Since so many of you guy's wanted me to make more I deside to, hope you like it! :)
Dear Dairy, July,24th , 2009,
I just found out that I'm going to be in Total drama Action, Season two. Am I happy? I have no idea. A million dollars is a lot of money I need, but yet, I cant stand this show. I hate the fine print, I really should have read it instead of signing it quick just to shut my little brother up. But now this is hell. Mixed with heaven, I have Trent, my boyfriend, wow does that feel good to write. My boyfriend (:
He's the first eye I laid eye's on when on the first episode, I mean, Duncan was first, but Duncan reminded me of my ex a whole lot. So when I saw a preppy pretty boy stare at me with those greens eyes. I couldn't help but blush. Ever since that I have been madly in love with Trent. Anyways Dairy I'm out. We get one day to rest till we enter season two, so I need all the rest I can get, so long Dairy and tell you if anything else happens.
Love Gwen.
I shoved my dairy in my pillow cover. "Hope Heather doesn't find this again." I mutter to myself once leaving my dairy to go outside. I walked outside seeing Courtney getting dragged into the bus bye the crew that worked on this show. "This isn't fair! I belong on this show!" Courtney yelped. Till they shoved Courtney into the bus with all the other looser players. I seen her cursing up a storm in the bus till I saw the bus disappeared driving away. I notice Duncan was by the bus that left with his hands into his pockets. Looking a bit upset. I thought to myself if he's ok so I walked closer by him.
Duncan's point of view;
I stared at the ground, lost in thoughts, Should I be happy or sad? I was happy a little bit since that women left me with a sprained ankle for a million bones, but yet again, She was my Courtney, the only women that wishes to make a women just to beat her up,But yet at the same time, have feelings for her.
She's hot, no lie about that, but crazy at the same time. I was thinking of Courtney more deeply till someone touched my shoulder. "Duncan..." I heard that claim cool voice whisper giving me the chills up and down my spine. I feel goosebumps shifter all over my body, noticing who said my name.
"Yeah Gwen?" I asked feeling light headed.
"Are... you … ok?" She asked quietly.
I didn't respond, Cause I didn't even know the answer to that. I closed my eyes, wait I was thinking. I'm not soft. I felt angry at myself I barley know this girl and im showing her only my emotional self. What is my deal. I started walking away till I heard her chasing after me. She grabbed my arm and lets when I blew up.
"Let me go..." I snapped.
"Duncan are you ok?"
"I'll be fine," I pushed my shoulders making her let go of me..
"What the hell is her problem." I mutter to myself not knowing that she heard me and she did. I can tell my her voice.
"My problem? What's your problem?! All I've done is try to help you!"She yelled while I was walking away. I was surprised she was yelling at me, making me stop dead in my tracks.
"Help me?!" I exclaimed, turning to face her "Stop treating me like like a child!"
"I am doing nothing but helping you! When all I'm doing is caring about you!" She walked up closer to me.
"I don't need to be taken care of," I said quietly.
"I know you don't need it and I wasn't calling you incapable. I was helping you because I was worried and because I wanted to." Gwen said, Finally calm now looking at me while I was staring at the ground. She notice I wasn't looking at her. She huffed in frustration and looked at me as I was trying to avoid her eyes. I glanced at her, Her eyes almost sad. looking back down.
"Why are we fighting?" She said.
I looked back up at Gwen, my face holding the emotion she wished I could show.
"I don't know,Cause I keep starting fights?" I sighed.
"And I keep egging you on." Gwen said
She nodded and took my hand in hers. We Just looking at one another, and just blinking, smiling, tiny smile, making my heart jump and thud and then drop into my stomach.
I knew I felt something with Gwen ever since that day she helped me with my sprained ankle, Yet I don't know what this feeling means. Gwen has been trying to be a friend while I had been pushing her away. I don't understand why though.
I let her go, with wide eyes once hearing that voice that has been annoying me for hours.
"Gwen!" Cried Trent
Gwen face for a second also sounding annoyed and turned around seeing Trent.
"Yeah Babe?" She asked.
"Chris wants us to meet him bye the camp fire." He looked at me also, telling me and Gwen this news. I nodded and walked be hide Gwen and Trent walking hand in hand. And Sat down by D.J. We saw Chris walk in laughing.
"Welcome Actors and Actress." We all moaned and saw his smile fade.
"Find then don't want a million dollars... leave!" He smiled once again.
