Chapter 5: Believe Her

BPOV

'What in the hell just happened' I asked myself. The last 10 minutes were a blur. Edward broke his "thinking" look to announance that he didn't think he could trust me anymore and he was going to go away for a while. What changed his mind so drastically? Wait. I can answer that. He was listening to everyone's thoughts. Oh great. His family's thoughts must have been pretty bad for him out of no where decide he couldn't trust me anymore. Hold that thought. Who out of his whole family does he trust and respect the most? Carlisle. The only way for me to get my life back was to some how convince Carlisle that I wasn't lying and it really was Edward's baby. But how? That is the question. ?
Anyways. After that there was screaming that I'm pretty sure came from Alice and then a calming sensation which of course was Jasper but i really missed everything else. I was to ingrosed in what just happened. There was no way that i could live without him. What if i had to? No. Stop Bella. That just isn't an option. The option is to get Edward back.

EPOV

There i was thinking about my whole family's thoughts and then it came to me. A vampire has NEVER EVER had a baby before. Why would i be any different. Then out of nowhere i spoke before thinking. " Bella, i don't think i can fully trust you anymore. I'm going to go away for awhile. I wish you the best of luck" NOT! I didn't mean that part for my life. Ha life. Like had one anyways. If they weren't my babies than they must be someones babies. But who? Why in the hell am i asking myself that question? I knew exactly whose babies they were. I shivered thinking about 2 little werewolves running through the house. There was only one thing to do. Go and find him and make him pay. I had to find Jacob.

BPOV "Oh Bella! I'm so sorry!" Alice engulfed me in a hug. Normally i would be annoyed but that moment i needed one. Badly. "Oh Alice what am i going to do?" I hadn't realised but i had started crying. Profusely.
"Bella, I believe you I've seen the babies- I mean baby and believe me it is definintley half-vampire"
"No one else believes me though"
"Then that is our goal we must make them believe!" With that she gave me a wink and a big hug again.

"Everyone can i please have your attention?"

"Alice, what is it? Don't you think everyone is a little too upset to go shopping?" Asked Carlisle.

"Thanks Dad! This is so not about shopping."

"Ok, sorry, honey. What is it?"

"Ok, whether you poor exscuses for vampires want to admit to it or not you just caused a WHOLE lot of trouble. For everyone." I was amazed at Alice's anger. It took me by suprise.

"Alice, I don't see the need in being rude." This time it was Esme.

"Actually Mom. If that is what it's gonna take to get through all of your thick-lifeless heads then so be it." She just glared at everyone and then pure silence came over the room. You know how when you were in elementary school and the teachers would all be stupid and say ' when you can hear a pin drop on the floor then it quiet enough'? Well if my elemenatry teachers heard this quiet and dropped a pin on the floor, the stinkin' pin would sound like a boulder hitting the ground. It was the kind of quiet that made you sweat. I could tell Alice was very pleased at the way she was handiling the situation.

"Is everyone done now?" Alice asked in a sarcastic tone. PURE SILENCE!

"GOOD! Ok, now what I was saying is that whether anyone wants to admit it or not some of you- i won't name, names- must have been thinking something...negative about Bella after you heard the news. After living with Edward for at least 50 years for everyone, you would kinda figure that Edward being Edward would listen to our thoughts after huge news like this. Apparently a good majority had a brain lapse at the current moment because whatever you guys were thinking made him go from 'yeah, Bella's pregnant' to 'oh my god, she so cheated on me'. I know Edward can be moody sometimes but i'm pretty sure he's never been diagnosed Bipolar. If you asked me, that was a pretty bipolar thing of him to do. Don't ya think?" The room got so silent.

"Well, if you guys forgot about me too, i can see the future." Wow i've never seen Alice like this.

"I saw babies - i mean a baby born that was so half-vampire that a person who has only heard of vampires through stories would question if this baby was a vampire."

"It then seems that you have a lot of apoligizing and work to do if we're gonna find Edward."

"Alice, if this is true how are we suppose to know how this happened?" Asked Carlisle.

"I don't know, dad. But one thing i do know is that Bella loves Edward and even if i hadn't had a glimpse of the future, i would have still believed Bella with my whole heart."

"Well then, Bella. I'm very sorry and I wonder if i could to talk to you in private?"

"Sure, Carlisle." I answered.

Alice gave me a encouraging nod and I followed Carilisle.

Once in the room he shut the door.

"Bella..."

"Carlisle all i have to say is that me and Edward only did it once and it was my first time. If Edward was thinking straight he would have been able to remember because it was."

"Bella, there was one case about 80 years ago when a human girl got pregnant from a vampire. It was an odd one though because the girl was unfortuneantly raped by the vampire and then about a month and a half later he came back and killed her. So no one knows exactly what would have happened. Actually he didn't kill her but turned her accidentally. And she lost the babies."

"Wait. So she's still out there?"

"Well, yes."

"Where is she ?"

"Closer than you think."

"Wait. Do i know her?"

