Author: Greenstarr
Fandom: TMNT
Pairing: Raph/Don, Leo/Mike, one-side Don/Leo
Feedback: YES!...please?
Rating: NC-17 is the overall story
Summary: Love don't come easy, and it's even harder when it own your brother.
Warnings: Slash, Bad words, sex, and all that good stuff
Author's note: This had been beta-ed . Thank you my friend for helping me out. If you do see any mistakes, just tell me and I will fix it. I'm doing this for a friend of mine ldaylocke. And Robina1984 who thought this story had a good fight it. Why she does, I don't know, but every part Donnie get into a fight someone is for you girl.
Okay peeps, this chapter is very slow, so it not that good, but I need to set a time line.. So this what it for! Here is my take on how Raphie became Nightwatcher. Also, if it suck hit me with a old shoe if you want!
Disclaimer: TMNT isn't mine. Ha, but how wish they were

A puff of smoke tail of out his mouth as his amber eyes scanned the sight of the street under him. The girls were by their usual spot, right by the dark shop's windows, some chatting or were talking to customers, and other smoking just like him. The only lights come from the street lamp, the last opened store, and the passing cars. Most store were closed at this time at night, but even if they were still opened, he wasn't worried about being caught no one would believe the ladies or men who claimed to seen him. Not because they were poor or were using sex as a way to pay for their bills or drugs. Just because when humans see something they don't want to, they block it out, and they were pretty damn good at it too.

He took another long drag of his cigarette, the taste sharp in his mouth, and let it out again. The grayish smoke mingle into the air and smog of the city. He watched as the small fake blond girl followed the man behind the alley, he would wait until the man left before he check up the woman, to make she still alive. You can't be too careful these day, and his lips crook into a funny little smirk. Bits of ash felled from the tip of his cancer stick. It was about ten minutes later, when Raph saw the man walked away, maybe to his wife who packed on the pounds after she had two of his kids, if that ring on his finger told Raphael anything.

He got up from his resting place, and saw the blond girl walked out, and he sat down again. She looked fine as a hooker on her street could be, underweight with too old eyes, but alive. If one could called it alive, but watching his girls was not why he was here tonight. He came up here to get away from the lair, and his family. He growled as he thought how everyone just gave up after Fearless leader stop sending his little letters. Mikey went to get that damn job that more then often not cause him to come hurt because some brat used a hammer or some thing. Too bad Mikey burned the paper with the address every time before he came home. It was like he knew if Raph had the addresses he would go and scared the living shit of the kids who harmed Mikey.

"Ain't like they don't having it coming." He muttered as he put out his cancer stick. He thought about having another one, but gave a shake of his head. He just pop in a green lollipop to cover up the smell and rich flavor the cigarette left behind. The last thing he wanted was for their father know that he smoked. There was their Father, who still acted normal but now shadows hid in those tawny eyes. His smile never felt real, anymore, it almost he smiled just for his remaining sons. It was like Splinter was...Broken, all just because of that asshole leaving them to go off to a so called leader ship training, only to not return! Fearless leader didn't even sent them or least Splinter anymore notes to just let them know he was alive.

Fearless leader...Why did Raph still called him that, he wasn't Raphael's leader and, he knew that Leonardo was anything but, fearless. He huffed softly, if Leo didn't left then Donnie would never be Leo's replacement, he would never have to put up with all the stress. He never have to hear Master Splinter say he disappointed in him, and that he had to deal with Raphael's rage. Raph absently rubbed the spot on his head where Splinter wracked him with his walking stick as his mind evilly went back to that night three days ago, where he had pinned Donnie to the kitchen counter.

He knew he was being a dick to Donnie but he couldn't help himself. He just see Don and get angry how he back off and let people walk all over him. He let people like...Like Raphael, himself, yell and called him variety of names. It pissed him off! In fact, he was no better then Leo was to Donnie that night he left to 'train'.

BANG

Raphael jerked his body up, and his sai whipped out of his belt. His yellowish eyes went to the sound came from. He saw his girls scattering into the store for safety and then he saw a body by the payphone. He cursed under his breath at the sight and the fact that he was too busy in being in his own world that he missed the asshole who shot the human. He hopped down and crouch down next to the old man. He carefully turned the man off his chest, not minding the blood. Raphael, however flinched at the hole in the man's chest. If there was one thing that him and Leonardo did shared, it was hate they both felt for guns.

The old man's breathing was ragged and there was blood dripping from his mouth. Light blue eyes snapped opened, it look almost like Mikey's, only Mike's eyes don't look like he dying like this man was. The man suddenly grappled Raphael's elbow, his blue eyes trapped Raph's own eyes. "Hold on, old man I get ya-" "No,nnoo, I'm dead now. I.need aw. ahhh... what is yo.uur -n..name?" the old man muttered, voice filled with pain "Umm Raphael." If this man just wanted his name, he had no problems with that. But, he needed to get him some help, even if this old man thought he was dead, Raph was still gonna try to help. "Raphael, My n—ame is David ..Urg.. and I need to you need something. ahh...For me." David stopped and more blood came out of his mouth and chest. Then, Raphael knew no matter what, this man was going to die tonight, If Raph could not save his life then maybe he could do one last thing for David. "What is it?" Raphael asked lowly. David grinned a funny little grin, "Listen...Ahh... closely, Raphael..."

Meanwhile

"Oh my god this is great April!" "I know Donnie, I'm so happy!" April squealed as she hugged Don. April had came running inside the lair, squealing like there was no tomorrow. It almost gave Mikey and Don a heart attack. They thought something had bad had happened but found out that she just got a once in a lifetime chance to work for Winters. "Do you know when you going? You know, to get whatever Winters want?" Donnie asked. He knew about Winters and what he did. If wasn't for that man giving his money to projects, some of the knowledge about history and science would had never be found.

It understandable that April was so happy. "He told me that it would take four to six months before I can go, and he said I will be going to Central America!". "Yo, guys just what it's that this dude wants?" Mikey asked, he walked up to the table they sat at, with two cup of coffee and a soda under his chin. "Thanks Mikey," she smiled at the blue eyes turtle," Winters wants me to go get things named the Stone Generals. Why, I don't know, but I might find out later." "Well, do you know what they are?" Donnie questioned. April bit her bottom lip,"Not really, but he gave me some books, and pictures but I've not really look at them.". "Well, dude-ette, do have them with ya?" Mikey asked, taking a slip of his soda. She flashed him a grin and looked into her bag. She took out a thick file and it made a loud smack when it hit the table.

Michelangelo blinked his blue eyes at it, "Well, darn that a big file," he opened up and looked at the first pictures. "Let me see Mikey." "No way geek!" April grinned at her bickering friends.

The three of them stay up for rest of the night, they never saw or heard Raphael come in, his carapace cover in the blood of a man named David. They never saw the keys he held in the palm of his hands and they will never see the look sadness on his face.