Disclaimer: Gakuen Alice belongs to Tachibana Higuchi.

A/N: Sorry for taking long to update. I was feeling uber happy lately that I couldn't find the right mood to write sad stuff.^^ But, I hope this chappie would be deserving your long wait. :D Also, thank you very much for everyone who reviewed and favorited/added the story to alert. Writing Not Stolen had been very much of a pleasure because of you, dear readers. :)

CHAPTER TWELVE

GOODBYES AND BROKEN BONDS

Principal Kazu let out a loud sigh after making the last urgent telephone call he had to ever since he received that call. He thought his worries were all over after the Alice extraction had been a success, yet here comes trouble again.

He closed his eyes as he remembered the panicking voice of Aoi Hyuuga over the phone half an hour ago.

"Uhm, e-excuse me…T-this is Aoi Hyuuga, a-and—" a girly voice on the other line said as soon as he picked the phone.

Kazu frowned as he smelled trouble, but tried to lighten up his tone. "Yes, Ms. Hyuuga? This is Principal Yukihira. Did something happen?"

As if an answer to his question, he heard a sob from the girl. Something was really up, he thought.

"Ms. Hyuuga?" he prompted once more, trying to not sound pushy so Aoi could have the time to calm down.

Aoi stifled another sob but started to speak again. "M-my…brother… Natsume-nii-chan is…"

He was expecting that the call was about Natsume Hyuuga, yet he couldn't help but be alarmed. "What happened to him?"

The girl started crying once more, but tried hard to tell him what happened.

"I…I was cooking downstairs and he was at the balcony, then… Then suddenly I just heard him scream so loud—like he was in extreme pain…then I heard a sound of someone collapsing on the floor. When I saw him, he was clutching his head and looked like his head was hurting so much…then he lost consciousness…"

Possible after-effects of the extraction, Kazu thought.

"Did you bring him to the hospital?" he asked, thoughtful of the current condition Natsume was in.

"Y-yes… I called Dad immediately, then we brought him to the hospital nearby. He's currently under examination… T-then I remembered you advised me to call you in case something happens to my brother…"

Kazu was impressed at the girl's intelligence—just like her mother was, Kaoru Igarashi. He kept the remark to himself and instead focused on the matter at hand.

"Thank you for not forgetting, Ms. Hyuuga. Give me the name of the hospital and I will deal with the matter and the hospital expenses, so please tell your father that everything will be taken care of. The both of you… just stay by Natsume's side."

Aoi replied with the name of the hospital and a soft 'yes'on the last line he said. She added in a hesitant voice, "W-will…my brother be alright?"

Kazu himself was anxious about Natsume's state, though he dare not say anything unnecessary to the young Hyuuga. "He will be, don't worry," he said instead, hoping that the boy will really be alright.

After the girl muttered a soft 'okay' and prompted to cut the line off, Kazu did the same, then proceeded to calling the director of the said hospital to ask about Natsume's condition and arrange other matters.

Principal Kazu opened his eyes and sighed once again. He was in a great dilemma…whether to tell Mikan or not about Natsume being hospitalized. He knew that his niece didn't take the results of the extraction very well, of course, but at this rate, Natsume was in a dangerous state that neither he nor the doctors know what the source and cure is. There was probably just one who knew…and that was still, Mikan.

He took a glance at the three picture frames on the far corner of his desk—one was his and Yukki's, one was still them plus Yuka on a random day inside his office, and the last one was his and Mikan's—on her elementary graduation day. He shifted his eyes between his brother and his niece's faces, then Yuka and Mikan's faces…and suddenly, a wave of sadness crashed in on him. Mikan had the same smile as Yukki back then, however, that bright smile of hers was tarnished ever since she had been informed of the Alice extraction…and she had the ghostly, empty look that Yuka once had when she was young.

But, he thought, Mikan had the strength that her parents had. Kazu was positive that she could bear the news about Natsume well, and help with resolving his current state. Well, at least, he hoped.

But that hope came crashing down when hurried, consecutive knocks fell on his door. He didn't have to ask who it was, he had already sensed.

"Demi, come in."

The tall and rugged Dangerous Ability Class adviser came in, his face as stoic as ever. He strode into the office with a rush that Kazu understood—meant business. And was urgent.

"Youichi Hijiri came to me a while ago, saying that Mikan Sakura—"

As soon as he heard his niece's name, Kazu panicked, cut Demi off, and asked. "What happened to Mikan?"

Demi frowned, yet continued. "She is inside that bear's house…she had locked herself for almost two days straight already, without food or anything. She set-up strong barriers around the construction, and no one could get near the area or they'd be electrified. Hijiri said he had been guarding the house since yesterday, doing all he can to prompt Sakura out of there, but she still hasn't…"

Kazu's brows furrowed with every word he heard from Demi. He was afraid this would happen… but he didn't except it to actually happen, and just during this crucial time. He inwardly cursed, which was rare, but he felt…helpless—because he can't do anything for his niece. And this time too, how cruel he might be, he had no choice but to get Mikan out of there...tell her the truth about Natsume, and get her to cooperate in solving the case. It was callous, but he had no choice, duty calls. He would just have to do his best to support his niece from coping up on her emotional distress.

