Author: Greenstarr
Fandom: TMNT
Pairing: Raph/Don, Leo/Mike, one-side Don/Leo
Feedback: YES!...please?
Rating: NC-17 is the overall story
Summary: Love don't come easy, and it's even harder when it own your brother.
Warnings: Slash, Bad words, sex, and all that good stuff
Author's note: This had been beta-ed . Thank you my friend for helping me out. If you do see any mistakes, just tell me and I will fix it. I'm doing this for a friend of mine ldaylocke. And Robina1984. everytime Donnie get into a fight is for you!
Okay Fans, this chapter is somewhat slow, and this is the first half of it I'll post the rest later!
Disclaimer: TMNT isn't mine. Ha, but how I wish they were

Day1

"The damn suit must weight at least a fucking ton" Raphael, on his knees, thought as he pulled it out of it hiding place. He let the suit fall to the wooden floor of the apartment, and quickly unzipped it. It was a thick black leather with several layer of padding to kept the body safe. Raph saw the there was some other kind of padding coving a few places, like where the normal human male's torso to the where the collar bone would be at. Raphael's eyes moved up and down see the same kind around the kneecaps and shoulders. However, there was other kinds that ran up and down the legs and the sides. Raphael didn't know what kind it was but he had no doubts it would later help him in a fight.

He would have to do something about the gloves, but thankfully the suit was so big, that his shell would have no problem fitting in. He look out of the windows and could see the train moving pass, blocking the hot rays of the dying sun. The could smell the coast and heard the ships moving in from places Raph will never see. The red mask ninja knew he should had waited until his family was asleep or least when it was dark but, curiosity got the better of him. Raphael wondered if his family knew he was gone but, he growled at himself for wondering. Raphael didn't need his family and his family didn't need him. He had a job to do.

He look another look inside the chest where the outfit was hidden, and saw a large mental box with straps on it. He pulled it out and looked for the lock. It took him a good five minters before he roared and slammed his fist on the upper side of the pack. He blinked when it opened, then grinned "Ooo,toys!". He spied several files in it as well, he pick one out randomly and flip it open. He blinked the papers had all kinds of charts, and writings. He went past a few page and saw that it explained what the weapons were and what just the suit was made of. Raphael moved around and lean against the wall, and started reading.

Day 3

Raphael stood in the pounding rain, dressed in the Nightwatcher costume, and the light of his full face helmet's lights allowed him to see the rain and the dark face shield. Letting a huff out, Raphael eyed how far the other rooftop was. He took about ten steps back, and ran fast as he could. As he drew near to the end, and put all his power into his legs, and tried to ran even faster. The rain seem to down harder and a lighting flash as he jumped. For mere seconds, he flew in the cold air, and he was about to touch to the other rooftop. So close... Raphael yelled as he fell down the alley like a rock and into a open half filled dumper. He made a loud off as the suit and his body absorbed the impact. He made a tiny grunt as he moved around, and gag at the nasty smell. As he fought his way out, he cannot help but, think about how the training for this thing was gonna be a bitch.

Two weeks later
"Dammit, Casey ! Why the shell are you so dumb?" Raphael muttered as he ducked Casey's wooded bat. "Come on Nightwatcher are you worried that Casey Jones is gonna hurt you huh?!" the human male cockily called out. Casey, who was grinned the biggest he could behind his hockey mask, aimed the bat at the Nightwatcher again. Raphael, rolled his amber eyes, sick of play this little game with his best friend whipped out a smoke bomb as he ducked yet again. Raph toss to the human and ran before the smoke blind him. He made it to one of the upper rooftop. He frowned when he didn't see the dark hair male running out the smoke, he waited until the smoke was almost clear. Then, he saw Casey, the human was laying on the roof, and was curled into a ball with of his both of his hands in between his legs. Raphael felt an eyebrow raised up, "Why he is doing that? It not like I thrown the bomb in his...Oh wait.." he stopped, His yellowish eyes went wide, "Well, fuck." Raph told himself.

