A/N: I'm a Christian and not a Jew, but I think Cuddy is Jewish. Therefore, I hope that the things I'm writing are fitting.
Chapter 3 - GOD
God
Who is He?
God ain't me.
God ain't us.
God is God.
His pearl is a big one and it's golden.
Shining in the light. Promising something more.
Worthier than all the other peals.
I've never understood God, Adonai or JHWH as we call him.
My mother has always told me that faith has nothing to do with understanding his ways, but trusting him that he knows the way.
I do not understand Your ways
But You know the way that is mine
Over the years, I've learnd to trust him. But that doesn't mean that I'm always happy or anything like that.
Sometimes, I need a break. I need time without him. But every time, I'm away from him I miss him. He's this big shining light. Where he is there is warmth.
Maybe I need the time away from him to remind myself how much I need him. That I can't live without him.
TBC
A/N: I've borrowed words from two songs. The first one is called "God is God" by Joan Baez. The second one is a song from Taizé and I think it's called "But You know the way that is mine". I used the first one because I think that there are no fitting words to define who God really is. My prof told me that we have to tell stories about him to know who is he. But I believe that even that is not enough. The second one is very fitting because Taizé is silence and calmness, meditation. The music helps you to focus on things. Great ... now my comment is longer than the story ... ;-)