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Disclaimer: As much as I wish, Wicked and Twilight aren't mine and never will be. WAH!
Trivia: Although the Time Dragon above the stage for Wicked looks amazing, it serves no purpose to the show at all. The directors wanted to include a lot in the musical from the book, and one of the things they chose was the Time Dragon.
I'm Not That Girl
based on
"I'm Not That Girl" from Wicked
Background Information: Bella's fist day of school at Forks High goes a little differently during lunch.
Jessica had just finished telling Bella about the Cullens, and Bella continued to stare at them in awe. More particularly, Bella continued to stare at the bronze angel, Edward. Jessica hadn't said anything about who he dated, maybe he was free! Bella mentally reprimanded herself. She couldn't be thinking that way about a guy she hadn't even talked to yet! Besides, who would want a Plain Jane like her? Bella leaned over to ask who all the Cullens were going out with, if they were dating at all. But Jessica had left the table, and was throwing away the remnants of her lunch. Bella sighed as she got up to walk over to Jessica. It was obvious she wasn't coming back to the table, so the only way Bella could find out if Edward-Bella chided herself-the Cullens were dating anybody.
As Bella made her way over to the trash can where Jessica was, Edward, Rosalie, and Alice were also making their way over to the same trash can to dispose of their uneaten food. It really was such a waste. Maybe they should bring a paper bag from school and save the food for people who needed it. As they got closer to the trash can, Alice stopped, her eyes glazing over. The vision happened so quickly, Edward couldn't even see what the vision was. Alice gasped as she came out of her vision.
"Edward, go back to the table now." Edward was confused
"Why?" Alice bit her lip as she thought to Edward.
"In my vision, you and the new girl Bella collided and-" Before Alice could finish her thought, her vision happened.
Bella was walking over to the trash can, and was just about to ask Jessica about the Cullens, when she slipped on some spilled milk and collided with the wall. But there was no wall near the trash can. Cautiously, Bella looked up and saw she had fallen into the arms of Edward Cullen. Their eyes locked, and a shock of electricity passed through Bella's body. She started to smile at Edward, but stopped as she saw how angry he looked and how cold and black his eyes were. She blushed as she realized she was still in Edward's arms, and Edward began to snarl.
Two cold hands pulled Bella off of Edward harshly. Bella turned around to see who it was and saw Rosalie, the gorgeous blonde.
"Don't you ever come near him again! Can't you see what you've done to him!? Don't you ever, ever touch him again! Do you understand?!" Bella nodded shyly, wondering why Rosalie was so angry.
Rosalie had noticed how thirsty Bella had made Edward. They had all recently hunted, and Edward's eyes were a nice, light topaz. He wasn't thirsty at all. But as soon as he and that Bella girl collided, his eyes turned onyx. In a spurt of quick thinking, Rosalie pulled Bella off of Edward. Edward's eyes were still pitch black, but his expresion was softening. Grabbin Edward by the arm, Rosalie dragged him outside to his car. They sped off towards the forest so Edward could hunt. Edward was silent the entire time.
Alice smiled apologetically at Bella as Rosalie dragged Edward away. Thank God for Rosalie's quick thinking. In her vision, Bella and Edward collided, and as soon as Bella blushed, Edward bit her and drained her of all of her blood in front of the whole cafeteria. Since Rosalie had dragged Bella off of Edward before he attacked, Rosalie had changed the outcome of the vision. Alice gave Bella another sad smile, and then rushed over to Emmett and Jasper to explain the situation.
Bella was left all alone by the trash can. As soon as Rosalie had pulled Bella of off Edward, Jessica had ran away. She knew how pissy Rosalie could get, and ran away as fast as she could, leaving Bella all alone. Bella was still trying to figure out why Rosalie had reacted so harshly and then had taken Edward outside. The only people she'd seen act that way had...been...dating...Bella sighed sadly. So that's why Edward was so mad. He had her in his arms instead of Rosalie. But who wouldn't? Rosalie was gorgeous, and she-she was nothing. But Bella was sure she had felt something when they had touched; a shock perhaps. If only Edward and Rosalie weren't dating. If only...Bella sighed again. She couldn't do anything to stop them from dating. If she tried, she'd just be rude. Making her way outside, Bella began to sing.
"Hands touch, eyes lock. Sudden silence, sudden shock. Hearts leap in a giddy whirl. He could be that boy, but I'm not that girl." Bella stepped outside, where it was only slightly raining. She sat down on a picnic bench, gazing at a shockingly green tree. Again, Bella reprimanded herself for wanting to break up Edward and Rosalie. Even if she had succeeded, it's not like Edward would have wanted her. She was too plain.
"Don't dream too far. Don't lose sight of who you are. Don't remember that rush of joy." Bella touched the places on her arms where Edward had touched. She could still feel the shock and euphoria that his touch sent through her body. "He could be that boy, I'm not that girl." Bella stood up and walked towards the green tree. There was one low branch, which Bella grabbed onto, her mind and heart in a different world, a world where she and Edward were together.
"Ev'ry so often I long to steal to the world of what-might-have-been. But that doesn't soften the ache I feel when reality sets back in." Coming back to reality, Bella once again realized that Rosalie was the one Edward wanted and had. The gorgeous girl always gets the gorgeous guy and keeps the gorgeous guy. Plain Jane's like her don't stand a chance. That's just how high school is. That's just how life is.
"Blithe smile, lithe limb. She who's winsome, she wins him. Gold hair with a gentle curl, that's the girl he chose. And Heaven knows, I'm not that girl." Bella let go of the branch and started walking back towards school. Before she went inside, Bella leaned up against the wall, her eyes closed. Although she had kept telling herself that she and Edward would never be, she couldn't stop wishing that they could be! Tears began to form behind Bella's eyes, although she wasn't quite sure why. Bella sang to herself, telling herself out loud why she and Edward could never be a couple.
"Don't wish, don't start. Wishing only wounds the heart. I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl. There's a girl I know, he loves her so. I'm not that girl." Bella sighed once more, rubbing her eyes to hide that she had almost cried. Bella stepped back into Forks High, and made her way to biology. Edward was apparently her lab partner, but Edward wasn't beside her. He never would be.
AN: NO BELLA! YOU GOT IT ALL WRONG!! ROSALIE ISN'T DATING EDWARD!! Ah well. I hope you all enjoyed this song! Now, I love your suggestions, but I'll let you know that I have 11, that's right 11, songs just waiting to be written. So if you don't see your suggestion up soon, trust me, it will be. Later fellow Broadway and Twilight lovers!!
