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WARNING!: There must be something wrong with me… Read the story to find out. There's an original draft me if you want to read it. It's kind of serious though…
Also, this chapter's called 'Confusions' because that's what the original's one doesn't have anything good. Well..Yeah...Read it first anyway cuz' that's all I can give for now...
Disclaimer:
Carla: Hey, Katie!
Caitlynda: What is you problem?
Carla: Don't be mean…I can banish you from my story you know…
Caitlynda: You wouldn't.
Carla: But I can. And I can make you grow wings too.
Caitlynda: Why would you want me to grow wings?
Carla: You'll see..*evil laugh*
Caitlynda: You are seriously weird. I can't believe you made me..OMG! Why am I growing wings??
Carla: *snips off wings with scissors*
Caitlynda: *Screams in pain*
Carla: He he. Never be rude to THE ALMIGHTY CARLA!!!
Caitlynda: Hah! Almighty what?! You don't even own Twilight!* snicker*
Carla: Yea… So? Stephanie Meyers does. But I own you…* goes darker*
Caitlyda: NOo00oOoO…………………….* silence*
Carla: Muahahaha.*Cough Cough* To the story! ( brightly)
"Are you human?" Stupid, skeptical Embry asked.
"What do I look like? A werewolf?" Yea, I did that on purpose.
"What ..?" Hah. Embry was shocked into silence.
"What?" I shot back. I was actually enjoying myself, but to others, I was putting on a serious face.
"Er… Never mind. Come on. They're probably wondering where we went…"
Ew. Curb my happy mood much? Ugh. When I go to school – in a week – I am so going to start a " Embry ain't cool " club. That is, if I can.
"Okay, okay…Come on, Quilt." I said to Quil while tugging him along. He didn't say anything . In fact, all he did was shoot glances between me and Embry. I began singing . Just for the fun of it. The walk back was too quite.
"Oh~ She's a jolly good fellow!
Oh! She's a jolly good fellow!
Oh she's a jolly good fe-llow~
That nobody can't deny!"
And I kept singing that all the way back to the… Shack. I will decline calling it anything near to a house whenever I can. But I make no promises. I know better than to make myself bound to a small thing like that. When I make promises, I take them very seriously. I don't break one easily .A promise, like, binds me .If I do break one, I'd feel like I just did something horrible.
My mind continued to wonder when I suddenly noticed what I was singing…
"AAAAAAAUGH!" I didn't hold back to scream as the others – Quil and Embry- gave me weird looks… "OMG,OMG, OMG…." Why was I acting this was anyway?
"Ew! What was I singing?" I muttered on as this time, Quil dragged me along toward Jacob's.
Minutes passed when suddenly, a thought struck me.
Something was wrong with this picture. Was something missing from it? … I don't think I care.
"Lalalalalala…" I drabbled on trying to forget I was singing a stupid song. I was usually fine with stupid songs, so why over react now? Sigh. I'm so complicated, I don't understand myself. Joy.
Ah well…. My mind wandered on. But it wasn't long before I got this great idea. Sigh. But it couldn't work now. And it would be awkward too. But it's such a good plan, I'm going to have to do it eventually. Ah well.
" Hi, bro!" I called out to Kialan. " When are we leaving?"
Actually, I just wanted to say something. So I said whatever was in my mind. Kialan just gave me a weird look. Oh. Yea, I guess it's rude. Beside the point that we just got here and all…
"Sorry, sorry… I muttered as I walked by, still being dragged by Quil. Hmm. Somehow, all these guys had a high temperature I was aware of it but it felt almost natural to me.
"Gonna go talk to Sam…" I heard someone-Embry I think say. "Keep..in sight…get back."
HUH? Note the appearance of the big question mark above my head. What the- ? Who's Sam again? Oh yea… He's that twenty year old. I could pry if I wanted too, but I could care less.
Now. What do I do? Well, since I got nothing to do, I might as well go look around…
About 5 minutes later…
So. Boring. Here. Ugh. There's nothing to do! And after all the food was gone, most people left already. Argh! Nobody to talk to…I feel so lonely. Where's my twin when I need him , anyway?
I was still thinking about this when I suddenly got jolted aside by someone. This someone , I noticed was Embry. I was sent into complete shock-since I was so bored, things like that frighten me terribly, and then people think I'm a scardy-cat. Complicating ~
"What – The fool ?! What's that for?"
"Follow me ,please." Embry whispered in a polite tone.
"No." I said firmly. "Why should I?"