We all looked around staring at each other if one of us was going to leave. No-one did though.
"That's what I thought." He said clapping at himself.
"Just tell us what you want Chris." Heather sounding mad.
"Just want to tell you guy's have fun in one day cause once it's over you'll be in hell!" He laughed evilly. I rolled my eyes and heard someone yell "Cut!" I saw the camera man finally shut off his camera and left with Chris. I saw every one else leave and I was sitting their staring at the fire.. alone.
This place brings out so much memories. Courtney leaving. I remember before she left her and I was staring at one another, deeply. I just hurts knowing I fell for her tricks and lie. I felt blind not knowing what a true C.I.T was. I got up leaving this place and started walking around in the woods. It was maybe around midnight, everyone was asleep. I pulled out my lighter and started to burn things. But then I saw thing pale shape, sitting down in the meadow. I wonder what was it. I started walking closer to the figure and saw a girl with a purple tank top on with black shirts sitting down with a notepad down looking at the darkness of the woods. That girl.. was Gwen.
Gwen's Point of View.
Dear Dairy, July,25th , 2009,
Sorry dairy I thought I wasn't going to write in this for a while, but its around midnight and I just needed to tell someone about this anger I was feeling. So after I was done writing to you. I see Duncan, Dairy he looked crushed, I think he was maybe even heart broken. So I tried to comforter him.
But he is so head strong and started fighting with me. I now im like that but Duncan just.. AHH!! He so … I don't even know how to say it, He can be such a jerk but deep down. He's really nice... Stop thinking about him Gwen or your to get mad again. Anyways After that Trent and me had dinner together, real food this time and had a blast. As we was eating I saw Duncan in the corner of my eye walking alone. I was thinking of going to talk to him but I knew that we would start fighting. Gosh why does he always push me away!? I always try to be nice to him but once I do, he'll think of something to make me mad and walk away... WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT HIM AGAIN!!! Arrggge! Dairy get him out of my head! It's like me and Dunca-
"Hey Sunshine." I heard someone speak. I turned around and saw him. I hurried and turned back around shutting my dairy and locking it. Trent got me a lock so no- one can never looked into my dairy again, it was so sweet of him to do that.
"Hey." I said brushing the hair out of my face breathing heavily.
"You ok?" Duncan sat down next to me in the middle of the meadow.
"Yeah.. you just scared me a little." I pushed my dairy a little father away from Duncan so he wouldn't notice was I was doing. I heard Duncan let out a soft chuckle. I looked the corner of my eye seeing Duncan smile thinly at me. There it is I said to my self. My Duncan is here. Wait I didn't mean my Duncan. I mean Duncan, the normal one is here.
I curled my knees up to my chest and hid my face behind them. Why did I call him my Duncan?
"So..." Duncan Began. I didn't look back at up at him though.
"What." I mumbled into my knees.
"Dono' Just trying to say something instead of hearing nothing out of us." Duncan said.
"Silence is somewhat good I think." I said lifted my head up looking at him.
"Not for me it isn't."
"Cause you consume the brain of a five year old." I said with a little laugh.
Duncan smile grew into a smirk. "You call that a laugh?"
"What do you mean?" I asked
"You're afraid to laugh,"
"Am not!" I barked.
"Sure sure." Duncan rolled his eye's and looked back at him with a devil grin.
"Duncan.." I asked slowly and once I finished his name lets when I saw Duncan poking my waist.
That's when I started laughing. I soon heard Duncan's laugh entering mine also.
I Just realized how Duncan was on top of me. My laughed was still going on but my fear was getting bigger. So I playfully pushed Duncan off of me and jumped up.
"Ha-ha I win.." I said trying to catch my breath.
"Sure did.." Duncan got up and brushed his shoulders off.
I hurried and grabbed my dairy and seen Duncan looking at it.
"Oh was you writing dirty stuff about Trent?" Duncan said mocking me.
I rolled my eyes with a smile. "Oh totally. Like that one time in the confessional booth, even on your bed.. Oh it was-"
Just then I seen Duncan cover his ears "Make it stop!" He yelled.
I laughed really hard and saw Duncan take his hands off his ears. With a glad smile.
"That's the laugh I wanted to hear." I soon slowly started stop laughing once I heard Duncan say that.
"Well im going to go to bed." I said looking into the woods. I looked at Duncan with the corner of my eye.
"Eh Same, Lets dip." He nodded and we soon walked out of the woods into the cabins.
