Chapter 11

"Edward, what are you doing here?" I ask surprised, and quite pissed off actually.

"Bella, listen to me; you cannot do this" he pleads.

I huff and look away. Who the hell does he think he is telling me what to do?

I look over to Jasper and he is now in a crouch ready to attack. His top lip bared and a low menacing growl erupts from his chest.

I walk over to Edward and glare at him. "I want to and I will be changed, Edward Cullen! I am not yours anymore."

"What the hell are you doing here?" Emmett growls. He too along side Rosalie, are couched and ready to pounce.

Alice walks into the room and stands next to Edward. "There are some things that you need to know. Can we go downstairs and talk? I promise everything will be fine. I have seen it."

We all look over to Carlisle who nods and makes his way downstairs. Esme looks torn as if she is about decide between her children and also a little pissed as she now glares at her door that was ripped off its hinges.

Rosalie and Emmett eye Alice and Edward and growl at the two of them.

Jasper's posture hasn't let up and I think I am just pissed off. I stand there in a daze and an unresponsive state as I feel Jaspers hand slip into mine. I come back from my episode and look around to see everyone has cleared the room.

We sit in the living room and Edward and Alice stand before us.

"Bella, when you first came to Forks, I had already been having visions for the past ten years but they were only of you and Edward. Edward was drawn your blood and then you and Edward became an official couple; I started to have different visions of you as a vampire. You were a vampire and you were not with Edward, but with Jasper." Alice explains. "Edward was drawn to your blood and that's it Bella. Jasper is drawn to you because he loves you."

I hear collective gasps around the room, but not from me. I should have known Edward only wanted me for my blood. How cliché is that? But Jasper and me? Really? The man I truly love is really the man of my existence.

I think Jasper's eyes bugged out of his head and Alice sends him an apologetic look but he continues to stare at... well, nothing.

Edward looks over at her and glares. "Traitor" he growls.

"Anyway, I made sure to become your best friend. I wanted to you to be with Edward. I knew he would never harm you and I wanted to keep you away from Jasper."

"You were my friend so you could keep me away? Bitch" I spit at her.

"I bet that since Edward and I have been gone everything has been so different for you two has it not?" She gives me a look as if she's telling me, 'tell me different' .We nod in confirmation.

"When Rosalie found Emmett, she was drawn to him and after about 4 days after his change into a vampire, they had sex."

"As much as I want everyone to know my sex life, what does this have to do with anything?" Rose snaps. Alice smiles and then waves her hands in effect as if we should all know by now.

"Don't you all see?" she looks back to me and Jasper, "With you and Edward, you had to get to know each other and things went slow for you two. He never was in love with you and as soon as we took ourselves out of the picture you and Jasper became closer and everything happened so fast. You and Jasper are meant to be. You don't need to ask each other what movies or music you like. You were already bound by fate. An unspoken bond." Alice claps happily.

I just sit there stunned and so does Jasper. We were already bound by fate? Jasper and I were soul mates?

Edward only wanting me because of my blood and Alice was just as selfish too

"Alice? Why are you now telling us? Instead of confronting us, you went behind our backs and slept with each other" Jasper angrily growls. I put a hand on his shoulder. We don't need any vampire fights going on right now.

Alice looks down at her feet and looks so sad. She almost makes me feel bad for her; almost.

"Well after I got the visions I didn't want you to leave me. I think we both knew that deep down we were not meant for each other but that doesn't mean I didn't love you at all. I just remember after I changed, I woke up with a vision of you and the Cullen's, but we never ever questioned it and you... You had so much faith in me and my visions, I sort of felt terrible that you were relying on me with your life."

"I was your puppet. I always have been." Jasper says realizing what has been going on all of these years.

"When Edward caught onto my visions because I hid them from him too at first, he was so angry. He couldn't let Bella go though, well her blood anyway. So we both would go off hunting and talk. We worked out different strategies to keep you in our lives. We tried to keep you separated and fed Bella the line on your self control, but yours isn't any different than ours, well maybe a bit for Edward since she is his singer but you have the same amount of control as me..." Alice sits down on the floor and cradles her head in her hands.

Edward takes a seat next to her and warps an arm around her shoulder pulling her to him. "Alice and I have always been he closest in the family. We would have conversations in her head and talk discreetly about things with each other. It was never a sisterly or brotherly love; we just didn't know it then. One day while hunting things just happened. Bella, you read my diary but I had not written in it in so long hat you never got the full story. As soon as you saw the part on me and Alice making love you stopped. This has been like this for a long time and I am so sorry that you are now just finding it out."

"That is so fucked up!" I yell standing up and getting in his face, "You made a mess of this! You both did! Then, you barge in here not wanting me to be changed because you want my blood?! Fuck you, Edward, Cullen! Fuck you too Alice! You really are monsters." I tore off and ran up the stairs and back to the spare bedroom I was originally in. I jump onto the bed and bury my face into the pillows.

Jasper was my soul mate all along. Edward and Alice were soul mates; they lied to us.

I have never been so pissed off in my life.

Thank you guys for the reviews! It means so much and I am so, so, so glad that you like this! :)

And see, some of you thought she would go back with Edward. No worries. LOL.

Yes, I loved the whole 'teasing' bit in the last chapter, too. I felt as though Jasper and Bella needed a little 'spice' and 'flirtiness' (if that is a word) Lol.

I am sorry to say that Jacob will not be in this story. I wanted to focus only on the relationship; sorry. But, I can say that Jacob will be in other stories that I plan on writing in the future.

I'm not a team Jacob fan so he will most likely be a character that is the 'bad guy' Lol, but who knows... I could change my mind.