Sorry about this one being so short i havent finished it yet, but please review anyway, hopefully i will have this finished soon.
Stage 7: Acceptance, Hope and Edward.
It has been 9 weeks since Edward was born; everything was fine, thank god. I was getting in such a state, over what seems like nothing now. Everything is perfect, we have decorated Edward's room, and we have had family fly over last week to come and see us three and our house. They havent been over yet, we have been back to England once but that was to tell them about Edward, they were overjoyed. So were all my friends, i was so happy, i loved my life.
I have finished Grief now. My last stage was acceptance and hope which I completed a long time ago, I accepted what has happened in my past and I have hope that my future will be brighter. I am happy, carlise is happy and Edward is happy. Carlise is a wonderful father an i love him with all my heart, I love where I live and who I live here with. We are hoping to eventually have another baby. Hopefully a little sister for Edward, not just yet though. I know it sounds bad but I don't really think about what happened before Carlise and Edward, but it helps to talk about her sometimes though. I was broken for a long time but it's over now.