Logan
had never been the type to give the kids attention unless he was
teaching or doling out discipline, but as he watched the girls with
Justin, he felt jealousy. This man, who didn't know their real names,
was playing with them like they were his own. Maybe later he could
try spending some time with them, not growling in annoyance. A pickup
truck rumbled down the dirt road, and it wasn't the old man's. He saw
Jubliee immediately grab a shotgun from the bed of Justin's
truck.
"Our lucky day. Mom and Grandpa are out."
"Girls,
inside."
Logan heard Kitty scream, and ran out the door
without a second's thought. Justin was on the ground, struggling
under the boot that was on the back of his neck, and Kitty was being
muscled into the truck. To her credit, she was putting up one hell of
a fight, gouging the man's face with her fingernails as she tried to
kick him anywhere she could reach.
"Logan!"
Unleashing
his claws would be the worst thing for Jean and the girls, so he
settled on picking up the shotgun, but his finger barely touched the
trigger when Jubliee shot the same man Jean did months before. Kitty
dropped to the ground and scrambled over to Logan, burying her face
in his chest. Jubliee dropped her gun and staggered over to them,
dazed from using the weapon on a living person. Justin looked up as
the Meyers drove off, his face covered in blood.
"You're
Logan?"
"Get inside," he told the girls, giving
Justin a hand up.
He stalked into the bathroom, looking for a
first-aid kit.
"But you're that Mutant..." Justin spoke
as Logan passed him by.
"Now isn't the time to put the pieces
together, Justin," Kitty remarked.
"You okay, kid,"
Logan asked Jubliee, who was staring at her hands.
She shook her
head, starting to look like she was gonna be sick.
"You did
good," he smirked, cleaning up Kitty's face.
"If you
hadn't been here, Logan..." Kitty's bottom lip quivered.
"But
I was."
"How do you know Jean," Justin asked.
"She
helped me when I broke out, we're old friends," Logan dabbed
ointment onto the cut on Kitty's neck.
"You're the reason she
had to run, you abandoned her to the-"
"If I stayed with
them, they'd be dead," he growled at the young man. "Go
clean up, Sakura's gettin queasy at the sight of ya."
Justin
marched into the bathroom, scrubbing the blood from his face. "She
said you abandoned her and the girls."
"It was less than
ideal circumstan-why am I tellin' you this?"
"Unlike
you, I've been protecting these girls for two years."
"Did
they kick you a little too hard, because I'm the biggest target on
the planet right now. Would I put my family on the line just to be
with them?"
Jubliee and Kitty looked at each other at the
mention of the word 'family'. Back at home, he would never have
uttered that sentiment to anyone, and probably not even to himself.
Something had certainly changed Jean and Logan, some for the better
and some...they just weren't sure of yet. Justin seemed to have run
out of arguments with Logan, so he settled on sitting in the
armchair. He watched Logan interact with the girls; they had some
sort of fear mixed in with awe in their eyes as he tended their
hurts, all of them curious and unsure when he sat between them on the
couch.
Justin
jerked his head off the back of the chair hours later, the girls
curled up on the couch with Logan, who sat there just as Justin had
seen him when he nodded off.
"They're home," Justin
muttered, heading out the door. "Ford!"
Jean turned
around, her pleasant smile disappeared at the sight of Justin's
bruised face.
"The girls, where are the girls?"
"With
Logan."
Her knees trembled at the anger in his eyes. "Are
they all right?"
"If Logan hadn't been hiding out here,
the Meyers would have gotten them both."
"Are you okay,"
she swallowed hard as he brushed her hand away.
"You tell my
uncle about him. If you don't, I will."
"I already have,
on the way back. He saw Logan last night, knew I was lying."
"He
has to leave."
"Mac said he's welcome, you take it up
with your uncle," she stepped around Justin and ran into the
house, coming upon the unusual sight of Logan carrying Kitty to her
bed.
Joining him in the room, she tucked them in, taking note of
every bruise and cut they had. Turning off the light, Logan took her
by the arm and left the room.
"I'm gonna kill 'em."
"Logan,
it's not your fight," she placed her hand on his chest.
He
had his hand on the small of her back to draw her close when he
remembered the conversation he and Justin had earlier.
"You
told that baby-faced kid I abandoned you."
"I was angry
and lonely, I felt like you just wanted me out of the way."
"I
did want you out of the way, so I didn't have to worry that I'd get
you killed!"
"I'm capable of taking care of
myself!"
"That's why I had you take the girls, you could
take care of them. I wouldn't be able to!"
"You could
have at least given me the choice, Logan," she pushed past him,
heading into the bedroom. "Maybe you shouldn't have come
here."
"Don't try and get rid of me now, damnit."
"What
have you been doing? Where is everyone else, Logan?"
He
rubbed his jaw hard, staring off at nothing.
"Bobby and
Jean-Paul just recently joined Storm in India, had a close call in
Canada about three weeks ago. Hank is in South Africa, using his
practice to get Mutants help to keep them undetected-"
"I
saw Emma," Jean interrupted.
"Where?"
"In
the city, just the other day. Said you worked together."
"When
she wasn't making snide comments she was actually a help."
"So
what does Charles have you doing next?"
"I didn't do
this on Charles' orders, Jean."
"You organized this all
on your own?"
"Don't sound so surprised," he
smirked. "Even Charles had some faith in me."
"You
know I didn't mean-" the words died in her throat as he waved
the apology off.
"Jean, I need some sleep."
"You
haven't told me about Rogue, or Theresa. Have you spoken to
Kurt?"
"I've lost track of them," he sighed,
stripping off his clothes.
Jean remained where she sat as Logan
pulled the covers back and lay down.
"You comin' to
bed?"
"I'm not tired yet," she replied, leaving him
alone.
The redhead was tired, but her mind was spinning with
thoughts and worries, attempting to leave herself behind by
meditating on the floor. She had left the practice behind long ago,
when it had once been part of her daily life. She lit a candle,
placing it on the coffee table so she could sit on the floor, level
with the flame.
Letting her eyes unfocus, the flame blurred at the
edges, eyes drifting shut slowly. With her mind open, she kept the
image of the flame at the front of her thoughts, letting the warmth
from it dissolve the tension from her body like sinking into a bath.
A strained sound drew her out of that peaceful place, opening her
eyes to the candle nearly burnt completely down. The sound came
again, and Jean unfolded her legs, padding softly into the
bedroom.
Logan lay on his back, fists clenched into the blankets,
the cords of his neck standing out as he struggled. He was having a
nightmare.
"Logan."
He spoke harshly, words slurred
together as he let the claws of his right hand loose. Barely able to
whisper 'not again', she was slammed up against the wall, his hand
around her throat and right arm drawn back to deliver a killing
stab-
"Oh my God!"
They both looked to the door,
Jubliee and Kitty standing there wide-eyed with terror. The tight
slits of Logan's eyes widened to mirror theirs, and he backed away,
collapsing onto the bed. Jean went to him, his whole body shaking
under her hands.
"Jean..."
"It's all right, go
back to bed," she reassured the girls, talking softly to
Logan.
"Did I hurt you?"
"No."
He didn't
trust the tone in her voice and pushed himself up, tugging her
clothes away to make sure, looking over her skin frantically for
signs that he had wounded her.
"Are you all right," she
cupped his face in her hand, relieved that he sank into the
comforting touch.
"C'mere," he grabbed her, laying down
on the bed.
She wrapped her arms and legs around him as the
shaking started again, stroking his skin slowly as he buried his face
into her neck.