He didn't just pull me along by force this time. Weird. That was the kind of thing you would expect from a guy like him.
"Please?" He just pleaded. Not coming an inch nearer.
"No. Just tell me why and I will." I snapped stubbornly.
"Why are you so stubborn?" Ding! "Can't you just come along? Why are you being so difficult?"
I just stared angrily at him. I hated doing things against my will. I hated being pushed around. Anyone who did, usually had to pay.
"Fine. We're just going to talk to Sam. It's nothing." He gave in.
Yea right. Nothing. Sure…
"Whatever." I said before following him. I mean, what could he do. He'd pay if he tried. But it would be nice if he did…Then I could have a reason to hit him…
"Huh?" I exclaimed as he brought me toward a circle of guys." What?"
"Embry here said…No. He claims you shocked him somehow on the cliff. Quil here says the same. What did you do to them? They said they felt nothing but immense pain just now." Sam Uley asked me.
"Uh? How am I supposed to know? Are you saying I'm actually a human formed electrifier or something?" I shot back.
Ah. But you are…You just got a new ability, Katie. You have used enough of instincts to have it evolve and…
NO! Why did my instincts have to kick in now? What is with it and it's overload of information ways? Yeesh.
......
Wait…WHAT?! I GOT A NEW…
"Katie? Hello?" Seth asked, shaking a hand in front of my face. Oh. I must have zoned out on them. Yeah, this happens a lot. You see, my little voice, instincts and I constantly have conversations with each other. This, sadly, happens very frequently. It's like every one just disappears and I'm talking to my two best friends- which they aren't by the way.- Very annoying….
"Katie !"
Wah ? Huh? Oh …Right.
Then I noticed Seth's freaking arm in my face. I couldn't resist my reflexes. I grabbed his arm, pulled it to my lips, and bit hard.
"Ow, ow,ow…." Seth said, shaking his arm. Which was now a safe distance away from me.
"Reflex." I shrugged. "Never do that again." I warned him while pointing my index finger threateningly at him.
"Duh." I heard him say softly. Ignored him and pretended I didn't hear it.
"Erm. Where were we agin?"
" You. Are. Hopeless." Embry sighed, flinging his arms into the air.
"What? Seriously! I'm just standing here, clueless, while everyone around me gets all frustrated for something I don't know a thing of! " I fumed. I began to get so angry…
"Katie…" Sam tried to calm me.
"Shut it! Why do you guys have to be so complicating? Huh? Yargh!" My temper kept rising. It was uncontrollable. Argh!
"Kate…" Sam put a hand on me.
" Don't touch me!" I screamed.
Apparently, I didn't need to. After I was calm enough, I saw a big Sam Uley lying on the ground withering in pain.
"Not again…What is with you guys? Why do you keep falling to the ground like that?" I wasn't so mad as I was curious now.
And like just now, Sam jumped up suddenly too.
"Katie…That wasn't us…It was you…" Sam said slowly after getting up.
"What?!"
"Okay. First, cool down. Second, listen to me."
"Humph." But I listened anyway.
" I think… I'm not sure…But I think….That when you get angry or surprised or something…You release a jolt from your skin."
I raised an eyebrow at him. Was it me ,or did he sound like a loony?
I wasn't the only one. The others were looking at him pretty much the same way I was.
The it hit me. Again. Why was I so stupid? Yeesh.
That's for not paying attention to me…
OH, SHUT UP! I screamed internally at my VOICE.
"Gargh…" I stormed away from the group. In full fuming mode. I wanted to talk to Kaiden.
"Don't go after her…" I heard Sam say to someone.
'Kaiden! Yo! Twin! Get the others. We. Are. Leaving.' I shouted at Kaiden through his power. Only I could grasp the trick of forcing him to hear my mental voice in his head. It was a trait I was kind of proud of.
'Okay. Keep your head on. Yeesh. I can hear your anger all the way from here! Oh, wait. That's just your mental emotions. Yeah… Anyway, meet us at the front door' K replied.
I reached there just in time to see Kayla apologizing to Billy Black for leaving so early. Early? Hello! It was late. Gotta get her head checked…
" Come on, Kate." Kialan waved me over towards the way home.
I waved at Billy before leading them home.
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"What. Was. That about?" Kayla asked me through gritted teeth.
"I have something to tell you guys. " I sighed while dropping my head to stare at the wooden floor uncomfortably.
"Well?" Kialan urged me on , placing himself onto a beanie bag. Kaiden took one too. Kayla stayed standing.
