Hiya folks! Well, I just HAD to do the last part of chapter 3 in Edwards perspective you will see why! Well, here is chapter 4. Thanks to all of those people who reviewed!! I am glad to have your feedback. For those of you who asked, I am not sure if any one will be a vampire. Also, for those of you who were asking me if Bella and Edward are going to get together, my answer is yes. Also, I am planing to have Bella get along with Rosalie.Mostly because I can't think of a good reason for her to not like her. Any way, I hope you like! Review please!

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- Wanting Edward always

Chapter 4: Fun with Feelings

Edward's Point of view:

I knew that Mike Newton would want to have Bella as his little 'pet' as he liked to call his girls. I also knew that I would never let that happen. I though about Bella following him around just like any of the other girls and it made me so mad I almost got up and hit him right in the middle of gym.

I controlled my self though. I tried not to think about how it wasn't just brotherly protection that I wanted for Bella. When I thought of her with Newton my heart squeezed like when I saw her in pain.

I wanted her to be more than a friend. I wanted her and it seemed impossible because of the short time I had known her. But something about the way she felt when she was in my arms the night before made me believe it to be true.

But then again, how could I be sure she felt the same way. She just lost both of her parents she probably doesn't want to think about that stuff. I was pulled out of my thoughts by the coach telling us to go and change.

"Hey, Mason! I have a question." Mike asked me already dressed. I looked at him indicating for him to go on. "Are you and that Bella chick dating?" he asked. My face went pale for a moment and then I regained my attention.

"No, we are just friends." I said. Then he was out the door. I was nervous about what he was going to do. He would probably ask Bella out. I really hoped that she said no. I quickly got dressed and walked out of the locker door to see Mike looking at Bella shocked.

Then his expression turned angry. I saw him say one more word and pull his fist back. I was furious I ran as fast as I could and grabbed Mike's fist.

"I wouldn't do that if I was you Newton." I said angrily.

"I though you said you were just friends, what do you care who I hit on?" He asked me.

"Well, since she is my friend, I do intend to look out for her, and I also do believe that you weren't going to hit on her, you were just going to hit her, and that is just unacceptable. Bella didn't deserve it so I suggest you back the hell of and leaver her alone." I growled. Mike just glared at me and turned away looking defeated.

Bella sighed. What a beautiful sound I thought. "Thank you." She said, and then she wrapped her arms around me. In return I wrapped my arms around her and lay my head on her hair letting her tears soak my shirt.

Bella's point of view:

After I had calmed down, Edward took me home. We did our homework together and when I went to bed I knew that I would cry.

Just as the night before, right when the sobs became audible, Edward came into my room and held me until I could talk and we would talk about everything. I felt myself getting more and more attracted to him. Every night we talked, because every night I cried.

After about a moth the pain lessened. It was not gone, but it was not so strongly present. Edward still came in and held me when his mother when to sleep. We became very close. Edward would always be there to catch me when I fell, quite literally actually. I was probably one of the clumsiest beings you could ever meet. At school if a boy ever tried something Edward would be right there.

Once Mike Newton brought his 'followers'—his little group of guy friends— and they walked up to me during lunch outside while I was waiting for Emmett, Edward, Alice, Rosalie, and Jasper. I became very nervous. I looked down and intertwined my hands.

"So, Bella, what have you been up to?" Mike said as he put his hand on my leg. I stared at his hand for a moment and then tried to pull it off. He tightened his grip and it hurt. I let out a whimper.

"You're hurting me." I said in a quiet voice. They all laughed as he squeezed tighter. I let out a small cry of pain. Then I saw Emmett come out of the door holding a tray of food. He had a big smile till he saw what all the boys were laughing at. He trudged over angrily.

Emmett had become a big brother, as did Jasper—he just wasn't as protective—while, Alice and Rosalie had become sisters to me. I managed to tell them that my parents had been killed, but I could not tell them that I saw it. It was too painful to talk about it.

As soon as Emmett reached the table Edward had come out of the doors with Alice, Jasper, and Rosalie behind him. They saw Emmett's angry expression and then saw they group of boys around Mike Newton, and me with his hand on my leg still. I looked into Edward's eyes and I saw the anger in them.

All of the sudden, Mike wasn't there any more. I realized that Emmett hand grabbed him by the shirt color and shoved him to the ground. I sighed in relief.

"Remember Newton," Edward spat his name in disgust, "if you mess with Bella, you are messing with all of us." Mike had fear in his eyes and I smiled at it. Serves him right! Then I started to laugh. Which surprised me because I hadn't laughed since my parents were killed. But I realized that this 17-year-old boy basically quivering in fear was funny.

I just laughed and laughed. I had forgotten how it felt to laugh. I felt pure joy, not just the fake smile that I put on for Elizabeth and basically anyone accept my friends. I was trembling with laughter.

Finally, when my hysterics subsided, I looked up to see Emmett, Alice, Jasper, and Rosalie staring at me questionably. Then I looked at Edward, my savior, He was grinning at me. He knew what it meant that I had laughed.

He knew that now, I would be doing it more often. He was just staring into my eyes, it looked as if he was trying to portray some sort of message. I couldn't figure it out but I knew at that moment, that all my questionable feelings for Edward weren't so questionable anymore.

That night when we arrived home it was late because we had gone to Alice's house for dinner. There was a note on the refrigerator that said:

I'm staying over at Carl's house he is not feeling will. Behave; I should be back by tomorrow afternoon.

Love,

Mom/ Elizabeth

Elizabeth was a go-to-your-house caretaker. Carl was one of her patients. Edward and I went to the living room and sat on the couch. He put his arm around my shoulders and I leaned in to him. As usual he smelled wonderful, and we just sat there quietly.

I was thinking deeply about weather or not I would tell Edward about my feelings for him. That might make things different if he doesn't feel the same way. Think about it, what if he rejects you? You can't do this anymore. The pessimistic side of my brain said.

This could be wonderful! You could be happy again. You would never forget about mom and dad, but you could have happiness like they wished you too. If you don't tell him you could seriously regret it. The optimistic side argued. I wanted them both to shut up so badly so I acted on impulse. I slowly pulled away from Edward and turned to look at him.

"Edward… I … I think I have…" I looked down scared.

"Yes, you think you have what?" he asked confused. I took a deep breath kept my eyes on my hands and blurted it out.

"I think I might be in love with you!" I couldn't look at him I knew I was blushing. Since he didn't say anything I assumed that he didn't feel the same.

"I understand if you don—" I was cut of by his lips. I was surprised but soon wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his around my waist bringing me closer to him. Reluctantly, he broke away and I gasped for air. I looked at him my brown eyes wild.

"Bella, I am unconditionally positive that I am in love with you too." He said his eyes smiling into mine. I wrapped my arms around him and he laughed lightly.

"I love you. You are all I love now. My only." I told him into his ear. He pulled me tighter and I rested my head on his chest.

After sitting for a long while like that, I whispered,

"Edward?"

"Hmm?" he answered.

"Can we kiss again?" I asked him. He chucked softly and lifted my head up to his. I reached the small distance to his lips and crushed mine to his. We shifted so I was sitting across his lap. He planted small kisses down my jawbone and I sighed. Then I pulled his lips back to mine. We kissed for a while afterwards.

Then we walked upstairs to his room and I fell asleep with his arms around me. Love was the most wonderful feeling anyone could ever experience. It was so much better than laughing.

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