe that the guy I liked for so long was with Remus. And didn't Remus like this Hufflepuff girl named Delia?! And Sirius dated almost all the girls in Hogwarts! It was all too weird for me so late at night.

"Why are you up?" asked Suzanne, as I walked back to my room.

"None of your business," I said a bit too harshly. "I mean..." I was going to tell her until she said,

"What's up with you lately? You're always somewhere when we're in school and it always seems like you're hiding something. I and also Jessica and Mark miss you. You're never around anymore. We use to always tell each other things."

"Fine," I said. "Come here," I pointed to my room. "I'll tell you were I've bee lately at Hogwarts." And that's when I told Suzanne everything about Andrew.

"He's older," she said. "But still wow, he really likes you. And you really like him. Did you and him--"

"No," I said. "We kissed,"

"Aw that's cute," she replied. "Does Remus know?"

"Of course not!" I said. "I wouldn't want him too. And besides I think he's hiding something from me so it's only fair. I don't want him to ruin my fun and I won't ruin his."

"Wait. Is he with anyone? Who is she?"

"No comment," I said. "Oh it's so late," trying to change the subject. I yawned. "I need sleep. Goodnight Suzanne."

"Night," and she walked away.


The next morning at breakfast I was the first one up and attempted to make waffles. Then Remus walked into the kitchen with only a long nightshirt.

"Morning," I said. "Had fun last night?"

"What did you say!" he said.

"Nothing. Want some waffles?" I gave him a plate of burnt waffles and grinned.

"Not if you poisoned them," but he still took the plate and started to eat them.

"Hello Rachel, Remus," Sirius walked in next. His hair was sticking out in all different angles which looked adorable I have to admit. He only wore shorts which made me have really awkward thoughts.

"Morning,"

"Almost perfect waffles," Sirius took a plate and sat down right next to Remus. "Thanks Rachel."

We ate in silence after that. The vivid image of the two of them last night in my mind kept going through my mind.


Author's Note: Review please. I'm off to England so there won't be updates for a bit. But still review!! Thanks.