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Disclaimer: Must I admit that the wonderful vampire novel Twilight and the amazing vampire musical Lestat aren't mine? Fine. They aren't.

Trivia: Claudia is suposed to be around 5 or 6. However, Allison Fischer was 18 when she portrayed Claudia in Lestat the Musical

I'll Never Have That Chance

based on

"I'll Never Have That Chance" from Lestat the Musical

Jane walked alongside other vampires in the Volturi guard to see the new member. As apathetic as she seemed on the outside, Jane was actually quite excited to meet the new member. Jane was hoping the new member was a man, or someone close to her age, in appearance that is. Jane never had much luck at love with anyone around the castle. She tried not to show how desperate she was for a romance by hiding under a mask of apathy. In truth, Jane often wished Aro hadn't changed her so she could've lived a human life. At least as a human, she wouldn't be stuck as a child.

"Gather around, my friends. I have someone for you to meet." Aro called to all the vampires.

"We have a new member in our guard. Please welcome Arianna, whose power is teleportation."

A woman suddenly appeared next to Aro. She had silky black hair that rolled down her back in waves. Her body was statuesque, full, and beautiful. Her eyes, a lovely red, only enhanced her beauty. She was gorgeous, even for a vampire. Jane inwardly cursed. Felix would be all over her in a second. Jane sighed, and walked away as all the single male vampires all volunteered to show Arianna around. Once Jane was sure she was alone, she began to sing.

"I have spent so many years in fancy lace and beaded gowns. I have set my hair a hundred ways," Jane laughed quietly. She could barely do anything with her short hair, except stick pins, flowers, and clips in it.

"My face, I paint it up and powder it down." Sometimes, Jane used makeup to add crows feet and marks to make her face look older. It never really looked good, but it made Jane happy all the same.

"This body bares a telling tale, they pinch my cheek and wish me well." Jane sometimes aided Heidi when she went 'fishing.' Jane always had to resist the urge to attack when people would treat her like a child.

"For all their patronizing smiles, this frame remains a prison cell. They look at me and what they see is one more painted china doll. A sweet and cuddled daughter with a painted fan, a sweet treat and a parasol." Jane imagined herself as human as she walked through the sewers.

"Inside of me there lives someone who never felt a mother's love. Who could have heard the bells on Sunday, kneeling in the church of God. Who would have loved a sunny day," Jane thrust her arms out as if she was dancing in the sunlight.

"And never had to fear the fire. Instead I hunger for the vein that holds the life force I desire." Jane slowly brought her arms down. Her eyes seemed to be glazed over as she lost herself in the sadness of things she could not have, see, or do.

"Imagine walking down the aisle, I'll never have that chance. A wedding dress of virgin white, the very best from France. The arching of a rainbow," Jane suddenly stopped walking, gazed upward, and smiled as if she was actually seeing a rainbow.

"And the way the colors dance! Sunlight laying on my skin," Jane closed her eyes as she imagined the warmth of the sun. Jane touched her arm, as if to feel the warmth, and was met with ice. Shocked from her daydream, Jane opened her eyes and sang sadly.

"I'll never have that chance. I know, I'll never have that chance... " Jane continued to walk through the disgusting cavern, keeping her eyes ont he beam of light at the far end. Just one look, Jane kept telling herself. I'll just take one look. Jane's foot splashed through a puddle, causing Jane to step back. She gazed into the pool of water as if it were a mirror, and then ran through the water angrily.

"The mirror with its cruel laugh reflects this ageless face of mine in taunting ways as if to say 'Childhood is not something you can leave behind.'" Jane continued running until she reached the opening. Hidden in the shadows, Jane gazed at the humans, imagining herself as one of them.

"Inside of me there lives someone who could have been somebody's wife! Who could have seen their children grow! Who could have had a normal life! Who could have easily loved a man and felt his kisses deep and moist..." Jane traced her lips and as her fingers brushed against her teeth, Jane grew angry at Aro for changing her.

"Instead I get this kiss of death, and in this I have no choice." Jane stared at the humans passing through the streets crying, sweating, blushing, and not sparkling. All things Jane would never be able to do again, no matter how hard she tried.

"The pleasures that he stripped away, I'll never have these things! My daydreams that he tore apart, the night he clipped my wings!"

Jane's voice was growing stronger, louder, and angrier. Jane was so angry at Aro for changing her. If he hadn't changed her, Jane could've lived such a better life! Why live for eternity if there's no one and nothing to live for!? Jane sobbed once before resuming her song once more.

"This life that has denied me a passionate romance!"

True, Jane had seen each of the Cullens find their soul mate. Every vampire could fine true love, except for Jane. Who could love someone who was always a child? A baby began in the streets began to cry, and Jane watched as the baby's mother kissed it and rocked it gently. Jane watched the woman and her baby intently. Jane could never be like that woman.

"The miracle of giving birth, I'll never have that chance. I know..." Jane turned away from the human world as she made her way back through the sewers.

"I'll never have that chance..." Jane was a vampire, after all. Why should she wish for something if it was impossible to have? Jane could wish to be human, but it never would be. One bite changed everything.

"I'll never have that chance..." Jane slowly walked through the sewers, their walls as dark as her mood.

AN: Poor Jane! Maybe some of you are thinking, "Hey! Wait a minute! I searched for the lyrics to this song and they are different!" Well, those are the lyrics from the Elton John demo. I took the lyrics from the video of "I'll Never Have That Chance." In other news, you probably won't receive any updates from me for a while. I'm going to camp for a month! So here's an update to keep you guys busy for a month! Anywhoo, leave a review and a suggestion! Bye!