Thoughts clouded my head as I walked to her apartment.
Girls giggled at me and boys nodded and grinned.
I ignored then and walked right into her apartment and glared at her shocked face.
"Buy. A. Lock. With. Me. Right. Now." I glared as she scratched the back of her head and stared at me apologetically.
After we got the lock I managed to hook it up.
"Thanks Sasori!" Sakura cried happily smiling at me.
She already had new scrapes and bruises and it had only been thirty minutes since I last saw her.
The apartment was dark.
I tried to turn on the light but it didn't work.
I turned to stare at Sakura but she didn't notice.
"Do you want a snack? I'm sure I have something…" She muttered searching through her empty cabinets and drawers.
Finally she walked slowly over to the fridge.
It had one instant ramen cup.
I grabbed it and looked at the expiration date.
"It's expired." I said in disbelief.
This stuff took years to expire.
She stared at the ground then looked up at me.
"Don't worry I was planning on going grocery shopping today anyway." She lied feebly.
I stared at her for a second.
"Why can't you afford food?" I asked glaring at her.
She flinched.
"It's not as bad as you make it sound." She whispered.
I walked swiftly around the apartment searching for her room.
When I got there I actually took a step back.
She had a stained mattress and a blanket that was it for her bed.
In her closet there was only one other outfit in there.
I heard her rush after me.
"Does he know?!" I demanded turning to face her.
"Yes…" She whispered not even glancing at me.
I slammed my fist into the wall.
"Why haven't you told me about this!?" I shouted at her making her jump.
Then I knew…
I'm so stupid.
I told her I didn't love her.
I told her I didn't care…
But this was way too much.
How could she think I didn't want to know?!
Was I that much of a demon to her?
I sighed closed my eyes and leaned back against the wall.
"Do you think I hate you that much?" I whispered.
Suddenly Sakura fell to the ground grinning as she cried.
"I thought you were disgusted with me… I'm so sorry I just thought you didn't care." She murmured making my heart pound.
I will get you out of this.
You can bet my life on it.