Chapter 2

I love being alone. Lily took Julie to hunt and they left me all alone for the afternoon. Although, they are probably home by now. But I don't care. This is my time. Currently, I am alone in the woods. My ipod is on my doc and I am just being stupid. As I dance around the woods, I listen to the sound of nature around me. Everything seems so peaceful it scares me that everything isn't like this. I wish it was. But in the mythical world, peaceful is when your prey doesn't put up a fight. Even that is quite a long shot.

The world never seems to just be cake for vampires. Especially when the Volturi watch your every step like they do with my family. If we move, we must tell them where. If we kill one of our kind, we must tell them who. But Lily thinks it's because we all have such powerful gifts, and when we reach twenty, we will be turned to a full vampire. Just like when Julie is the appropriate age, she must be changed. Although we see no guaranty that Lily will allow Julie to be changed.

Lily also says she doesn't like the Cullens. She thinks they are 'sketchy'. Especially since they will be watching our every move like the Volturi when they find out we…cheat. Lily likes to hunt, to really hunt. She likes human blood, and so does Julie. We don't see the harm in an occasional human. Lily actually only lets Julie drink human blood, with human food of course. I try to stick with the animal diet, but sometimes…I can't help myself. Humans appeal more to me then to Lily. She finds their scent to be…appealing, but not unbearable. I find them to be taunting and insufferable.

I stopped dead in thought. I heard the leaves rustle and I heard branches snap. I turned very slowly to see a figure walking over. As the wind blew faster, I found myself about to attack as his magnificent scent whirled to me. His blood was nothing I had ever smelled. It was lilies and white tea, which is my favorite scent. It called to me more than any human ever had. It was almost singing, and the song was a haunting melody I couldn't wait to enjoy more thoroughly. But I stopped. He was big like the wolves. He had the same dark skin and the same cropped hair.

"Who are you?" He asked quietly. His voice sounded like angels and I found it hard not to run and sink my teeth in the biggest vein in his neck. I needed the gorgeous blood. I could hear his pulse beating through his hot skin. He looked like an angel sent to earth as he walked closer with only a pair of shorts and his chest completely bare. He stopped dead in his tracks only 3 feet away. He smelled the air as the wind whipped toward him, he took an involuntary step back. "You're on our land, bloodsucker."

"Run away, boy. Before I have to kill you." I hissed as I tried with all my power to walk away. I couldn't. I was frozen in place, my muscles completely unready to leave the scent as my skin was wrapped in his warmth that was radiating to me. "I'm not safe." I looked up hesitantly to meet his eyes and his body jerked. His eyes held a new expression, something of love and adoration.

"I can handle myself." He whispered as he kept edging closer and closer until he was almost touching me. I could feel my eyes turn black and my throat ached with the burning sensation of hunger. He could see how I only starred at his neck and slowly he took my hand in his. "Go head." He sighed. I could see this wasn't how he normally acted. He seemed reluctant to even let me near him. But I didn't react. The second he spoke those words I had sunk my teeth in his neck. His taste was even better than his smell. I couldn't describe it if I wanted to. I felt the monster inside me fight to get free, but I refused. I felt my common sense slowly coming back as the sweet liquid slowly drove me crazy. I felt my eyes turn the sickly red color I hated. And I heard this young boy I don't even know let out a single whimper.

I jumped back from him. I saw him slowly touch the place I bit and smile. I felt my body completely regain the missing power I had felt from a non human diet. Everything seemed clearer and I felt free. "I'm so sorry." I whispered to him as I felt my feet start to run. I heard his distant cries. I know who I must see, and it has to be soon.

I walked slowly to the Cullens mansion, and I took a deep breath as I approached the door. I knocked once. I heard a muffled voice and not even half a second later, Carlisle stood in front of me. He noticed my eyes and seemed sad, but smiled sadly as he led me into the living room. I heard all the Cullens enter. I turned my back and looked out the window. I could sense them all watching, and waiting for me to speak. I could even hear Bella's slow heart beat. Somehow, it didn't make me thirsty, actually the only thing I felt was repulsed. I couldn't even control my self hatred.

"It goes away, slowly." Jasper whispered to me. I heard him behind me. I only nodded silently. I sensed him go back to Alice. I felt my body slowly calm down as I turned around and looked everyone in the eyes. I noticed Edward sighing as he looked at me with an understanding expression.

"You drank human blood." Carlisle commented. I could see the disappointment in his eyes, and I only now realized I craved his approval. He is so fatherly, and I wish I had that. Even Lily said that to me. She wished Ludious was with us, we wish we could find what it is like to have a dad, someone to look out for us, to love us.

"His scent…it was amazing. I tried to run away…but he knew what was wrong…and he let me. He said I could. And I couldn't control myself. No human had ever smelt so…magnificent in my whole life time. And his taste…I thought I wasn't going to be able to stop." I whispered as my emotions took over and I let the tears spill over. "What is he? Why did he smell so good?"

"He was your singer." Edward said as he walked over slowly and hugged me, brotherly. I could tell he was trying to read my mind. I let my shield down and showed him everything that happened, everything I felt…everything I did. I hurt him…he whimpered. It had hurt him. I can never forgive myself. He wasn't like the other humans I had drunk blood from. I felt…attached to him…everything…my every thought, my every emotion revolved around him. "And he was Jacob."

"Jacob is her singer?" Bella asked with a surprised expression. She seemed deep in thought as Edward only nodded to her. Everyone seemed happy about my sudden discovery, except Bella. I could tell she had intense feelings for him, and that only made me more defensive. I could tell Edward was reading my mind. He walked over to Bella slowly and wrapped his arms around her.

"What does a singer imply? I just have to suck him dry and I won't have to think about him again?" I asked seriously. Bella gave me a startled expression, and then it turned frantic. She seemed to watch the door, as if she is going to bolt out of it any second.

"Oh my…he…imprinted on her." Edward gasped as he replayed everything that happened out of my mind. It made me confused immediately. Imprinted? What is that? The thing that scared me was that as he said it, I became all warm and tingly inside. I felt wanted…needed by only this one sentence.

"What is imprinting?" I asked suddenly. Everyone turned to me and sighed. They seemed sympathetic and I hated it. I could read the pity on their faces. Bella's only read jealousy, happiness, and dread. It made me confused again. Her emotions were contradictions. Everyone was the opposite of the other. If she was sad, she was happy, if she was excited she was also depressed.

"It means…well let's just say he found a soul mate in you." Carlisle said quietly. I was suddenly furious. That means I can never get rid of him. Everyday his taunting scent will slowly drive me mad. I can't take that. It will completely ruin my life. The monster I had grown very fond of over the years broke out and my thoughts were consumed with death. I wanted him gone, or at least for him to be like me. So I will never have to deal with his mouth watering scent. And that is what I intend on doing.

"No!" I yelled as I jumped from the open window and started running. I let my natural born killer inside of me take control and I let my nose follow the scent that will lead to Jacob Black. I will have him.