The Vampire Dance of Love
Chapter 5: Understanding
BPOV:
I watched as the sun peaked over from the horizon but it was hidden by the thick gray clouds that covered this place. Forks…Forks is a boring pit in hell, I sighed, Carlisle was at work in the hospital, the 'so called-kids' were at school, and Esme and me were here at home. Carlisle told me I should stay here since I can't really control my thirst, Jasper, Edward, and Rosalie quickly agreed. How I hated them, this coven, the rules I have to live by, and damn my thirst for human blood, I had to deal with nasty stinking herbivores.
But here I am still at this damn place….what is wrong with me?
I could leave anytime I want but no, some strange reason I'm still here. I began to flick though the television stations, god I was bored. I could hear Esme in the kitchen humming a tune, it was very pleasant maybe that why I didn't leave yet. Whatever the reason I felt like I needed to stay here even if it just a couple more days. I can deal with herbivores, they weren't that bad. And I could always take my own tour around this place to get to know it better.
"Bella, are you okay?" I heard Esme voice call out to me from the kitchen.
I got up and stretched, yawning a little to showing of my shining white teeth, when you live off of humans for a while, vampires teeth get sharper, mostly their canines.
"Yeah I'm just a little bored." I called from the couch
Esme step out of the kitchen, she frowned a little as she came by me.
"Well do you want to go outside, to town, or are you thirsty?" she asked me
"Oh! Town sounds fun! Can I go!" I said, my voice filled with happiness, finally a break from this prison. Esme couldn't know how much I was loving her right now.
"Okay let me just get ready and I will be out in a minute." she told me, " You look like you can fit in Rosalie clothes, put those on and we can go."
"Kay!" My excitement of leaving had covered up the disgust I had hidden deep below in my throat. Rosalie...why not Alice?
Rosalie hated me, yeah I could see that as clear as day. She hated me ever since I got better, like she was waiting for me to leave. So that can be another reason why I'm staying to get on her nerves, she acts like this is her territory...which it is, but still show a little hospitality around like your leader do. So I been just hanging around and getting on Rosalie nerves or probably the warm feeling I get when I see this so called family prance around and throw their love all over the place. It made me so happy, my heart threw up inside.
So I went into Rosalie room and grab some of the clothes that seem to fit me and while I was in her room...I made my presences know. I began to rub my body up against the inside door making sure that it will take some time to get it out. Ha, I guess I go hunt some stinking herbivores when she get back.
When I finished changing clothes, I wore a white tee and some dark black pants while I just put some tennis shoes on. Something casual. When I saw Esme, she had a beautiful bright yellow sundress on and a big straw hat. Wow I never work so hard to try to blend in before but I didn't say nothing.
"I advise you to hold your breath ...Some humans might be more tempting then the others...And plus I might get in trouble if Carlisle finds out." She smiled, " I'm trusting you big time, kay Bella."
I smiled brightly, "Kay! I promise to be on my best behavior!"
Forks, Washington:
Oh I couldn't describe the nice smells I was smelling, some of the flowers were in bloom. Everything just smell so good to me, Esme, was happy that I loved this things. I smell some humans but I kept myself in line for Esme sake, she had went to the grocery store and bought some greens and other stuff which caught my curiosity.
"Esme, do you mind if I ask a question?" I asked her as I pushed the cart along right beside her
"Yes what is it?" she asked me as she studied some of the bell peppers
"Um, why do you by food if you don't use it?" I asked in a really low whisper
She turned to me and smiled, as she put the bell pepper in a plastic bag.
"Come along, I tell you why we walking." she told me
As we walked she would look from her left to right, then stopped again to study some vegetables and fruits.
"We want to blend in," She began to explain, "we are not humans anymore, but we refuse to be monsters. Edward and Carlisle make sure we are in line, they stress that we cooperate with them." she told me
"Why do you fight it...Your nature?" I asked in a timid manner, I didn't want to offend her in any way, I just wanted to know how much she would answer.She had looked at me for a minute and then smiled a nice caring smile, the smile I had recognized for many, many centuries. That maternal smile, that mothers give to their children when they wanted to explain something.
"Its hard to explain...but don't you wish... Don't you wish to take every human life that you took with your own hands, back?" She asked me
I didn't know how to answer that question, I've never looked back on a kill, but something inside of me had always screamed it was wrong...That I shouldn't be doing things like this...But most of the times, my thirst silence the little tiny voice.
