Okayy I figured out how to do these thanks- guys don't worry Edwards coming soon okay ! Soon-ish I totally love him && thanks to ihatejacob1 without which I would have deleted this story It's a short I know they will get longer soon ! *JuMps up in excitement* I have it all planned out !

Utter sadness.

The weight of the world pressed as it crushed down on my shoulders bringing me back to reality for a fraction of a second-just then I felt my nightmare coming fingers trembled and I froze as my worse visions began to unfold.

The quickly approaching footsteps on the stairs haunted me and without a second thought I thrust my body through my closet doors narrowly missing catastrophe with the door. Just then I heard the floorboards creaking and Mom enter my room muttering under her breath.

Everything went neon as my room spun and my grasp on reality started to fade.

Was I in hell yet? I thought to myself numb with pain. Everything began to blur and though I only faintly heard my mom screeching. I jumped at the sound of this monster from hell-I must be dead. Suddenly my head slammed into the wall and this time everything went black.

"BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP" I awoke with a sudden fright as the memories of last night fluttered within my head. Trying to keep the pain away I rolled onto my left arm-BIG MISTAKE ! With a thawing pain I lurched up and was faced with my worst nightmare yet

VERY TEMPTING TO STOP ! But who doesn't hate cliffys *ill try plus shes going to school soon and we all know who she will meet *WINK WINK* Edward Cullen

Chills swept through my body as realization came to my brain. The tattered creature-no monster in the mirror was me !?!? How could I hide what had I done I was nothing N O T H I N G.

I was lower than nothing I was a-a thinG. I spat in disgust as I realized myself for what I truly was- a monster

There was going to be no hiding this, and why try ?

I quickly grabbed a crumpled paper and brainstormed my options

I had fallen down a mountain-no to fake

I had gotten attaked by a wolf-to unlikely

I had tripped on a root in the forest- Frustrated by my lack of creativity I heaved my pencil through the air. It crashed and crumbled beneath me feet. It was completely horrific excuse-just like me !

"GET YO SELF OUT OF HEAR NOW" I heard my mom belt out

Dazzed, I grabbed my coat and headed out the door for what would no doubt be the worst day of my life-or so I thought

I KNOW its short but I needed one more chapter of set up before the real stuff begins.i want you to really get to know her first but Y A Y *hint hint E D W A R D soon* well please review it would mean so much so much!

Pretty please(: