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I was in my hometown, back in Russia. It felt great to be back home; the only thing that I needed for this moment to be perfect was her, my Roza.

"Hey Comrade," I froze at the sound of her voice, it couldn't be. Now I was hearing voices. Oh great just another thing to add on to my problems, like I didn't have enough on my mind already. Now I had to worry about the possibility of being a schizophrenic strigoi. Story of my life, I continued what I was doing and then I heard it again.

"Dimitri..." this time I glanced up in the direction her voice had come from. I couldn't believe it, there she was, standing at the doorway. She wore jeans and a tang top and the sunlight illuminated her beautiful features.

She smiled a sad smile…and stepped inside. She was like an angel.

"I-I really wish I didn't have to do this…I wish there could be another way. I keep telling myself that it's what you would've wanted…" tears were spilling past her cheeks now. I needed to comfort her, I knew what she had come to do and I was ready for her to do it. I walked over to her cautiously; she staggered back a little at first but stayed in place none the less.

That's when I noticed something, her stomach was bigger. I froze once again. Millions of different notions flooded my head. Well of course she disserved the right to move on after I had…left. I just thought she'd wait awhile… it's probably Adrian's. That filthy son of a bitch I'll kill him.

She noticed my surprise and stopped me before I could accuse her of anything.

"It's yours…" she sniffed as I gaped at her. She was pregnant… and I had made her that way… I could see it in her eyes she wasn't lying. Well unless our time apart had made her a much better actress, which I doubted was the case. She wouldn't lie about something like this. It was just very hard to believe…dhampires weren't able to have children with each other. It was in the genes…unheard of, impossible.

"I was surprised too…" she replied with another sniff. She stared at me for a few minutes…I swear it was as if those eyes could look into my soul, provided I still had a soul.

"I thought I had run out of tears…" she sobbed suddenly, closing the remainder of the distance between us. She had been holding it all in. I flung my arms around her instantly, resisting the sudden urge to bite into her neck. The scent of her blood was heavy in my nostrils. I had no idea how hard it could be to ignore. But I pushed all of that to the back of my mind. She was all that mattered now.

I held on to her like there was no tomorrow. Hell, there probably wouldn't be. There must be a way we could make things work out. I could hold myself back, the thirst isn't so bad. Maybe I could just lay off the humans. Take only a certain amount without killing off the feeder. Only I knew that was nearly impossible. Once you started you needed more. It was never enough, one after the other…I was a monster. Impossible…there's that word again, impossible.

I paused the argument that was going on inside my head and looked down at Rose. She clung onto me, sobbing into my shirt. I had always believed ghosts to be impossible, as well as to dhampires conceiving. That was always believed to be impossible. I'd never thought I'd be holding her in my arms again, yet here she was. Maybe Rose and I could find a way, a way that didn't involve awakening her. It's not impossible, nothing in this world is. My only fear is what if I'm wrong? I might end up killing her and the baby if I failed. I shivered and pushed that thought away. No, I wouldn't fail. I could never do that to Rose. I had to be there for her, to help and support her. I no longer wished for her to kill me.

That's when I felt the stab. I heard a piercing shriek…the same shriek I heard that day in the caves, her shriek. I looked back down at Rose. She had done it. She had accomplished the goal she had set out to achieve; she sank down to her knees holding my limp body. My head was now in her lap and she was stroking my hair. The steak hadn't gone in completely but there was no recovering from a wound like this. Rose knew that too. I was amazed I wasn't completely gone yet.

"I'm so, so sorry Dimitri! I'm sorry! I love you so much!" I reached out to her, even in my last moments I just needed to comfort her.

"You can sum up in one sentence what it takes me a whole speech to get out." I smiled as my hand caressed her cheek and wiped a few of her tears away.

"Roza…I" I woke up with a large sob. I snapped back to reality, I was back in the same small room I've been in since I'd been awakened.

This time the dream even had sunlight! How do I always fall for it!

This had been my third Rose dream this week…and it was only Tuesday. They just feel so real. I sighed as I let my mind linger on the part of the dream that I had held on to her.

Boy, do I need a psychiatrist. Do they even have strigoi psychiatrists?

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