A/N: Seriously, I Didn't Expect The Reponse I Got. Well, It Could Have Been Better But It Was Still Cool! :D
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Previously:
I decided that now was the time to just go for it. Otherwise I'd just decide not to, and then I'd put it off. I had to tell him. This baby was his as well...
"We need to talk..."
Chapter Two:
Bella's point of view:
He didn't say anything straight away, and the silence scared me. It scared me more than a little bit.
I fidgeted whilst waiting for a reaction. Any reaction. But he stayed the same. His eyes studying me like they had been before, as if he was waiting for me to fall apart or something.
Apart from that, there wasn't any other sort of reaction.
After a small amount of time, which actually seemed like hours, he spoke.
"What does that mean?" He whispered, as his face slipped into a frown. I tried to calculate the emotion in his voice, but I couldn't tell if he sounded scared or confused.
He kept his eyes locked with mine and I didn't break the eye contact. It was needed. He needed to know this wasn't anything bad. This was good news. I knew that, but it didn't stop me from being scared in the first place.
I scooted forward until I was almost where I was before. Except this time I wasn't snuggled up against him.
Edward's eyes followed me the entire time, and he eventually stopped frowning. I didn't like it when he frowned anyway. He looked older, and to be honest it wasn't very attractive.
"Bella." He whispered, taking my hand and threading his fingers with mine. "You know that whatever it is, you can tell me?"
The hurt in his voice suddenly became more apparent. It made me want to just burst into tears. And I really didn't want that. I was doing everything I could to stop myself from crying.
I looked at him, and although his voice sounded hurt, the look in his eyes was nothing but pure and unequivocal love. I'd seen the look before obviously, but seeing it now, in this way, the force almost took my breath away.
I didn't deserve anybody as perfect as Edward. I didn't deserve him at all.
I took another deep breath in and then blew it out slowly through my nose. This was it. Now or never.
"We're having a baby." I whispered.
The reaction that I got from him now was one I had not been expecting.
Edward dropped his hold from around my hand as he gasped, and then his eyes widened with the sudden sound of the news.
My own eyes widened as I took in his reaction. I couldn't tell if this was a good or a bad reaction. I was severely hoping that it was a good reaction. I couldn't deal with a bad reaction...
"Really?" He whispered, the sudden happiness in his voice, overpowered the hurt I'd heard not that long again. The sudden change in his emotion, made me smile. It was a good reaction.
I grinned. "Really."
"Oh, Bella."
He moved forward, placing both his hands on either side of my face and smiled crookedly at me. It was my smile.
But I was watching him, studying him closely with my eyes. His own eyes were sparkling, dancing with happiness.
"You're happy then?" I whispered, not being able to hide how suddenly ecstatic I was feeling. Although, I knew all my fears from before would come back soon.
He scoffed. "Happy is not the right word, love."
And then he leaned forward a little bit more and kissed me. I should have been expecting it. I think I was secretly hoping for it, but it still caught me unawares.
I gasped at the force of the kiss, and my hands automatically moved into his hair, tugging at the ends slightly, causing a small moan from him. I smiled against his lips in my sudden victory, trying my best to deepen the kiss further, but he pulled away.
My hands stayed entwined in his hair and he moved to press his forehead to mine, still grinning like an idiot the whole time.
"I love you, so much." The power of emotion in his voice, the love that was behind it, was overpowering.
I moved back, taking my hands out of his hair, but instead taking his hands in my own and entwining our fingers together.
"I love you too." I smiled, leaning up and pecking him lightly on the lips again.
He smiled again and squeezed my hands lightly, and then let go, his face slipping into a small frown again. "I know something else is wrong, Bella."
The sudden seriousness startled me. Just a few seconds ago, it had been amazing, all the feelings, the kiss, everything. Even though I didn't want to ruin the moment, I knew I had to, because I couldn't keep my fears and insecurities a secret for long.
I shook my head for 'no' lightly. I don't even know why I was trying to lie. It was impossible.
"Bella..."
"No. Stop." He raised his eyebrows at my words. "Why does something have to be wrong?"
"Because I know you." He smiled slightly. "And I saw how you looked before you told me. Something else is wrong."
I sighed, in defeat. "I'm just scared..."
He took one of my hands again, squeezing it gently. "Why?"
I didn't say anything, hoping it would occur to him, and then I wouldn't have to actually say it. I was a coward, an absolute coward.
Edward dropped my hand and then gasped, almost inaudibly. "You can't...really..." He was lost for words.
"I don't know." I whispered, looking down at the couch, feeling an even bigger coward than I had before. I internally kicked myself, why had I decided to bring this up now?
"Bella." He put a finger under my chin and titled my head back up to look at him. "I could never ever leave you. You should know that."
"I know." The truth rang in my voice. I did know it.
"So, why are you doubting it?" Both the seriousness and the truth were running through his voice. I should never have doubted it, or doubted him.
"But it's not just that..." I frowned, wondering why I'd just said that out loud. I wasn't making things easier for myself right now. He didn't say anything, but his eyes were studying me again. "What if something goes wrong, like last time?" My voice broke at the end, and the few tears I'd been holding in spilled down my face.
I quickly wiped them away, trying to pull myself together. I was being ridiculous. Wasn't I? A few more tears fell down my face, and Edward wiped them away with his thumb.
He then wrapped his arm around me and pulled me onto his lap. I gratefully nestled against him. I could have to spend forever here and it wouldn't bother me, because this is where I belonged.
I felt him kiss my hair, his lips lingering against it for a small amount of time. "Nothing will go wrong."
"You don't know that." I contradicted.
"No, you're right, love." I could hear the smile in his voice. "But we won't let anything go wrong, because it will be us doing it together. You won't be doing it alone this time, because I won't allow it."
I leant back into him and he wrapped his arm around me, resting his hands on my stomach and splaying his fingers out across it. I smiled and then put my hands on top of his. It was unreal to think that there was life inside of me.
A tiny little baby that was both me and Edward. How was it possible that something so amazing could just come out of our love for one another? It was just, unreal, but something that I'd wanted since the day he first told me he loved me. I'd never wanted to be with anybody else since that day.
"I love you." He whispered, kissing my hair again.
"I know." I smiled.
I never needed to doubt his love or his commitment to me again. Everything I'd ever need is right here, and right now. It would be all I'd ever need, because as long as I had Edward, and Leo and our baby, I'd never need anything else. I was set for forever.
A/N: So, how was that then? I hope it was okay. There's one line in there, that I just adore. But it's pure cheese. Haha.
OMFEC. (OhMyFreakingEdwardCullen For anybody that wasn't sure!) New Moon is AMAZING! How many of you guys have seen it?! If you haven't, what the hell have you been doing since Friday?! Haha. I saw it Friday with some of my Friends, and had the most epic time. The film was utter genuis! I loved it! :D I cried so much! Haha. Overall it was totally better than I ever thought it would be. Tell me your thoughts on it as well! :D
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