What Do We Do Now? Chapter 2, a glee fanfic

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* Emma's POV *

I am shocked. The man of my dreams just asked me to marry him. But I can't help but wonder if it is still too soon. He just got divorced a little over a year ago, and I can tell he is sill hurt by it. He still has trouble trusting people, including me. I try to stop thinking about all the doubts and think about my future. The future I have always imagined was with a guy like Will. It was love at first sight. Or it was for me, anyway. Once I met Will, I realized that he was the only man I ever wanted to be with. But back then, he was married, and I was forced to settle for someone else. I realize that besides m family, Will is the only person who ever truly understood me. Even Ken said I was crazy. It would be a mistake not to marry Will. But I can't help but think that marrying him would be a mistake too. I take a shaky breath and he says my name, pulling me away from my thoughts.

"Em?" Will asks, unsure of himself. I can tell he looks hurt. I realize I have no idea how long I was just standing there for. I take a shaky breath and smile.

"Of course I will marry you, Will." I begin to cry tears of joy, and he does too.

"I love you so much Em." Will says, kissing me passionately.

* The Next Day *

When I wake up in the morning next to Will, I look at him and smile although he's still sound asleep. I begin to say something to try and wake him up when I feel queasy and run to the bathroom, emptying my stomachs contents into the toilet bowl. I can feel hot tears running down my face. I will never get used to this morning sickness. I hear a pair of footsteps rush down the hall and see Will enter the bathroom.

"Its ok babe." he says reassuringly as he holds up my hair. Him being there with me every time I needed him was one way I knew he truly loved me. I knew I made the right decision by saying yes. "Em, why are you crying?" He asks once I finish. He holds up a cup of mouthwash and patiently waits for me to finish cleaning my mouth for my answer. I never stop crying through the whole process.

"I don't think I can do this, Will. I'm not ready to be a mom yet!"

"Hon, your great with the kids at school. And even though things may be tough at times, I'll always be here for you. You're gonna be an amazing mom." Will said, smiling.

"Will, you don't know that! I can't even handle a little morning sickness, how am I going to handle taking care of a baby?! This was all such a big mistake!" the moment I said this, Will's face fell, and I knew the mistake I had made by saying that.

"What was 'such a big mistake', Emma? Being friends with me? Being in a relationship with me? Having sex with me? Getting pregnant? Getting engaged to me? Because you could have stopped all of that, Emma." Will said, his voice getting louder as he said each sentence.

"No Will! I didn't mean it like that.."

"Then how did you mean it, Emma?" I stood there, stunned. How could I have made such a big mess by saying seven words? "That's what I thought." Will walked out of the room and grabbed his keys, phone and jacket and was out the door. I feel my back hit the wall and I slide down it, hiding my head in my hands. What did I just do? I sit there, leaning against the cold bathroom walls for hours, crying. When I finally get up, it is dark outside. Still wiping away tears, I run to get my phone. I call Will four times, and when he doesn't answer the fifth time, I leave a message.

*Will POV*

I hear my phone ring, but I ignore it. I know exactly who is calling and I don't think I can handle talking to her right now. How could this have all gone so wrong? One day we were a happy couple. Maybe we were stuck in the honeymoon phase... which I thought never existed. I look out the windows and see old couples walking through the park, and that is how I always saw Emma and I. My phone keeps ringing, and it beeps letting me know I have a voice mail.

"Will? I-its me, Emma. Listen, I-I know I really messed up, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything you must have had to put up with by living with me. I guess, well I guess what I'm trying to say is that I, I still love you and if you could forgive me, I-I really want you to come back. I love you, Will." Oh God. How could I not call her back? It takes all my will power not to turn the car around and console her, but I do it. I drive until I don't know where I'm going, but I don't care. I just need a night to myself, and I'll call Emma in the morning.

*Morning*

I wake up in a motel not to far away from Lima, and I open my cell phone to see if Emma called again. 10 missed calls. I feel horrible for not calling back, so I do so right away. The phone rings once before she picks up.

"Will?!" She asks in disbelief.

"Hi Emma..." I say, unsure of where we stand.

"W-Will I am so sorry for reacting so badly. I was, well I was completely over reacting. Of course I want to have a family with you, I just got, overwhelmed with everything. Being, being pregnant and everything, its just hard to get used to and I wish you would come home..." She trailed off. My heart broke when she said all that, and I wanted nothing more then to do just that.

"Emma, listen. I'm not sure that this is what you want in life. I mean, did you ever really imagine having kids? I know this might have been a mistake, and I'm sure you feel that way, but this is what's happening. If I could go back in time and make sure this never happened, I would, but I can't."

"Will, what do you mean by 'this' never happening?"

"I'm not sure Emma. What do you want it mean."

"Will, I, I don't know what your asking me. I love you, and I think that's all that matters. We can, we can get through this. Together."

"Are you sure that's what you want?"

"Of course Will. I love you. I, I mean that." I could hear her smile through the phone, and thats when I knew I could never hurt her again.

"Alright Em, I'm sorry. I'm coming home. Love you." I say, hanging up the phone and driving back to Lima.

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