The Vampire Dance Of Love
Love can bring a whole lot of hell to me and I can't stand it . I been a emotional wreck ever since the boy I fell in love with told me he has a girlfriend, but all well that ends well they broke up and I thought I could ask him out…. Wrong! They got back together the next day and it been pissing me off!
I'm suppose to be his best friend, he knows everything about me!…Hell he even read my dairy! I love this boy with all my heart I do but it doesn't seem he getting the picture and it been frustrating the never ending hell out of me!
So That's my excuse for taking so long to up date.. And it's the truth. I having boy problems
- yours truly
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Chapter six: Memories
BPOV:
Okay its been six months since that stuck up devil and me went head to head, so I been waiting, waiting for his next move. But it hasn't came yet and you talking about tensed up, just watching him read a book became a stressful thing to me to see because I don't know when he is going to attack me!
I been jumping to the slightest move that he makes and when he look at me it look like that hell has made it self home in his eyes. But he not doing anything….No smart comment….No snappy come-back when I say something to him….Nothing! And it been driving freaking insane!
So right now I'm sitting on the couch next to Alice and her mate Jasper( and just to let you know I been getting on Alice nerves lately…. That is a total shocker). Everyone is down stairs Carlisle had said he had a special announcement he would like to make to all of us…including me…I been recently accepted as a family member.
I had stuck to their strict diet of animals and no humans…So far my favorite animal to eat(or if you like to say drink) is the mountain lion…So on occasions I would hunt with Edward.
I think I going insane since every time we hunt, I will sometimes catch myself staring at his chest. His nice glistening chest that some how attracted me, especially when he makes of himself on purpose, the way the blood will travel down to his pants. And the way he licked his fingers when he is done and stare up at the moonlight. He had beautiful golden amber eyes, that sometimes make me melt.
Crap...What the hell am I saying?
And not just that...When we drink from the same animal, he will sometimes let me drink first and I can actually feel his stare, I will catch him glaring at me like I was something to eat. I can't count how many times I would be under him or he be under me, sometimes I had to pretend to be pissed off at him just to be close to him. I notice that Edward was the type of vampire that got what he wants and most of the time when we hunt...He wants me...
When I would take my turn to eat and he would get behind me and just begin to nip my ear...to my neck... and his hands! God! His hands were like magic, the way they felt...Nice, Big, and Rough just like any ..He knew where and when to touch...
Sometimes he will be on top or it will be me
Mostly Me!
And when that happens and he is all covered in nice warm blood...I would let my tongue travel down and back up, and when I want to tease him I will use my tip for the hell of it. The way Edward moans my name is complete ecstasy for me! I felt myself blush just thinking about the way he look all hot and sweat…Its just complete in utter bliss!
I heard a slight cough from Jasper and quickly blushed…I almost forgot that he could read my emotions
Jasper and me had gotten to know each other very well after bringing up a conversation about Texas and the way he was raised. He told me great stories about the way he fought and transformed and how he made friends on the battle field. It was so interesting to learn from him and he seemed so cool in my eyes. Like how a parent would be the twinkle of their child..well Jasper was that for me..He was full of wisdom and his power was cool and he knew how to fight!
Jasper was a wow!
Again a slight cough caught my attention and there Carlisle stood with Esme by his side like always. It was cute to see mate and mate together, it truly was but at the same time it was disgusting. Now me and Edward both being single and using each other for our own personal game knew we would never become mates, but the family still have high hopes for us to make up and accept our fate.
But happily we are both stubborn and we won't make up that easily!
"Now as you might know." Carlisle began catching my attention again, "That Bella been apart of our family for six months now and been doing very well with our strict diet, she hasn't slip up once and Esme and me will like to congratulate you on a job well done."
Alice,Jasper,and Emmett all clapped....Edward and Rosalie was both silent...Jackasses.
"Thank you Carlisle." I said, "I been trying really hard."
"Yes and no hard-work should get unpaid, that's why me and Esme think it time that you go to school." Carlisle said
And that when all hell broke loose....The first person to stand up was...You guessed it...Edward...
"NO! CARLISLE! THAT A RISK WE SHOULDN'T TAKE!" yelled Edward
Then Rosalie...Bitch...
"I AGREE! BELLA HASN'T BEEN HERE LONG ENOUGH!" Rosalie yelled
Carlisle seem to keep his cool and also me...For some odd reason...I turned to Jasper and he seemed to be concenting...I just stared at him and he only smiled back. Damn..Is everyone against me. I felt a tug on my shirt and Alice made me lower my head.
"Don't worry...School is fine and you be fine too." She whispered in my ear
"She been here for six months and she been living under our roof and living by our rules. I bet she wants to go to school like she did when she was human. Right Bella?" He asked me
I nodded, "I would like to go to school again (even if I don't remember how school was)..It seems really intresting to do it again." I laughed, "It getting boring staying in the house all day and night."