I sighed before I began. " Well, this place is…Complicating. Really…"
"Just spit it out Kate…" Kaiden rolled his eyes.
"Fine! " I shot back. Yeesh…. What is with me. I was getting so frustrated internally.
" I'm going to get a whole lot more of powers here!" I snapped my fingers in K's face.
……
After a few seconds of silence, Kialan finally spoke up to break the silence.
"Uh…Is that a good thing or not?" He asked puzzled.
"Hold it!" I told him quickly before the information was inserted into my brain against will. "I guess it depends on how you look at it." I shrugged after making sure it was okay.
"Yea. Well, let's hit the hay. Tis' late ." Kayla ended, making her way to her room- which was still beside mine!
"Agreed! " I yelled as I slumped away towards my room.
********************************************************************************* Before I jumped into my new , comfy, soft bed, I decided to take a shower. I was so frustrated. Our secret was almost revealed! I mean, I know they won't let it out and all, but still! Argh…
I turned the heater on really hot, but as always, the heat never bothered me. My body temperature always seemed to be able to endure heat and cold…
I quickly washed my new raspberry scented shampoo out of my long dark, black hair and dried myself. I quickly blow-dried my hair and changed into a white tank top and dark blue plaid pajama pants. I surveyed my room just one more time…
I had two tables. One- the smaller one - was placed a right under a window – the window wasn't all that big…It was medium…- and my bed was pushed against my table, so I could sit on my bed as a chair and look out the window. My bed was like the upper half of a bunk bed. Kaiden got the bottom part. When we moved in, we separated the two, so mine has like, a border. But as you should know, there's a small opening where the ladder 's where my legs will be able to dangle from the bed and under the table .(A/N : If you get confused by how her room looks like, tell me) . To the right of my door- if you're facing the door-, was my closet, and beside that, was my dresser. My dresser was located opposite my bed. So the two were facing each other.
On the other side of my door, was my other, larger table that was to be used for things that I couldn't do on my bed – homework sometimes, painting and when there's not enough light in my corner or if I just want to. In front of that table – sighs, if your facing the table… - would be a smaller window. It was only slightly smaller than the last one, but this one was big enough. A fluorescent light was placed vertically in the corner where my table was place against. On top of the window, were several shelves stacked full of my stuff. There were sketch books, paint, stationery…you know. Stuff. To the left of that table, was a large cupboard where I put all my books and stuff that I couldn't out on the shelf. At the bottom of that cupboard was a beanie bag. My favorite chair!
When you walk into my room, the first thing you see is my window seat! There's this big window across about two thirds of one wall and it has this pretty blue curtain that has another cloth in a lace pattern. White. Very pretty yet plain. Anyway, you know those windows right? There's this cushion thing that starches from one side of the wall to another. But then again, the wall isn't a perfect square or rectangle… so the chair is like a triangle without it's upper tip, stretched out. The cushion was a dark , midnight like blue combined with parts of white and light blue. And In the middle of the room, there was a dark and light blue spiral rug.
Oh. My bathroom? Yeah, I forgot about that. It's outside. The room beside mine. My room was between Kayla- who's bathroom was in her room. Unfair.- and the general bathroom upstairs. Kaiden and Kialan shared one. Their bathroom like…connected the two rooms. Too bad for them. They never use mine anyway . That's why I keep calling it mine. Because I'm the only one who uses it. Which naturally makes it mine. At least it was near my room… The last one was downstairs and another in the master room where my parents will be. I know. Now you get how big the house is.
I sat on my bed and the window beside it caught me sight. I was admiring how nice it was having a view by your bed, but eventually…. It became more and more negative after a certain thought struck me….
"Crap." I sighed under my breath. The neighbors would be able to see what I'm doing. Who lives in the room across mine anyway?
I was a little surprised at first that Wiki – I named that irritating thing that tells me everything I don't want to know Wiki, after the Wikipedia. (Obviously I don't own THAT) since it was such a know it all. (…) Which it literally was. The other voice that just loves making me embarrassed by talking to me at the most absurd and making me reply it in my head VOICE. The caps are there for a reason. Believe me. But VOICE always makes sense. Scratch that. It usually makes sense. Sometimes, I just don't understand what it's trying to say. But I do have good news! Just last night, I finally got the sense to ask Wikki how to turn it itself off. And now, it only comes in when I want to search for something. It won't pop up anymore. Why? It's very complicated. But the point is, I have once again, mastered the art of getting things my way. Hehe. But I had to wait like… 12 hours for it to work… Which would be 5 seconds ago.
