Grimmjow Jagerjack:
Admitting that I was gay didn't change anything between me and Ulquiorra. Or at least so I thought.
Next morning he was his normal monotone self, he ate his rice in silence, and I bet he didn't notice that I was watching him all that time.
We walked together to work just like always.
The day was just so normal, that had time to think about this thing.
To me it seemed that Ulquiorra couldn't care less if I even existed.
But still, I just liked living with him in the house of Urahara. I liked to see his raven-black hair all messed up when he woke up, I liked to watch him when he walked from bathroom to our room with only a towel around his super-thin waist. I could imagine myself kissing his pale skin and black-and-white lips. After thinking about it, I just had to admit to myself that I had fallen in love with my ex-superior Ulquiorra Schiffer. But how could I ever tell him about my feelings, when he seemed not to be able to love anyone or anything?…That idiot…
We walked home together, neither of us spoke a word. We ate together, but we didn't talk to each other. We slept in the same room, but we never said ''good night'' to each other. I wanted to change that.
Next morning I woke up before him and watched him as he slept. He looked a bit feminine, his eyelashes long and jet-black. Then he suddenly opened his emerald-green eyes and looked straight at me. '' Grimmjow…''
I tried to smile at him, but failed and just mumbled ''Good morning, Ulquiorra'' to him. He answered me with his usual tone, but a small sign of emotion flashed in his face.
We were walking to work when I stopped him and started '' Hey, Ulquiorra…''
''Yes?''
'' What do you think of…well…me?''
'' Of you? Why do you concern yourself with thinking about that?''
'' Answer the goddamn question! …Please.''
'' I think of you as my roommate, nothing else.''
Nothing else…? There was no point for me now tell him about my feelings.
''I see…''
'' We will be late of work, if we don't go now, Grimmjow.''
''Okay.''
And so we went to our works. Ibaki-san told me that I looked like I had seen a ghost or something. I couldn't give a damn about it.
I decided that I would never tell Ulquiorra that I loved him, that would be my most important secret from now on. No one shall ever know it.
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One day, nearly a month after we had arrived to the human world, I was helping Jinta and Ururu with the sweeping of the front-yard of the shop. It was Sunday, so I didn't have work today. Ulquiorra came from the shop and grabbed my arm.
'' We need to talk, Grimmjow. Now.''
Author's Note: Hello,hello, everyone! Thank you for reading. I'm sorry the chapter is so short... I'll be away for two weeks now, so the next chapter won't be up until the 5th of August. Please look forward to it, comment and review!