Day 2
This day had to be the hardest. We had to fight an Ifrit. It took about two hours but we managed to beat it. I was up all night listening to Genesis reading his LOVELESS. I'm getting really tired of it. Angeal and Sephiroth don't seem to mind it but hey, they grew up together. They're probably use to it. I was so tired. It's midnight now and Angeal wants me to go to bed. Angeal said he might write something in here while I'm asleep. If he does I can't wait to read what he put. Before we fought the Ifrit, Angeal pushed me aside and told me, "If you ever get scared repeat these words. I am not afraid to die. And know that I will protect you at all costs."
I guess I was scared then. During the battle I was shaking due to fear. I didn't want to show anyone I was. I looked at Angeal and to my surprise, he was mumbling the words 'I am not afraid to die.' I started mumbling them too. If he was scared I guess I can show it a little. After the battle Angeal told me how proud he was of me. I guess that was suppose to be encouraging. Man it's 12:35 now. I guess I'll sleep for a little bit.
Zack Fair
Zack tried his best and that's all I can expect from him. He never once complained and for that I am very proud of him. When he was scared I told him to say 'I am not afraid to die'. I tried not to be scared but in the end I too started saying those words, praying that if Zack saw me he would mumble these words too. I guess it worked because I saw him saying the words. I can't tell him how much I am proud of him and hope that he knows.
Angeal Hewley