"Well night." I let out a quick wave as Duncan was at the girls cabins waiting for me to go in.
"Night." Duncan said with a small grin and turned around walking back to the guy's.
I entered hearing Heathers loud snoring and grunted. "Great" I whisper and smile into bed holding on to my dairy while falling fast asleep.
Next day, Duncan's Point of View.
I woke up bye the horrible stink of Owen's morning ticking time bombs. "Sorry." Owen said laughing. I rolled my eyes and left the trailer with all the other guy's. I saw Geoff and Bridgette making out, and Gwen drawling outside.
"Why are you guy's up early?" Gwen asked all of us
"Owen's butt bombs." I said half asleep.
"Ooh.. Sorry." Gwen said with a little laugh. Trent laid his head on Gwen's shoulders falling asleep while she was still drawling.
"Campers wake up!" Chris enter yelling at the top of his lungs.
"It's ex campers!" Harold yelled.
"Whatever," Chris said rolling his eyes.
"Can you stop yelling." Beth enter outside with us rubbing her eyes.
"Don't worry I well." he began. We all smiled. "Next time I'll have a bullhorn." I moaned
"Should have guess." Gwen said.
"We have bulls here!?" Lindsay eek happy.
"Idiot." Gwen said looking at Lindsay I smiled at her and she smiled back at me.
"Any who! You guys get on the bus and I'll see you guys on set!" We all stared at Chris confused.
"Now!" He yelled and we all jumped up running into the bus.
After Episode 1 - Monster Cash
"Eh im so tried." I said laying on my bed. "Agree." Said Trent. Owen grunted in pain "My tummy hurts." I rolled my eyes. "Hey Harold do you want to rub Owen stomach to make him feel better?" Harold did his gosh ew gross act. I got up. "Im going to get something to eat." "Count me out" Owen said just about to get sick. I laughed a little. And walked out till someone called be-hide me. "Aye Duncan wait up." I turned around seeing Trent getting out of bed. I waited for him and soon started walking with him.
We didn't say anything that much till we enter the kitchen. "Chef better have some good food here." I said while digging into his fridge. "Yeah, Gwen needs real food instead of this.." I rolled my eyes. "Dude, we all need real food, not just Gwen." "But Gwen's need it most, I never want her to get sick., She so prefect..." Trent went on and all about her while we was eating and saw Gwen enter the kitchen,
I grinned. "Speaking of the witch."
"Shut it Punk." Laughed Gwen.
"Gwen!" Trent said turning around seeing her.
"Hi Trent.." She said and gave him a quick peck. "So what are you to looser's doing up still?"
"Looser? Gwen I'm not a looser." Trent said upset.
Me and Gwen both rolled are eyes.
"Eh just serving to death like always..you?" I asked looking at her.
"Same" She said grabbing my sandwich stealing a bite. Me and Gwen soon started talking about the monster and Owen eating all the fake food laughing. "It really isn't that funny Owen could have gotten really really sick and got thrown out of the game."
"If anyone could throw him out." Me and Gwen said at the same time. We looked at each other and started laughing. Trent was not amused.
It was quite then. Trent looked at the clock as me and Gwen was looking at Trent.
"Gwen its getting late you should be getting to bed." Trent order while standing up.
"Trent you're not my mother." Gwen said sounding annoyed with her hand place on her chin.
"Seriously Dude." I added on with Gwen
"But I want you to get enough sleep for tonight." Trent grabbed Gwen's hand pulling her out of the chair. "I guess I have to go to sleep, Night Duncan." Gwen said frowning a little.
"Night Sweethea- I mean Gwen." I shook my head and she smile at me as she was getting pulled out of the kitchen. I seen threw the window her and Trent bickering at each other, I don't blame her. That Trent was like bossing her around like some pet. What is Trent deals anyways. I really wanted to punch the dude, more then I wanted to punch Harold, Even though Harold got Courtney booted out of the game, something about Trent wanted me to hurt him. Dont know why though, I walked back into the trailer with everyone asleep. I saw Trent still awake in bed with a frown.
"Duncan.." Trent said looking at me.
"Huh?" I answered.
"Was I being bossy to Gwen?"
"Yep." I said getting in my bed.
"You couldn't even lie for a second?" Trent saying annoyed
"Don't plan on to Elvis." I smirked and fell fast asleep
Please R&R I need to know how it is!?
Love TwistedXmo