"Yes." Carlisle bit his lip and leaned back as if to examine me.

"Who is she?"

"Well...Alice."

EPOV

I was in La Push now. I didn't care if i broke our stinkin' treaty. I just wanted him to pay for tarnishing my sweet Bella.

Knock, Knock, Knock

"Hi, can I help you- booldsucker what are you doing here?" Asked that horrible dog, Jacob.

"Jacob, why did you just ahve to do it? Huh, Jacob?"

"ANSWER ME GOD DAMMIT!"

"What are you talking about bloodsucker? Did you have a little too much Hyena blood? Make you cray huh?"

" You know exactly what I'm taking about, DOG! You got my sweet innocent Bella pregnant!"

"Whoa! Hold on Bloodsucker. That couldn't be possible she rejected me for you. She would never cheat on you. If you are too self-obsessed to see she wouldn't cheat on you in a million years, than i feel sorry for you man."

"Even when you ditched her. She would come to me and cry and say that you were her everything. Gees! I mean i kissed her once and she got all 'how could you?' and 'i don't ever want to see your face again'. Edward, i know we haven't ever even been cival to each other but i'm telling you man-to-man, she's head over heels for you dude. You probably just made a very large mistake!!"

I couldn't believe it. The dog was actually being nice and he was right. What was i doing? Would Bella even take me back now?

"I can't believe I'm saying this Jacob, but thank you alot!!"

I ran as fast as i could possibly run and in the direction of my house.

I got there at a new record time. 3.45 Minutes.

I walked in and Alice came up to me.

"Edward, you retard!" Alice smacked me!

BPOV

I was sitting there my mouth wide open from what Carlisle just told me.
And as if it couldn't get any worse he added.

"Bella, the boy who raped her was...Edward!"

"OH MY GOD! WHAT??"

"Bella, you can't say anything. The only people who know are Alice, me and now you. Edward doesn't even remember because he was a new born."

"How could my Edward rape anyone. He said he was a virgin! And Alice?" Suddenly I started bawling hysterically.

Out of nowhere I heard Alice scream"Edward, you retard!" And then a very loud smack!

Suddenly my overtook me and i was running to where he was.

He saw me tears and all and love and sorryness(IS THAT A WORD?)filled his eyes.

I repeated what Alice did. "Edward how could you do that? And to Alice? I know you didn't know me but still! You said you were a vrgin! I hate you!"

And with that i ran out of the house and into the woods I never looked back.

EPOV

Bella yelled at me but i had no idea what she was talking about. I looked at Alice and her face turned red. I wanted to scream 'What in the hell is going on here'
As if Carlisle was reading my mind he said "Edward, i think we need to talk!"

I shut the door behind us and said"What was that all about?"

"Edward, i spoke to Bella and told her something."

"What do you mean something? You made her freak at me?"

"Edward, calm down, please! OK, when you were a newborn about 80 years ago you ran away for about a week. In that week you found a girl who smelled good apparently, you, well, raped her."

"Carlisle, this is so not funny! I would never ever do that!"

"Edward you were a newborn! You couldn't control yourself! Anyways after you came back but the about a month later you took off again, except this time you bit the girl. We thought she was dead but we found her and she wasn't."

"Wait do I know the girl I did these horrible things to?"

"Yes, Edward you do."

"Who? Who is it?"

"Alice, Edward, Alice."

"No it couldn't be. Alice no! It can't! Oh my god I'm such a horrible person!"

"Edward I hate to say this but it gets worse."

"Worse?"

"When you raped Alice she became pregnant but the baby died when you bit her."

"Oh my god!! What did I do?"

"Edward you can't be blamed."

"Can't be blamed? Oh my god, did you tell Bella, everything?"

"Yes, Edward I did."

All i knew was that i was running. I had to find Bella and save our marriage. I couldn't imagina how she must be feeling.

BPOV

Finally I stopped running once i reached our meadow. I just sat there and cried and cried.

EPOV

I checked everywhere. There was only one more place to check. Our meadow.

As I got closer i could hear sobbing. Bella my sweet Bella what had i done?

BPOV

All of the sudden there was Edward.

"Get away from me you creep!" I yelled.

"Bella, i'm so sorry!"

"You should be telling Alice that!"

"Bella, i didn't even know i did that. You know i would never do something like that!"

"Well, apparently I don't know you as well as i thought!"

Suddenly he got down on his knee and spoke. "My sweet Bella, i love you and love these babies." He touched my stomach.
Babies?

"Babies?"

All of the sudden everything went black.

Next thing i knew i was in Edward's bed and Carlisle was whispering to Edward in the corner.

"What? What happened? Oh Edward!! I had the worst dream in my whole life!"

"Bella, it wasn't a dream!"

"Yes, it was silly!"

"Bella, your pregnant! And remeber with Alice?"

"Oh my gosh! " I ran out of the room and straight into Alice.

"Oh Alice! I can't believe he did that to you!"

"Oh, Bella your up?! I think we should go talk. Ok?"

I nodded and followed her up to her room.