(AN: This part is written from Edward's perspective, this chapter backtracks a bit to right after Bella leaves)

Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own Edward Cullen or any of the other charactersL

As I watched her car fade out of sight, I could not let myself stop thinking of what I had just done.

I kept thinking to my self she will be back it a few days, she just needs time to calm down. It was getting late and Renesmee and I went back to the cottage. Renesmee went to bed I did not know what to do with out Bella here. The night went on and on. After I sat in the living room for a while, I went into our bedroom and I could not believe what I saw. It was Bella's wedding ring and the heart I gave her. It was placed there in the middle of are bed with a note that said

Dear Edward,

Don't think just because I left does not mean don't still love you. You will be in my heart forever but you have to understand I can take care of my self you don't have to be there always watching me. All I need to do is think about us and if I'm going to be coming back, I will miss you....

Love always,

Bella

I could not get this last words out of my head." and if I'm coming back" I stood there thinking about her and wondering if I could do anything but I knew I had to let her go for a while..

I should have known better, Bella was strong but I couldn't bear it if there was even a slight chance that I would loose her. Everyone was apologetic, everyone but Rosalie despite her best efforts she never really liked Bella. I still don't understand why EDWARAD stop your moping and get over it she isn't worth it! Obviously she didn't understand that Bella is worth all this, this and more. Alice was apologetic she seemed to think that it was her fault Bella left. I should have known Bella would do this. It was so simple I can't believe I missed it! I'm so sorry Edward. I'll make it up to you. I knew she would but really, it didn't matter to me. I was going to go after her. I knew I needed to give her some time but if she wasn't coming back in three days I was going after her.

I tried waiting, I really tried but after just one more day I had to go talk to Alice.

"Alice, is Bella coming back soon?" I asked "I really, really need to know."

"I don't know Edward, she hasn't made any de-

She stopped mid-sentence. I knew EXACTLY what was going on, so I chose this time to take my leave. Before I could take three steps, Alice stopped me.

"Edward, you wouldn't!" Alice cried

"I have to Alice." I replied "I need to know." Then I simply walked away to get ready for my trip.

I tuned everyone out. Apparently Alice really thinks I should wait. Esme was worried, for both of us. Alice and Rose were both fuming. Rose saying I shouldn't bother, that we should ditch Bella and go hide somewhere else. Alice However told me just to be patient, but I was tired of it. I had to get my Bella back.

As I hopped into my car for the extremely long car ride, I began to have second thoughts, what if Bella doesn't WANT me back? What if Alice was wrong and she's on her way home and thinks I left her?

In the end, I decided the risk was worth it. I would go to Jacksonville. Hopefully Bella would still be there. Just as I was entering Jacksonville I remembered Alice. Alice could have called Bella and she could be gone, I might never find her! It was too late now I was already in their driveway so I marched up to the front door to hopefully talk to Bella.

When I got to the door I was relieved to hear Renee's thoughts, she was worried about Bella. Then I heard something that broke my heart, I can't believe Bella would just leave me like that. She spoke on the phone and left! MY BABY! When I see that boy, he is going to get it! I knew there and then that Bella wasn't here and I really couldn't say much to comfort Renee. Bella and I would have to come back and I would apologize and show Renee how much I loved her daughter.

Bella couldn't have just left, unless she knew I was coming… Alice! Of course! Alice would have called Bella after I started planning my trip. Then again, didn't that mean Bella didn't love me anymore?

I would go to the Volturi, then Bella wouldn't have to deal with me, or I could go home and talk to Bella, maybe this was all one big misunderstanding. No the Volturi would be quicker, no, I need to know, "AHHHHHHHHHHH!" I accidentally screamed aloud. I received lots of weird looks and people thinking I was insane, maybe I was. For thinking someone as perfect as Bella could love me.

I drove to the airport considering going to the Volturi.

When I arrived, I got out of the car decision made. I would go to the Volturi. I boarded the plane for the 12h flight to Volterra Italy, I thought about everything Bella and I had shared and tried to figure out where it all went wrong. I still had no idea, but maybe it would come to me during this 12h flight. The flight was long and boring, and I missed Bella. When the plane finally landed, I was anxious end my misery and continue on to wherever we go to. It was midnight and the streets were empty, except for myself and one other lone figure. I could swear I knew that person, I could tell she wasn't human so I could tell if I knew her. I walked faster, until I was going in a full on sprint. She Turned around it was…

AN sorry this chapter has taken so long, lots of school work lately. I couldn't resist the cliff hangar! R&R please