Authors Note: I tried to do a bit longer chapter this time. It wasn't easy to write this from Ulquiorra's point of view.
Ulquiorra Schiffer:
''We need to talk, Grimmjow. Now.''
I grabbed Grimmjow's arm and dragged him to the second floor of the Urahara house with me.
'' What the hell are you doing Ulquiorra?!'' He demanded. We arrived to our room and I pushed him to sit on his futon and then I sat on mine.
'' You have been muttering my name in your sleep lately, Grimmjow. I've started to wonder if there is a reason for that?'' I started the conversation.
Grimmjow's face blushed scarlet red and he slapped his right hand to his forehead.
'' Just forget about it! It's nothing. Really.'' He mumbled.I was not satisfied with his answer. '' I just want to know the reason for that, nothing more.''
Suddenly he grinned, I hadn't seen that blood-lusting grin in his face since we had arrived to the human world with that woman. '' What will you do if I tell you the reason now?''
I raised my eye-brows in surprise, I did not understand why he asked this. '' Nothing, I guess'', I answered him.
The grin faded from his lips. '' I see. Then I shall tell you...''
It was silent for long time. Grimmjow was lost in his thoughts.
'' The reason that I mutter your damned name in my dreams is that I fucking love you more than anything in this whole world.''
I could not say a word, I was in a shock. Grimmjow, who had seemed to hate me always and forever, actually loved me.I was confused, so very confused. I stood up from my futon. '' I see. I'm leaving.''
I walked out of the room, out of the Urahara house and to the streets.
And Grimmjow just sat in our room with empty eyes like a broken doll.
I wandered in the streets of Karakura town for many hours. I saw people laughing, people talking, happy people, sad people, drunk people.
I was emotionless. I was frozen inside. I could think of nothing else but walking forward.
I walked and walked. It was already cold and dark. My fingers were numb. I felt cold, I was not wearing a jacket, I had only my black jeans and green hooded sweat-shirt. Other people were wearing padded jackets and scarves and hats. They were staring at me. I felt so small.
After hours in a trance like state, I finally noticed that I did not know where I was anymore. There were no familiar shops, no houses that I had seen before. Some of the street lamps were broken so the street was dark and shady. No one else was in the street. I sighed and steam escaped from my mouth to the cold November night.I was lost, and I didn't have my mobile phone with me.
I started to walk back to the direction I had came from. It was getting colder and colder and I was tired. I remembered seeing a small hotel and decided that I would stay there this night.I found the hotel and signed in. I got my room from the fourth floor.
I fell asleep the moment I laid on the small white bed.
Next morning I woke up to the voice of chirping of small birds. I sighed and got up from the bed. I looked at the alarm clock on the nearby table. 07.04. I should go to work.
I paid my stay in the hotel and left. It was so much easier finding my way around when it was day. I found the bookshop I worked, and I was only ten minutes late.
The shop owner looked at my messy appearance curiously, but did not say anything.'
Around lunch time Grimmjow appeared at the bookshop. He was carrying a bento in his hand, his hair was not carefully made to their usual messy style, they were flat and dirty looking.
'' Ulquiorra…''
I did not say anything I just looked at my roommate. He looked like he was in pain. Pain I had caused him.
'' Ulquiorra…Why did you disappear last night? Where in the hell did you go? I… No, we were worried about you!''
He was worried about me. He loved me. He really loved me.
Took a step closer to him and put the books I had been carrying to the floor.
'' I'm sorry I made you worry about me.''
Grimmjow smiled, but the smile was different than ever before. It was a calm and sad little smile.
'' Come, eat with me'', he said. I looked at the shop owner for permission. He just nodded and I followed Grimmjow to a nearby park.