O-KAY! Back to reality! Again…
I wondered who was my neighbor. Other than Embry. But he lived across the street. Not beside us, so I had no idea who lives there. I pulled back the curtain a little and took a peek. OMG! The neighbors window was almost in my face! That is way to close for my liking. It must have been a window of someone's room. But who?...There wasn't a need to question myself. Just then, the owner living next door pulled back his or her blinds. So I could see who it was.
When I did though, my mouth dropped open. I mean, could I get any luckier? It was Seth for crying out loud! This can not be fair. When he saw me, his mouth popped open too. And he was back to his staring…Yeesh. I glared at him even though he sort of waved. I faked a smile at him – it was obviously fake, but some people can be so oblivious. – and shut my curtains together. I did not like the scenery behind that window. I had three windows in my room. But that window was enough for me to not want to know what was behind the other two. I am probably not going to open those curtains for some time. I quickly pulled my covers till my chin and fell asleep.
Could this day get anymore worse?
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Ah! A new morning! I was really happy because it was sunny – sunny, not warm – today. I decided to search my e-mail. I turned to my table and turned on my laptop which was conveniently right in the middle of it.
The process didn't take long. I only had three e-mails. The first was from Kelly, three days ago.
Hey Katie! Whazzup? Yo! Howdy!
Okay! Now that that's over! Let's get to the point!
I want to apologize again that I can't go with you to the airport or anything else for that matter. Forgive me! ( Even though I know I'm already forgiven..You can't hold grudges against me, darling.)
How is it at LA PUSH! Great ? Or drab? With you though, it's probably the worst idea your parents ever had… I'm right. No need to be amazed by my wonderfulness. =p I miss you so much! Reply me in like…Soon! ( I know you probably will when you feel the time's right You must be busy…I am such a great friend!) l
Love, Kelly (Cabot)
Ah, Kelly. I always had wondered how she knew me so well , even though she w=knew me since I was 5 …But still. It was so amazing. I love that girl. I missed her too! I decided to reply her even though I don't know about what.
Dear Kelly Cabot ,
We are sorry to tell you that Caitlynda Katya Brandon Young cannot reply your e-mail now. Please contact her through following :
Christopher Edison Young – Father
Katherine Kristen Brandon – Mother
Kialan Alexander Young – Brother
Kayla Maeghan Young – Sister
or
Kaiden Timothy Young – Twin.
She says sorry and Thank you.
…………….
If you fell for that, I bet you're lying. Hi sista! Yo shizzle!
My life is so boring here! It was fine…Until…*sob*
I met some people at a party yesterday. Most seem fine. Some seem weird. I am sure there are more to come .Complications suck .Secret almost revealed! *shocker huh? No? Hmph*. Love ya!
I heart ?
Kat
I smiled at my e-mail. She would understand my whole time here in those few words. Lovely Kelly~
My next E-mail was from Natalie and Elizabeth :
Hi hippie! ( We don't mean it! And you know it!)
Natalie : We miss you, we miss you, we miss you! Already!!! RSVP! ( met any cutie's yet? Huh? Did ya? Did anyone ask you out?)
Typical Natalie…Leave it to her to actually care about my love life. I sometimes wonder if I have one. No. I never wondered. I never cared…
Eli : Ignore her. I know you don't care. –insert agreeing smile here! –Guess what? I'm going to have a baby sister! After 15 years though…Sigh. Chill though! I won't let it get to me! Reply us! I miss you so dearly, girl! BTW my sister's name is going to be Vicky ! Short for Victoria. Haven't decided on a middle name yet! Will tell you though ! XOXO
Reply us, please! People have been crying buckets here! Tell us!
Ur Bst Frenz.
The last line was so written by Eli(zabeth). She was the text-savvy one in our group. Despite her very formal, English name. Her parents really seemed to like those old English names. Poor Eli and Vick ! I typed a quick reply for their sake :
Hold back the tears! Don't need to cry! I miss you two/ too !
Dear Nat and Eli (maybe Vicky too?)
Hi! Life here ain't swell. Miss you lots. Thank you, Nat, for caring about a part of me I could live without. Eli, how are you little ninja-texting-thumbs doing? Texting away? C ya!
Kat.
And lastly, an e-mail from my mom and dad. They only call and text me for some reason. Maybe it's because I'm the one whose phone line is always open ,remembers things, responsible and check my mail because I love my laptop so much. Since I can't drive, my baby is my laptop. No one touches my baby.
To, Caitlynda. ( It's your name honey, live with it!)
