Authors Note: So I know i said i was going to update more frequently in the last chapter, but i was really busy. I had a lead role in the musical which meant 3 hour rehursals every day, plus my hardest courses were this semester so i had a lot of work. I am not going to promise that i will update sooner but seeing as it is the summer (unless i get writers block) i should be updateing more. For those of you who asked i haven't abandend the story and i hope this is satisfactory for now. Again i am SO SOORRY
Recap: Edward found Bella out side of his door after her night mare and calmed her down. She was really freaked out but Edward helped. Bella and Edward made out in a janitors closet.
Sugar In My Coffee
Bella's Point of View:
Edward told me not to think about the man I saw in my dreams and I though that would be impossible. But the weird thing is, after he told me that, I stopped. My thoughts were full of him and my friends. I started to smile and laugh. I even went shopping with Alice and Rosalie, which if you didn't know, is saying something.
One time we were just hanging out at the mall. Edward, Emmett, and Jasper were going hiking. Edward was very unsure about leaving me but I told him that I would be fine. Eventhough I wasn't so sure myself.
Anyway back to the point. Rosalie, Alice, and I were just hanging out in the mall, well really they were sitting in comfy chairs sending me in and out of the dressing room in different clothes.
I was had just put on a white button-up shirt, when I looked in the mirror and had a horrid flash back, the first in weeks. It was like I was standing in the ally way again with the white shirt on, the blood splattered across.
Except this time the man walked towards me his face hidden by the shadows. He kept walking until I could see his smirk and then it was like I was pulled back down to earth. And I was pushed up against the corner back to the mirror, face in my knees, sobbing.
I guess I was loud because Rose and Alice were knocking on the door asking me if I was alright. But I couldn't answer. I just reached up, unlocked the door and put my face back down. Alice and Rose rushed in.
"Bella what happened?" Alice asked. But I couldn't answer. I heard Rosalie say that she was going to call Edward and then we would go home. I was grateful that they were taking care of me, but I couldn't find the words, or any words for that matter.
I felt like I was underwater, I knew things were happening around me, but I just couldn't tell what they were. I felt like I was unconscious but I knew I wasn't. Then I heard Edwards voice and it was like I broke the surface.
"Bella, Bella. Shh. Its going to be okay. I'm here." That's what he said when he was holding me. I cried and then told him what I saw. He whispered in my ear some more and I felt a lot better. I thought about how even though it is a terrible thing that happened, at least I have someone to help me, I felt bad for the people that didn't.
On the drive home Edward put in a CD and there was a girl singing. She sang.
Be the sugar in my coffee, be the strawberry to my banana.
Swing with me on a tire swing
Hanging on a rainbow
Walk with me in the moon light
Hold me still tell me it will be all right
Just, be the sugar in my coffee
Be the hanky where I blow my nose.
Be my security blanket
Hold me close don't let the gap between us, grow.
Don't ever go away
Just stir some into me
Put that sweet stuff into me
Help me too believe
You want me
Be the sugar in my coffee
Be the vanilla in my cake
Be the chocolate sauce on my ice cream
Just, be that breath that I always take.
When the song ended I said.
"I like that song. It made me feel better."
"Good, I'm glad. I found it online last night. You are the sugar in my coffee Bella, I have a feeling you always will be." He said to me as we pulled into the house. When we got out of the car I hugged him and rested my head on his shoulder. It was then I made a vow to myself. I would block out the memory of that day as best as I could.
I was in a good place, I had great friends, a wonderful boy who loved me, and a guardian who was very kind and welcoming. As long as I only remember when it was good, then I can be truly happy. I kissed Edward and we walked towards the house.
We went inside and checked the messages. There was one that destroyed my previous commitment to forget about the day that ruined me. in a deep voice the message said.
" I know where you live Isabella. I've watched you. It won't be hard to kill you, just like it wasn't hard to kill your parents. Good bye, Isabella. It won't be long now." I looked at Edward and I saw the panic in his eyes.
He pulled me to him and I was comforted to smell him. to have him wrapped around me. He picked up the phone and dialed 911.
Authors Note: So there it is, just so you know I LOVE reviews. if i get a lot, it will encourage my speediness! any way i hope this was good, review, and i will love you too! so yeah. what do you think. and teh lyrics from the song, i wrote them. tell me what you think!