WHOO TWO CHAPS ON ONE DAY!!!!???

i was bored..............XD

now find out what happened to our little iddi widdie raito-kuhn!!!

Now the bloody scenes are gonna start! (muhahah i'm such a psicho lollz)

ENJOOOOY

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Hands.

I could only feel those cold, groping hands on me. Taking away any self-respect I had left.

My brain had stopped functioning when they pulled my pants down.

…Was that 5 minutes ago...an hour?? I don't know, but to me, it seemed like forever.

"N….NO!"

"Hehe you're so cute when you're scared."

They laughed.

"…G…GET AWAY FROM ME NO!!!..."

It's not that I wasn't used to the pain, the smell of blood and semen ,or the numbness.

But still I screamed.

Still, I cried. For help which always arrives too late. Or never at all.

My dead consciousness seemed to register several persons entering me.

Paining me, while pleasuring themselves.

The hands on my throat, which always squeezed harder, chocking me slowly,

i wish they would show mercy, and kill me. But they didn't.

They just kept me on the edge, pulling me roughly back when I was about to faint, and

pushing my screams back when I was awake again.

I gave up.

I shut my mouth.

I cried.

Normal p.o.v

Yagam already burst out of the door, when the attackers

had hit his son.

*And maybe that was for the best.*

L thought , while he looked in shock at the scene.

For a minute or so, he couldn't even think.

He wasted no time calling the police, giving them the exact location of the house.

--ah….no…---

The slightly mechanic voice of Raito reached his ears.

The boy looked so helpless now, so innocent. L had to hold himself back before he himself ran at Raito. He wanted to. Wanted oh so bad to go and help the younger boy,

but he couldn't. He couldn't give his identity and life away, for a boy he barely knew.

Disgusted, pitying, grieving yet fascinated, he couldn't keep his eyes of the screens.

---……help….----

An unknown emotion grew in the fuming detective.

*Raito-kun…*He thought, while he looked at Soichiro bursting through the door.

Pulling his gun and holding the bastards in captivity, till the police came.

* This awful deed will be avenged. That, I promise you. *

Raito p.o.v.

"Raito! RAITO ANSWER ME!"

I felt a hand slap my face,

This was enough for me to wake up from my half-like sleep.

"D…Dad?"

"Son, are you alright? TALK TO ME!!!"

*Of course I'm alright dad. After being brutally gang raped

by five men..Who wouldn't be*

"I'm alright dad, they hadn't had the chance go that far because you came in so… "

That was obviously a lie, and if my father had looked at the blood and semen that trickled off my legs, he would know.

But he refused to look properly at me and took the lie.

Feh…even my own dad thinks I'm a failure.

I started to notice the five men were gone.

I didn't care where they went off though…

If only it's far away from me….

"Dad, I gonna take a shower…"

He looked weird at me. What was that, pain, anger and???

I was too tired to find out.

Before I walked out of the hallway, I barely noticed a box, lying a few inch

of where my humiliation had taken place.

I saw a small letter attached to it, so I picked it up,

and got to the bathroom, who seemed farther away then I remembered .

Once inside, I locked the door, and turned on the water.

While I waited for the water to get the right temperature,

my eyes were once again captivated by the large box.

I picked it off the ground, and read the note.

It said: "For my sweety who didn't obey my orders,signed Kira"

I felt even worse after reading that thing.

I opened the box with trembling hands,

knowing that I would regret it.

I pulled the paper in it away,

and screamed.

The cut off head of my mother seemed to be screaming with me.

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AAAH!! THE DRAMAAA !! don't misunderstand, there are gonna be romantic and humoristick (AND SMEXY )scenes in this story but

i need to come up with a reason why L would chain himself to light in this story....therefore the drama!!

REVIEWS MAKE ME A SUPER-WRITER!!!!:p faster then any yaoi-fangirl and more pervered then L himself!!lol