Jacob is back
Edward Chapter 2
"Why are you here?" He whispered in my ear still embraced in our hug. My tears were running down his burning back.
I got on my knees and look up at him, "Why would you ask such a stupid question like that? Do you realize how much I missed you, how much I worried. I thought I'd never see you again." The tears were coming stronger now.
He pulled me into another hug and whispered in my ear "I missed you too, Bella." I could feel the wetness seeping into my shirt, I didn't care I was too happy that he was here. "How much time do I have with you?"
"Right now as long as you want but, the wedding date is August 13th." I really didn't want to say the last part cus that three week away.
A huge sigh came from him "Why dose it have to be this way?" The look was crushing me, if it were just that look I might have been able to stand it but then he kissed my forehead. I could feel his tears on my head they were cold that really surprised me after all the warmth he has his tears fell like ice water straight from the ice.
I looked down disappointed with my self I had hurt him again. Why was I always hurting him? After all he went thru for me, I still hurt him. Still the word just flew out of my mouth. "You know the answer to that better than I do Jacob. I love you know I do but I love him more he is my life support. You will always be my sun though." He started to wipe away my tears with his thumb, his skin so warm against my face. The next word felt just as right as when I said them to Edward "I love you so much" he gave me a slight peck on the lips and dragged me up on the bed next to him.
I felt so small with him there, it might just be because I am small, bur I felt extra small with his arms around me. I felt so comfortable the next thing I knew Jake was snoring and I was slowly sinking into the darkness of sleep. I think every though possible ran through my head that night, But when I woke up the next morning I didn't remember any dreams or any questions I had for him and they where really good to, well I think they where.
Jacob looked so cute laying there beside me. My head was on his arm it was probably vary uncomfortable, so I got up and went out to the kitchen. Billy was already up and Sam was already here. Sam was giving me a wary look not really careing I asked "Why he come back now? Shouldn't he have waited till I go 'away'? It would have been better for him." The look they gave me was shocking to me they were happy, in a way-not happy happy, joy joy but, thank you happy.
Sam came over to me and gave me a hug not like the one's Jacob gives me but a one that a best friends mom would give you- although he kinda is my best friends dad. "Thank you for bring him back. If you had already left I don't think he would of came back." He told me when he was done hugging me.
I walked over to Billy and said "Thank you for the phone call for everything I guess this is my pay back isn't it. I deserve it though I hurt him then now I'm hurting him again but this time I can't come back to apologize." The tear that disappeared last night found me again. It hurts so much more when you know your doing something wrong.
When I looked up I saw the clock it was nine o'clock in the morning I had stayed all night. Billy saw the shock in my eye from looking at the clock and sighed "Your fine you Fiancé doesn't mind and your father is vary happy to be exact." A Questioned look crossed his face as my face didn't change. "What's the matter?"
I look at him wide eyed, of course he doesn't know. To is the day I have to pick out the jewelry, cake, bridesmaids dresses, and shoes. All the trouble of planning a wedding and I push it off on Edward. I have to get back to Forks and fast. I got up and ran into Jacobs's room. When I Ran I couldn't stop so I landed on top of Jacob and woke him up. "Hello?! Is this my wake up call I didn't ask for?" He questioned with a bright smile on his face.
At that moment I just wanted to stay with him fir the rest of the day but my head refused and spoke with out me telling it to " I have to go to help plan the wedding if you want to come along you can I'll make sure you and Edward don't would you please?!." I said all of it with out stopping and out of breath.
His head cocked to the side And with a sweet smile he said " Only if you want me to."
