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EPOV:

I was touching her fair white skin with my cold hand. Tracing her features from her temple to her collar bone. Her hair was soft and smelled like strawberries. Her round lips were covered with a faint shiny pink lip gloss. I watched her with intensity as her brilliant brunette eyes slowly turned to me, revealing relaxed emotions. I crept closer to her.

She reluctantly with surprising force pushed herself into my chest. We were lying as one in the meadow. Her warm, silky breath washed me over with exhilirated emotion. Her lips moved closer to mine. Suddenly we were lip locked.

I felt the aggressiveness in her kiss as the emotion filled me.

It crept up slowly through my body like a thrill.

I felt my thirst come alive.

My body grew senseless and there was no controlling it.

I started lowering my lips down to her throat filling her body wild with warmth.

I moved down her throat to the tip of her collar bone. I kissed her with enough intensity that i felt chills going down her body.

She blushed as i sharpened and strengthened my kiss.

I opened my mouth straining my teeth not realizing what i was doing.

I felt anger yet excitement fill up inside of me as i bit down on the soft and easily breakable skin.

I could smell that, warm, welcoming, excruciatingly sweet and wet blood in her veins.

I inhaled a breath, unecessary, but i needed her sweet, soft, deliciouse smell.

"Eward, ... what are u doing?", she asked me with concern in her voice. I snapped back to my senses realizing were i was.

I was lying on top of her with my teeth against her throat.

My eyes burning with the monster that got released when i let go of myself.

She was tensed up with fright.Her eyes were filled with horror at the sight of me.

I slowly turned over to get off her. I slumped onto the ground with discust.

What had happened? I was in total control of myself, but i slipped, if i hadn't of stopped before it was too late...she would be... she...she would be...sucked dry, dead in a deserted meadow in the dead of night.

I felt the anger and rage creep up into my body. I felt my head thump with anger as my face drained from whatever liquid was in my body.

"Edward, you're white. unusually white...EDWARD! Whats happening! STOP IT! EDWARD!"

I heard her scream. My frustration at myself was rising. I felt my head booming with the sudden paroxysm of anger. I started shaking violently. I had hurt Bella. I had almost sucked her dry of her blood. Of all the people to protect her from, i never realized i am the predator. I thought i could control myself.I thought i was strong.

I snapped to my senses and looked at her. She was curled up far away from me. Her chest was rising furiously from the deep gasps of air she was inhaling.

I stood up. I stared at her wild eyes. They softened as the anger slowly drained out of me. My appearance must have been wild, for her reaction was like no other I had ever experienced.

She slowly crawled forward towards me in my direction.