"Don't we all." Carlisle smiled at me, "Now Edward if you think she can't do it then why don't you watch her and if she seem to be slipping up, you can always stop her before it to late."
DAMN IT IS CARLISLE IS AGAINST ME TOO!
Don't I get some credit for all the pain I been though? The burning in my throat as I pass a human, that I have to hold my breath just because they just around me! And guess what! I new to the family and it seems Jasper is going to school and he doing perfectly fine!
"But she deserve a reward, any way it might go she will have to go to school." Carlisle told Rosalie and Edward
Edward was the first to surrender and then nodded his head and Rosalie followed suit.
Hahahah! Suckers!
"But Carlsile let me keep a eye out on her then if she's going to school(crap!), it better that way since I can teach her ways to control her thirst around the humans." said Edward, "So if anything happens I can control her."
Carlisle smiled and nodded, at that moment he flashed me a quick mischievous smirk my way...And that moment forward I was frighten to go to school.
The Next Day:
I watch the sun rise and I was instantly excited about today! I was going to school! School! I was up all night trying to remember if I went to school when I was younger, but I couldn't remember anything. When you turn into a vampire all your human memories turn foggy and more then often disappear. I really hate that when I think about it some of the times....
I don't even remember who turned me into a vampire...but sometimes if I close my eyes and think really hard, I can remember his voice, it was deep very deep and I think he was singing to me and telling it's going to be alright, that he was going to protect me.
But when it was all over and I opened my eyes to see 'him', he wasn't there at all, he was gone and I was in a closet, I don't remember the exact year that I was born but I think it was when women didn't have enough rights or something, like they were suppose to stay home and not many went to school. Years seemed like days to a vampire
Knock Knock
"Its Open!" I yelled
Alice pranced happily in my room and she sat on the edge of my of the bed, I still had, she smiled as she saw me looking out of the window.
"What cha thinking?" She asked
"About when I was a human...I don't really remember it." I told her, "You know you acting like Edward right?"
Alice stuck her small tongue at me
"Please don't compare me to him...I'm more laid back." She laughed, "Why would you be thinking about your human years?" She added
I gave off a weak smile....
"I want to know how did I act when I was growing up, was my mom always there for me, did I have a dad, or better did I have any siblings or anything like that? I want to know these things for some reason, I want to know."
Alice smiled at me, it was a warm smile that a mother would give a child, it was a kind of look that I expected Esme give me. She looked down at the floor and began to kick her legs.
"I don't remember either even if I wanted to know those things it seems to be out of my reach...Carlisle have a theory about why we lose our memory." she told me
I turned to her and cooked my head a little.
"What is it?" I asked
"He belives that when the transformation is complete the mind remove things to make new things, like take for example our powers, if we have powers we have less memory of the past or we don't have memory at all and if we don't have powers...If we were normal vampires, we might just might have better memories of our human years. Take Rosalie for example she doesn't have any powers but she also have better memory of her human years then me or Edward." she told me, "Edward seem to remember bits and pieces of his human life."
Alice then looked at me,
"But when we don't have memories of our human years, we can start all over again and we don't get to clingy to the past. Again take Rosalie for example she can't get over on what her future husband did to her that she sometimes resent human men."
Alice seemed way older then what she appeared or even act like in my eyes right now, right now she seemed like a vampire that saw everything and knew everything.
"I can tell that you are excited about going to school....Is it because you remember it?" She asked me
I shook my head, "No...It seems like my first time, I can't help but be excited! I watched on tv how kids on there first day are shy and they seem frighten and then after a few days they have tons of friends and they kind of happy." I told her
"Ah..Life time drama's...Which show did you watched?"
"Degrasi(sp?) at one point and then I got into High School Musical...After that I really wanted to go to school!" I laughed
Alice smile slowly turned into a frown while she looked at the ground,
"Alice? Whats wrong?" I asked
"Do you ever regret being a vampire?" She asked me
Did she regret being a vampire? Is that why she sad? Alice didn't seem to be Alice if she sad and then Jasper appered out of no where, his face seem full of concern for his mate.
"Alice?" he asked
She smiled at him and shook her head and told him she was fine.
"No" I told her, "Because if i wasn't a vampire...I wouldn't be able to see you or everyone eles that I met, I might miss the past but I'm not unhappy, I am the complete opposite I totally happy because I'm with people who is sort of like me and I can't help to be happy."
She smiled at me and then laughed
"I'm glad I met you to Bella!" She smiled knowing some how I was talking about her and this coven
Even if I did miss my human years, I couldn't help but be happy when I am with Alice and Jasper, Carlisle and Esme, and Emmett too!
Edward and Rosalie...I trying to see the light with those two
End of Chapter:
Okay I'm might not update like usual because my boy problem seem to be getting bigger...
I want to know....Should I delete this story?