Hello Dear! How is it in La Push? I don't think that you remember we used to visit there a few times when you were younger. But I do. ( If you forgot , I'm not surprised.)Anyways, You don't need to reply this e-mail unless you have a need to. Unless you're unaware, the 'vehicles' will arrive around tomorrow or so. We have a surprise! Sorry, couldn't stand not telling you. You'll find out. Hang in there! I know you will. Oh, memories of the times we used to spend in La Push are coming back to me as I write this e-mail. *smile* Yes. You want to know a favourite? Do you remember the Clearwater's? My old best friend Sue married Harry Clearwater. But he's passed away now, mind you.( And your brothers!) I miss her too. Have you met them yet? Okay, reply this message now. =p
I was actually stunned for a few seconds before continuing to read my mothers extra long e-mail. I mean…My mom had inserted a smiley on her e-mail! Real shocking, actually.
Yes. You never seemed to get along with her son, Seth, who's the same age as you…
My eyes narrowed at that but I read on anyway.
I think it was because on the first day he met you, he ate you ice-cream and cake by accident…
WHAT? HE WAS EATING MY FOOD SINCE I FIRST MET HIM!! ICE-CREAM AND CAKE?! My two favorite things! –At least he didn't eat my chocolate, gummy bears, lolly-pops….?
I calmed my self and read on. Eyes still narrowed, mind you.
You never forgave him for that. And then you REALLY loathed him ever since that Halloween we spent there. I think he stole your treats and all you had left were some apples. The boy took all your chocolate, gummies, lolly-pops, sweets,toffee…..
……….
I was so fumed by reading this letter, I didn't really have anymore things to day about that boy. At least now I have a reason for hating every fiber and cell in his body ever since I met him…
I mean…NEVER cross my sweet stuff…NEVER! …Unless I hated it, then you could have it. And if it wasn't really all that good and to make it worse, had raisins or any kind of nut etc. Not to mention have my permission first, then maybe you could have some. I continued to readabout other things this Clearwater boy did to me. Sadly, it stopped there. But I was kinda happy. I mean, enough anger for one day already…
But I wouldn't be one to say to many things he did to you…Wouldn't want you hating him before even seeing him! He's a really cute kid, that boy…
I snorted at the last statement. The rest was, right. Yet wrong. Oh well. Too late for that, Mom!
Oh. I can't wait till we can be with you kids! Only a few months!(That's how I comfort myself.) I miss you all dearly. Come to think of it…I should have out Kayla in charge instead…
I'm with ya!
I hope Kialan doesn't do something drastic or relevant. Oh well. Tell me how you're doing! Your father and I are spending most of our time in our respective work places ,as you should know,it's sad to know more animals and humans are getting hurt. Not much to say, sadly.
Love, Your mother, Katherine
I sighed and replied my mother.
Dear Kathe Mom,
We're fine. We're doing great! It's only been two days so something big is probably coming up from Kialan….Kidding! Relax mom, we're fine. At least, we'll survive? Just need money though…We're running low. By the way, the house is a beauty! Everything else? Well, Get here and see for yourself?
Who's Sue? I'll meet her soon. Do you not realize our house is right beside theirs? Don't worry, I'll go over and meet her sooner or later. And your right. I don't remember. She sounds a good lady though . Em. Not much to say too. Love you
KATYA
I decided to turn off the laptop after sending that last e-mail. When I looked up, I caught sight of a window in a corner of my room. Should I look out? Will it be more disappointment?
Uh, NO? What more is there to disappoint you?
GAH! I WASN'T TALKING TO YOU, VOICE!
Too bad~ Toodles!
Grr… I hate that voice. But I think I should thank it…
WELCOME
Excuse me! …. … since I had nothing to be afraid of. The window in front of my larger table gad a view of the forest surrounding La Push. Wow. The perfect spot. I could paint it right at my tanle. The forest I mean. Yea, I paint stuff sometimes. I read, I write. I'm a random person. Wow. That matches my abilities.
Slowly, I turned towards the large window pulled away a small part of the curtain before tying it to both sides leaving it open. The view had three sections, you could say. To the right, was the border of the forest, the middle part, had another unknown window, and the left, was the back of the Clearwater's house.
And now, it's about time to look around…
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Okay. Yea, I cut short the ending because it was 11 pages already! And I haven't been able to update because 1 ) I am Lazy. 2 )Story still doesn't come out right. 3) Lazy.
So forgive me…Sucky chapter. Please? Enjoy it as much as you can! That's what the disclaimer's for! ( well, not until now…)
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