A month later
Six months before April's trip

"I do not always talk about Winters and you damn well know it Casey Jones!" April nearly snarled. Casey with a harsh laugh, made a big show rolling his dark blue eyes, and "Oh sure April you don't! You don't talk the about the Stone Thingies OR Winters all the time!" he yelled sarcastically. Behind the quarreling lovers, was a dark green turtle sat on their couch, munching on a ham and cheese sandwich. Raphael had already tried to stop the fight but, wisely backed off when April gave what Mikey would call the 'crazy eyes' look at him, and hissed lowly "Don't even think about it Raphael Hamato". For the second time in his twenty years old life, Raphael felt terror caused from a woman, the one other time was when he and Mikey went into April's panties drawer...And got caught by her and their Father. At the cocky age of sixteen Raph and Mikey had thought they were too old for a spanking, boy did Father proved them wrong. However he didn't wanted to leave Casey alone, so he did what every other male did when their best friend was getting killed by their girlfriend. He grabbed something to eat, and watched TV.

"Oh yeah?! You kept talking about the damn Nightwatcher! I swear to God, you talk about that man even more then I talk Winters!" April almost howled. Raph sighed, It times like these he was happy he or any of his brothers wasn't a female, or they would had ever made past puberty. Raph keep his face calm, if Casey knew he was Nightwatcher, well it won't pretty. Raphael didn't really mean to thrown the smoke bomb in between Casey's legs, it just happened! "Well, if some asshole slammed a damn smoking bomb in the nuts you'll will be pretty mad too!" The human male shot back. "Ya know Ape he got ya there." Raph told her after shallowing a bit of his sandwich. Raphael didn't even have to turn around to know her light green eyes were burning a hole onto the back of his skull, and Raph took to another bite to keep his mouth shut. April turn back to her lover, "You attacked him! Of course he was going to do something to stop you!" April hissed at him again. "Yeah so what!? It not like Winter-" "OH HELL NO Casey," April yelled, "I sick to death of this old fight! GET OUT!"

"Fine I don't care , go have fun fuckin' Winter!" Casey snarled, and stormed out. The door slammed loudly, and April let out a gutsy sigh out. "Well, Raph are you going after after him?" April asked, feeling miserable. Raphael frown at his sister's tone, and stood up, "Nah, Casey need to be alone for a bit." Raphael muttered. He ate the last bit of his sandwich, he glance at the time, 3:48 am, damn the fight last almost ten minute a lot less longer then that last one. Raph wonder if this a good thing or not. "And, I think you need a nice long nap, April." Raph told her. The tiny redhead nodded her bowed head, looking worried, "I'm sorry Raph I knew you came up here to-" She was cut off. "Don't worry about it April." Raph knew that she was worried that Casey might go and do something dumb like normal. Raph grinned at her,"Now get your butt to bed and I'll make sure Bonehead don't get himself killed." He patted her shoulder. She looked up and frown when she didn't see him anymore. Lovely, he playing ninja...Again.

The Lair

"Master Splinter...Just how much cake how you been eating?!" Donatello almost yelled, his dark eyes grew wide when he saw the level of his Father's cholesterol test. However his eyes told his Father another story. Splinter tried made his eyes look softer, and made his ear fold back just a bit. It made him look almost like a sad puppy...Well as much a mutant rat could anyway. It a tick he learn to used on people in order to get what he wanted. Often the lovely remote or get more cake. "My son, I never knew that so much cake would make my, what was the name, ah yes my cholesterol be so high." He muttered. He make sure his almost golden eyes away from his son, and onto the computer. The computer's glowing screen show his so called high cholesterol level and Splinter fought down a scoff.

Bah, like he care about that! His sons such picky one when it come to his health. Leonardo was bad enough when he was home but, Donatello was much worse! His eyes went to the timer on the computer, it would be an hour before his show "General Hospital". If he didn't love the show so much, he called the makers evil for that last cliffhanger. He heard his younger son sighed, and hid a pleased smirk. He slowly turned, making sure his face still had a sad puppy, to faced his purple mask son, and blinked at the sweet smile he got. "Oh don't worry Master Splinter, I'll make sure that your cholesterol level will never get that high again." Don told him. He had caught his Father smirking. The rat that raised him tried to make him felt guilty, and that just won't do! Splinter gave his son a wary look, and something told him that he may not love his son as much he thought.