"Isabella would you follow me to my office" Carlisle said to me in a stern
voice. I just stood, still not listening to him but as soon as he whispered
"Your father told me about your eating problem!" I shot up, my back as
straight as it could get and walked behind Carlisle as quickly as I could.

We came up to his office and I shut the door behind me. "Carlisle I do not
kow what my father was telling you but he IS lying" I said as I sat in the big
brown chair with a bronze cushion. Edward Cullen, I felt my teath clench
together as I thought of him. Carlisle brung me out of my trail of thought.
"Isabella?" He asked full of concern.

"What?" I know I was beeing mean but sometimes...actually no, all the time
that is the only way to get your oppion across.

"Well if you have no problem then how about you step on the scales?" He asked
polietly as he pointed to the scales next to his sofa. There was a long pause
of him just staring me out until I snapped "FINE!"

I walked over to the scales and took my old sneakers off and stepped on to
them. Carlisle followed after me with a peice of paper and a file. He looked
down at the scaled and shook his head. I wanted to look down and feel
confident about what size I was, but I knew I was fat and I didn't have the
guts to find out I was fatter than I thought I was.

"Isabella please sit down I think we need a long...talk" I quickly put my
shoes on and sat back down.

After about an hour I came out off Carlisle office crying and ran up stairs
pushed past Edward who was sitting on the stairs.I heard him ask "Isabella?
Whats the matter?" I ran in my room shouting "What do you care? Huh?" I
slammed the door and then collapsed on my bed.

In Carlisle Office he told me I was way too under wieght and that I need to
start eating properly or am going to go to waste! I mean how can someone this
FAT go to waste and even if I did nobody would miss me. Everyone would be safe
from me. Mabey that would be better!

He also said he just doesn't think I'm starving my self because I think I'm
FAT. He thinks I'm doing this because there is a childhood matter.
WHatever! I mean come on! Its because am FAT. I said to him as he brought the
subject up. and he said You will be needing counserling What the hell
counseling? I mean am not loopy am just FAT!

Knock, knock, Went my my bedroom door after I cried all my tears. "May I come
in?" Ask a very perfect velvet voice and of course I knew who it was!

I scoffed "If you must!" I spat, The door opened very slowly and Edward
Cullen apeared at the bottom of my bed with a trey of food. "I just want to
let you know, I will be behaving my slef and here is a peice offering." He put
the food on my bed and walked out. I forced out a "Thank you" Before he went
and then hid the plate of egg and chips under the bed.

Yeh a peace offering? Yeh right like that would bring me peice, no it bring
me FAT! I mean have you seen how much fat it on the chips.

I heard my belly rumble and I felt the stomach empty. I bit down on my lip
and plugged my ipod in and tried to think off things that made me happy
like...Edwar- what the hell stop thinking about him. What he makes you dinner,
wait he doesn't even make you dinner. He just brought it up for you and your
already thinking about him! God! Get a life girl!

The next morning I woke with the sound of booming laughter. That could only
mean one person. "Never fear Emmett Swann is here!" He boomed and flew into my
room. "Where Jasper?" I asked him while rubbing my eyes.

He stood straight up. Crossed his arms and a pout fromed. "Oh! S0, no hi my
favourite cousin in the world?" He held both his hands up and said "Oh dont I
feel unloved? I know where am not wanted!" He started to walk out the room
buta quickly jumped and hugged him. "I love you Em! You know your my favourite
man in the world!" He chuckled and then kissed me on the cheek. "Anyway, your
more like my brother than a cousin. So Jasper is my favourite but your my
favourite brother!"

"Ok so today Forks high school!" Alice came skipping in. "Tomorrow...THE
WORLD" We all laughed at her enthuism.

We all got into to Emmetts jeep. We were about to ride off to school when I
saw Edwarad get into his car. It was silver volvo and I thoguht Yeh he had to
have a perfect as well! Ohh I hate him and his perfectness!. "Hey Edward, why
don't you ride with us?" I hoped out of the Jeep and ran over to Edward's car.

I felt both Emmett's, Rosalie's and Alice's stares on me but I choose to
ignore them. "So I thought about what you said last night and I think we could
be friends" Well even though I hate his perfection, I suppose I could be
his...friend? "Well that's nice to hear Swan, but I have to pick up my
girlfriend Tanya. Thanks anyway."

I ran back to the jeep shotuing somthing like "Anytime!"
They were still staring at me with wide eyes and jaws hitting the ground.
"What?" I asked them. They just shook their head.

~Flashback~

It was the summer before my mother died. Me, Alice, Rosalie and Edward were
playing in my their back garden.

"Hey guys guess what I made for us all!" Is howed them. The night before a
stayed awake making these friendship braclets.
I gave everyone one even Edward Cullen. They all said thank you.

"Bells, sit here and Rosalie and me will go get some make up!" She squeeled.
They ran off into the house.

"Ha!" Edward laughed. I glared at him asking what he was laughing at. "You
with make up!" He snorted.

"What am ten I can wear make up if I want to!" I defended myself. "Yeh but
you shouldn't wear it! Your not like Rosalie and Alice!" He hissed.

I pouted and crossed my arms. "You know nothing about me!" He just smirked
and shook his head. Ooh I hated him! "Why don't you like me? I mean yeah I am not
pretty like Rose or Alice but that doesn't give you the right not to treat me
like a person!" I ran into the house and said to Alice and Rose "Sorry have to
go!" And then ran home.

~End of flashback~

At dinnertime I met Edward's girlfriend Tanya and she was really nice. They
really suited each other. Tanya in a couple of my classes, like gym and

English.

I would have to ask him if he still had that. It was last lesson and I had a
free. So I went to the school library. The school library was massive. I was
walking through ever aisle of it. I picked about four books I wanted and was
about to go and cheack them out when I heard a velvet voice. A perfect velvet
voice. It could only be Edward Cullen. I folllowed the voice and as soonas I
saw the sight I wish I didn't.