Chapter 3

BPOV

I woke up the next morning with a massive headache and then I looked next to me.

Oh fucking no.

Please don't tell me I did what I think I did.

But I did.

Edward and I had sex!

I lost it to my mom's....boyfriend.

I'm dead.

I slipped on a towel and ran out of his bedroom to go find my clothes that he ripped off me when he took advantage of me and then I saw it standing there. Her standing there at the worst possible time.

"Bella?" My mom asked.

"Hey mom."

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah...I'm fine."

"Why are you in a towel."

"I was just about to go take a shower..."

"The bathroom is that way..."

"I knew that but I was looking for my clothes to bring to the shower to change after I got out."

"What is going on Bella?" She asked and that was when I broke down and began to cry.

She ran over to me. "Bella? What's wrong?"

"I lost it."

"Lost-- WHAT?! How could you be so irresponsible. Do you even know the guy?"

She shook her head yes.

"Who?" But then I saw it on her face, she knew who.

"What. The. Fuck." I'd never heard my mom swear before and she stormed into Edward's bedroom and all I heard was a bunch of screaming, slapping, sobs and then she stormed out without another word to me or him.

I cried some more.


It's been six months.

My mom won't talk to me and Alice is getting fed up with me living at her house and I'm not a virgin.

My life sucks.

I was home alone at the moment and there was a knock on the door and I opened it to Edward's face who I haven't seen since that day.

"Can I come in?"

"You took advantage of me." I accused.

"I swear, I thought you lost it."

"Couldn't you tell I was tight?"

"I was a little drunk myself."

"That doesn't let you off the hook."

"Get over it."

"No."

And then he took out a gun and shoot me and I died alone.

The End R&R