Disclaimer: I don't own 'Twilight' or any of the characters. I do, however, own Shadow, Emilee, Blair, Stassi, Ciel De Diamants, and The Fabulous Nate who you all seem to have fallen in love with :D.
A/N: Ok well, I got a lot of reviews asking how Bella can have kids. Well, I was bored one day and came up with what my friends and I call 'The glitch'. I use it in "Forever Yours" Also. It's where not a lot of venom gets into the person's system and it allows them to sleep, human food is appetizing to them (they still have to throw it up like a normal vamp), and they can conceive children. I also got a review asking me to put Shadow and Emilee into this chapter...So I did! Enjoy!
Bella's POV
There was a knock on the door, "Come in." I said.
The door opened Shadow ran in the door, "Mommy! Daddy!" Shadow shouted, hugging me and Nate.
Emilee was sick so Stassi carried her in and handed her to me.
"Daddy, I missed you!" Shadow told Nate.
"I missed you, too, Shady." He told her, hugging her.
Emilee's eye lids drooped, "Mama. Dada" she managed before coughing.
"Oh, sweetie." I murmured, hugging her close. She laid her head on my shoulder.
"How you holding up, Em?" Nate asked her.
She coughed again, "Not dood." (good) She whispered. Her baby talk was adorable. She reached for him, "Howd me, dada?" she asked weakly.
He pulled her into his arms, "It's okay, Emmy. Mommy's gonna take you to the doctor tomorrow."
She coughed again, "tay."
Shadow was really hyper. "Hi! I'm Shadow! What's your name?" she asked.
"I'm Alice." Alice said with a smile.
"I'm Jasper."
"I'm Emmett."
"I'm Rosalie."
"And I'm Edward."
"Ooooo. Dose are pwetty names. Dats my sissy, Emawee." Shadow said, pointing to Emilee.
Emilee coughed, my poor baby, "hi."
Shadow turned to the Cullens, "My sissy is sick."
Emilee yawned.
"How are we going to do the show tonight if she's sick and Blair can't watch her and Shadow?" I asked Nate.
"I don't know. We can take them with us." He suggested.
I nodded, "We're gonna have to."
Emilee had fallen asleep. She was snoring lightly.
I turned to the Cullens, "You're all coming to the show tonight, right?"
"Yup." Alice said.
"Meet me here in my dressing room and we can talk." I said, walking over to the computer in my dressing room.
I printed out five passes and wrote my name on them in Sharpie to authorize them.
"Here. Hand this to Jolie and she'll let you back here. Then you just pass them through the card scanner and it will let you in. But knock first please." I told them, passing out the passes.
"Okay." Alice said, happily.
"Nathaniel, Drew needs you in the conference room." The Jolie's voice said through the intercom.
"Dammit!" Nate said then sighed, "I'll see you later, baby." He said, handing me Emilee and kissing me, "See you later, Shady." He said kissing her forehead, "You, too, Emmy." He said and kissed her forehead, "Feel better, sweetie." He said to her, "It was nice to meet you all." He said to the Cullens.
"Bye, Daddy!" Shadow said.
He chuckled, "Bye Shady." He kissed me again, "Bye, Bella-bear. I love you." He said, using his nickname for me.
I smiled, "I love you, too."
He walked out the door and to the conference room.
I turned to the Cullens, "Well, I'll see you all later." I said as they filed out of the room.
Edward stopped, "Bella? Can I talk to you?" he asked.
I nodded, laying Emilee down on the couch.
Shadow went to go find Stassi.
"I'm so sorry, Bella." He said.
"Kind of strange that you're sorry now. You know, now that I'm beautiful and strong." I said.
"Bella, you know it's not like that."
"Or is it that you just want what you can't have?" I asked.
"Bella, why are you being like this?" he asked.
"Because, Edward. Why should I be polite to the man that broke my heart and didn't even care?"
"Bella, I told you it wasn't safe. And I did care."
I shrugged.
"So that's it? You're not going to take me back?" he asked.
I gaped at him, "You seriously thought I would take you back?" I asked incredulously, "In case you haven't noticed, I have a family, Edward."
"I know but…I thought that maybe… you still loved me." He said quietly.
"I do but that doesn't mean I'm going to take you back. I love Nate and I would never hurt him."
"If you love me then why—" he started to ask but I cut him off.