"You know what I mean, don't you Bella?" Esme asked me
I didn't say anything but did a silent nod, the rest of the day seem to go by fast that I didn't want it to end. It was nice going to the little shopping district they had, once we came back home, I couldn't help but smile the whole time, remembering the nosies and the smells. Everything was so nice, today was fun...I can't believe it, this place had some good in it. Esme had made some tea, we didn't drink it, but it gave off a nice aroma. Esme was very nice and accepting of the place I came from, it seems like Jasper use to live there before he moved here.
Jasper...He spooked me, the history of past vampires that lived in Texas were always scare me. It was like telling a scary story to a child, the old wars that would break out randomly because of other covens that wanted a place to call their own. Those were before my time when I became a vampire, many older and wiser vampires use to tell stories of fights and wars that broke up because of territory.
The 'Kids' came home first, after my long day of chilling out with Esme, I swore my day had just hit good to bad in a just a matter of seconds. First Rosalie had stared at me for a good minute, I could hear Edward chuckle from afar as she did this. I didn't have to be a mind reader to know that she was thinking about ways to kill me without anyone knowing. Alice had sat down next to me and ask me about my day...Like she didn't know. Edward and Jasper avoided me like I was some damn virus,but Emmett seemed to be enjoying my company...The big idiot.
Caraslie came home last, I couldn't help but be happy when I saw him walk though the door. He smelled like straight up human, I had almost forgot that Esme told me that he had worked as a doctor since he wanted to help people. And as the sun had finally fell, I went out to hunt withAlice...her mate had debated with himself to come or not... and against my best of wishes...he came along.
"So...are you going to do it?" Alice had interrupted my thoughts once again, I think for the 10th time today.
We had just got home from dinner and I really didn't feel like talking...I was way to full as eating animals can get you...
"Do what?" I asked
"You know...Edward...Your revenge." She told me
Something pop in my head that made my mouth curve into a 'o' formation. I had completely forgot all about the devil from my own personal hell.
"Don't tell me you forgot?" Alice said as she stood up and express her anger with me and putting her hands on her hips, Jasper who was next to her just emotionless as ever, pulled on her shirt to motion her to sit down. She shook him off of her and point
"No! I'm not happy! You march up stairs to his room and give him a piece of your mind!" She yelled at me, waging her finger as she did, "Do you want to live foreer and know that you let some guy dominate over you? Do you want to carry that burden of not getting your revenge! I don't think you do! You suppose to be a vampire from Texas yet you let some guy dominate you!"
"NO!" For some strange reason I felt motivated
"ARE YOU GOING TO SHOW EDWARD WHOSE BOSS!" She continued to yell at me
"YEAH!" Again that strange feeling was their and I felt confident, extremely confident
"NOW MARCH UPSTAIRS AND SHOW EDWARD WHO RUN THIS!"
I jumped up, feeling confident and motivated as ever, marched upstairs and bang on Edwards door... He opened the door...and their he stood with his bare chest staring at me with his blazing golden smoldering eyes. My eyes seem to be traveling down his body because I notice that his pants zipper was pulled 'ALL' the way down and...and...Why was I here again?
"What is it?" He asked me ruining my concentration with that arrogant tone of his...now I remembered...to kick his butt for ever taking advantage of me
"If you don't want anything...then please leave me alone...I want to spend the rest of the night in peace. And the last thing I want is some rouge vampire that don't seem to know about common etiquette to bother me." he said
That made me snap, I quickly jumped on him, while shutting the door with my powers, and some how ignoring that he was half naked and I was on top of him like I was, as I snarled at him, my teeth bearing at him. He did the same, our snarls rippled though out the room.
"Get...OFF!" He snarled at me, I snap at him, my teeth came to so close to his face I swore if I didn't stop myself, I would happily bite his face clean off.
"Make...ME!" I emphasized each one my words
That was the worst line I said to him all day, I was quickly underneath him, his snarls getting louder and louder as I thrashing against him. He placed his hands on my shoulders applying force on them, making me scream in pain. When I looked up at him, he was smirking, what in the hell was wrong with him? And why wasn't the family rushing in to help me? What are wrong with these people!?
"Did you forget? These walls are sound proof...scream all you want... They won't hear you." He smiled
The arrogance in his voice was all I needed to lift up a cd and hit it upside his head. It didn't affect him but he looked dumbfounded for a moment, which was weird on his perfect face. I didn't know what to do, I thought about fighting him but that wouldn't work since he was fast and stronger then me. Damn'itthe odds were against me ever since I walked into this house and picked a fight with this...this...this... DEVIL!!
EPOV:
I had her underneath me...like she should be. Why would she even pick up a fight with me? Did she want to die? I don't think Carlisle would like it much if I killed a vampire in this house, without a good reason. I watched as she struggled underneathth me, as she clawed at my arm, leaving bruises on my arm. I didn't flinch, even if my blood was dripping down my arm. I just nipped at her neck and arms, I snarled and growled at her...Then everything change in a minute.
