Chapter 2
"Katy, Katy, Katy." I sighed, asking myself, "What have you gotten yourself into?" I've never been a believer of love at first sight, but now I think I might be second-guessing myself. I can't get Ian out of my mind. Honestly, I don't think it's love. It can't be. You can't love someone and not know them. At least that's what I believe.
Oh God. No. I cannot actually be thinking that I am remotely close to being in love. I'm only sixteen! Not to mention that I just met the guy today! Shouldn't I think that it was a little creepy that he found my house without even knowing my name? I need something to take my mind off of things. I need to draw.
Drawing has always been not only my favorite means of escape, but self-realization. It always made me realize my true thoughts and wants. I just let my hands and the pencil do the talking, and they tell me what I know in my subconscious. Sometimes my thoughts just get so jumbled up that I don't even know what I'm thinking anymore and the drawing helps me to get a grip of things in my own mind. I'm not crazy. I just sound it sometimes.
I took a look at the paper realizing that I'd been drawing and not even knowing it. It was a picture of a wolf. It was actually the most beautiful animal I had ever drawn. It was standing on a familiar hill just howling. After I took a closer look at the drawing, I saw a girl standing a few yards away from the wolf. Her hair was dark and the moonlight made her skin look so light. Most of the girls in the reservation were dark skinned. Well except me. Oh my god. That girl is me.
Sometimes my drawings don't make much sense. I hate when they do that. What's the point in telling me the things I should know if my method is going to be all defective and work whenever it wants to?! Piece of crap.
I just wish the drawing could tell me what to do this time….
Wo0t chapter two!! I know it's SOOO short, but I just started it tonight and I was really eager to get it out there lol mostly because when I posed my first chapter, it was 1:00 in the morning and no one really got a chance to read it. But tell me what you think!!!! Questions? Suggestions? Review!!
-Sammy