"Because I love you, but I love him more." I said.
Pain washed over his face.
"I'm sorry, Edward." I said.
"I never should've left you." He whispered.
"No, you shouldn't've but it doesn't change the fact that you did." I said.
"Bella—" he started.
"Goodbye, Edward." I said, "I'll see you later."
He sighed and walked out the door.
I closed the door and plopped down on my couch next to Emilee. I sighed, dropping my head into my hands, "Why is this happening?" I asked myself.
"Why is what happening?" A voice asked from the doorway.
I looked up, "Nate. I didn't hear you come in."
He came and sat by me, wrapping his arms around me, "What's wrong, honey?"
I started sobbing, "It's just…that I didn't expect them to be here." I explained, "It's having more of an impact on me than I thought it would. Not that I thought I'd ever see them again but still."
He hugged me closer, "Its okay, sweetheart." He murmured.
"No, it's not." I disagreed, "I shouldn't feel happy to see them! They ruined thirty one years of my life! I should hate them." I murmured.
"You didn't seem happy." He pointed out.
"I know. Edward picked it up, though. I didn't think I was that easy to read now but I guess I am."
"What do you mean he picked it up?"
"He knew somehow. He misinterpreted it, though." I explained.
"Still not following you, babe." Nate said.
"He thought I was going to take him back." I said.
"What?!" he asked, alarmed.
"He thought I was going to leave you for him." I rephrased.
"I got that." He hissed.
"Nate, what's wrong?" I asked, taken aback by his hostility. Nate was never like this…with me at least.
He was muttering under his breath. He looked away from me, down at the blue carpet of my dressing room.
"Nate?" I asked.
He looked up at me and I was confused by the look on his face. Hurt and pain covered his features.
I took his face between my hands, "What's wrong?" I asked.
He took an unneeded breath, "Please don't." he whispered.
"Please don't what, baby?" I asked, totally confused.
"Leave me." He whispered, closing his eyes, "I'll die without you."
My eyes widened, "What?!" I asked, astonished that he would come to that conclusion, "Of course I won't! I would never!"
He opened his eyes, "Bella, I don't want you to be unhappy. If you want him, go. I'm not going to make you stay if you'll just be unhappy." He said, pain making his beautiful voice crack.
"I don't want him. I loved him once and I still do, but not as much as I love you." I murmured.
"Really?" he asked, "I thought you loved him more than you loved me."
"How could you think that? Nathaniel, I love you more than I've ever loved him. More than I've ever loved anyone. How could you doubt that?"
"I…I just thought that if you ever got the chance, you'd take him back."
"Nate, I love you. I'll never leave you. If I planned on leaving I wouldn't have agreed to marry you." I told him.
"But you just said that you didn't plan to ever see him again."
"Nate, stop being stubborn. I love you and only you." I told him.
"But—" he started to protest but I stopped him by kissing him.
He kissed me back. I could feel the fear and sadness leak through his control.
I pulled back and laid my forehead against his.
He was still upset.
"Nathaniel Benjamin Delsin," I said seriously, "Stop. You have no reason to be upset."
"Yes, I do, Isabella!" he said, "Your ex, your first love, is here and wants you back. How can I compete with that?"
"There's no competition." I said.
"Exactly." He said sadly.
"Nate, don't my promises mean anything to you?"
"What?"
"I promised my love to you on our wedding day. Why would you doubt me now after eighty seven years together?"
Nate looked like he would be crying if he could, "I'm so sorry, Bella." He said, hugging me close.
I buried my face in his chest, "I love you." I said wholeheartedly.
"I love you, too, Bella." He murmured into my hair.
We stayed like that for a few minutes until I realized something, "Why are you here?"
The hurt look came back into his eyes, "I can leave if—" he started.
"No, no! I just meant that I thought Drew needed you."
"Oh. He just wanted to know if I was planning on modeling tonight."
"Oh." I said.
"I love you, Isabella Marie Delsin." He murmured.
"I love you, too, Nathaniel Benjamin Delsin." I said softly.
As I stared into his honey colored eyes, I knew I could never survive without him.
Okay I thought I'd give Nate a few more lines haha
You'll be seeing him a lot more soon :D
Should I do a chapter in his perspective?
Review and tell me if I should :D
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I'll put a poll on my page.
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Love you all!
Bella