She licked me...
She had lifted up and her tongue touched the tip of my nose...
I had went into a state of shock, what brought this on? As I looked down at her, I could see a something in her eyes that wasn't there before, it was no more burning hatred for me...but lust... undefined lust? She began to wiggle underneath me... she was getting comfortable? She never moved her eyes from me as she move to one of my arms that had a bruise, she slowly began to trace that with her tongue, licking the blood that had poured freely out of it. I can feel something jump inside me... what was this new feeling?
I pushed myself off of her, there sitting on the floor like a fool or worst...A teenage boy who has raging hormones... I passed that didn't I? So why am I letting her do this to me? I should be taking control? I should be dominating? Right?
She saw my moment of weakness and quickly moved, she was so close to me, her lips only a few millimeters from mines, I sucked in air, bad idea, her scent had filled my senses yet again, like that last time. She captured my lips in a second, her tongue tracing my lips to allow her entrancedin my mouth. The scent of hers made me obeyed willing, I could taste her, as her warm tongue swarmed freelyin my mouth. I stood there frozen, she pulled back smirking happily.
"Whats wrong? Are you hungry?" she asked
I didn't answer
She took off the white tee she had, reveling a black laced bra, her chocolate brown had cascaded down her back and her shoulders, her warm brown eyes turned into something a vixen would only have. She licked her fingers and use her sharp nails to trace a line going straight across the top of her chest. Blood poured out and my thirst burned me so badly that I thought I was going though the vampire transformation all over again. She then took her index finger and traced it over the blood then put it to my lips. My sense were full blown, my eyes went wide, my nostrils inflamed, and my sense of hearing picked up ten folds. It was like I was hunting, the way my senses were acting up.
"Lick it." She told me... it was a command...my mind registered that clearly
I was to wrapped up in her scent and my thirst to think that I was doing, so I grab her finger and licked it up and down, and then finally put it in my mouth. Her blood had me on cloud nine, I was beyond high. I finally realized that I had licked her finger clean and I wasted no time attacking the blood that had pour down to her chest, my tongue ravished her skin where the blood used to be. I grab her from behind and pushed her up against me, I wanted much more then I was getting. She then began to push me away from her, but I wasn't down yet, I could still taste her blood on my tongue.
"Do you want more?" She asked
My head snapped up at that question and I quickly nodded, she giggled... which was kind of cute to me, she began to stroke my hair, her fingers would get tangled but she would find some way out. She placed her hands on my face and stroke it, the warmth that radiated from her hand felt good, so I leaned into it. She then began to cock her neck to the other side, I didn't want this to go to waste, so I bit in hard, I could hear her gasp a little. Once I began to drink, she cupped the back of my head, her moans were in my ear, I felt something was tighting itself inside my pants.
"Oh!" I heard her say almost hidden by a gasp, in my head I smirked a bit
"Lets move this to the couch." Her voice became more seductive, more intoxicating then ever, for some reason I had to obey, so I did. I picked her up, her legs instanly wrapped around my waist. I put her on the couch as I began to take off my pants and boxers..
"NICE ASS EDWARD!" In the back of my mind, I pryed over and over and over again, that it wasn't him
"Oh...Oh my Edward!" I heard Alice giggle from my door way, that I swore I keep locked
"Yes Edward...Oh My." Rosalie was muffling a slight laughter
Jasper started to chuckle a little bit, I looked over to Bella and she had already put back on her shirt and was giggling along with them...And here I was standing in front of all of them butt naked...I'm going to kill that girl.
If it was the last thing I ever did as an immortal...I WAS GOING TO KILL HER!!
"Good-bye 'little' Eddie." She giggled as she walked passed me
"I think little is the right word!" Emmett burst out laughing
I snapped...Hell 'snapped' doesn't even seem like the right word to use right now
"GET OUT NOW!" I had yelled from the top of my lungs, every laughter, every giggle, and every chuckled had shutted up in a instant and my room was completly empty...The last thing I thought would happen to me...Happen..
I was embrassed in front of my younger brothers and sister by a rouge un-educated, un-proper, un- every damn thing in the book! Bella had her laugh, yes she did, she played a good game...But can she keep it up.
I WILL DOMINATE OVER ISABELLA SWAN EVEN IF ITS THE LAST THING I DO!
End of Chapter!(Finally)
Seriously the document edit thing made me write everything over! I mean seriously they thought that 'with' was spelled wrong! I'm beyond the word sleepy but hell if I want to be a author when I grow up...Then it time for me to take the pain of late nights and get to work. Next time I will make the next chapter even better!
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