"Let's go," Principal Yukihira said, grabbing his coat from the stand, walked out the door with Demi silently on his tread.

***

'I don't want to make another big mistake.'

'I couldn't just ignore these premonitions I'm having..!'

'I wouldn't bear it if Natsume loses his sanity when he remembers…'

'But…'

'But…!'

Mikan clutched handfuls of her auburn locks as she buried her face deeper into the pillow occupying the space between her legs. Not minding the darkness enveloping the whole house, she continued to battle with her thoughts, the enraging war in her mind relentless, repetitive, wracking her whole system down.

She had lost all her appetite. She had no more tears to shed. All her senses had gone numb.

She was nearing her limit.

The soft, comforting cushion fell off to the side, but she didn't move a single inch… didn't even blink an eye. Mikan continued to stare blankly at the cold wooden floor, silently wishing it would open and devour her, so as to escape—run away from what this harsh reality had been dishing out upon her. She couldn't take it anymore. She wanted to break.

As if not tired at all, her mind started to work again—this time, showing her memories of them…Natsume and hers. Those happy days. Those times when they were both sure that their love could withstand anything in this world.

"I'm not giving up, Mikan. Even if hell freezes over, I won't give up on us." Natsume held her hands tight, his crimson orbs tinted with absolute resolution. "So don't you cry anymore. As you said, this won't be the end of us."

Her grasp on her flowing hair tightened. Her chest started to tighten once more.

"Me too. I think, if by any chance I suddenly lose my memories, I know I will still love you. I don't know why, I just feel I will do."

"A-are you sure?" she asked, afraid, but hopeful.

"Yeah, so if that happens, don't give up on me," Natsume said, following his line with a wink.

Mikan closed her eyes and squeezed them shut, hard. A cascade of Natsume's words and promises winded inside her head, his voice echoing, the feeling still reverberant—everything still fresh in her memories. As fresh as the pain she was having right now…in her heart, within her entirety.

'We're probably…not meant for each other, Natsume.'

Just when she thought she was out of tears already after crying straight for almost two days, more of those beads of water appeared from the corner of her eyes, flowing across her already tear-stained pale face. Natsume's face fleeted across her mind—his handsome, strong, seemingly cold features still concrete in her memory, his attractive crimson eyes still piercing her heart.

'Maybe, my role in your life is over. That's why you mustn't remember me.'

'You must've met me…so I could take you out of the darkness, and relieve you of your pain. And now, due to that Alice extraction, you were granted to live…a normal life.'

She stifled a couple of sobs as she realized she was slowly coming into a conclusion.

"And in that new life…I must not take part in it anymore," she continued in a rasped sound, unknowing that she voiced out what she was thinking.

Flashes of her premonitions replayed in her mind. Natsume will break. If he remembers, he will go insane.

Mikan opened her eyes, directed her vision up at the ceiling, and let the rest of her tears flow freely… letting go.

As she would…

With Natsume.

***

Youichi stood at the nearest spot he could without being electrocuted by Mikan's barrier and stared at Mr. Bear's house—where Mikan had isolated herself for two days straight already. He was beyond agitated—he didn't like the thought of what was happening to her inside the small hut. He had been guarding the place since yesterday, he thought at first that it was best to leave Mikan alone after she told him about her premonitions. But when there started to have no signs of life inside, he forced Mikan to leave the house, but instead, the girl created a strong barrier around the area.

He was dead worried. He didn't want to think that Mikan could be suicidal, but the thought kept ramming through his head. He knew she had no food or anything inside, he knew there were lots of pointed objects inside Mr. Bear's home that she could cut and kill herself with…and the awareness of that made him all the more anxious. No matter how 'Mikan Sakura' and 'suicide' didn't match in this life, Youichi knew that she was starting to lose it…ever since the issue of the Alice extraction started. Moreover, when Natsume left, and now—these premonitions she was having. Mikan could be overtly optimistic, but she was just human. And she was indeed, suffering.

He didn't get to control the urge to scream her name for the nth time since yesterday.

"Mikan!" Youichi called out, "—Come on, get out of there now!"

Still, no response.

He touched the barrier once more, not surprised anymore with the electrifying sensation, yet…the pain was still there. He closed his eyes and wished Demi and the high school principal would arrive soon. He was going crazy thinking that something had happened to Mikan.

'Why?'

He froze at the single question word that reverberated through his mind. 'Why?' it said, echoing repeatedly in his head.

His last meeting with Natsume before the extraction flashed through his mind.

"Take care of the idiot," Natsume whispered, patting his head the way he always used to ever since they became close together when he was but a toddler. Youichi, despite being in his older version, was a tad bit shorter than Natsume, letting the latter still treat him as a child.

Youichi grabbed Natsume's hand on his head and prodded it away from him. He smirked. "Making me a baby-sitter, Natsume-nii?"

The raven-haired guy returned the trademark smirk. "A handful she is…but protect her," he said, the last two words voiced out softer.

"Of course. Ugly is important to me too," the spirit manipulator said, "—and since you're not around, I guess, baby-sitting her would be my job now," he added teasingly.

Natsume shrugged and smiled amusingly. "Just no foul plays, brat," he said, emphasizing on the word 'brat'. He always did that to remind Youichi that his original age was still too young to be making moves on girls. Though Youichi knew, that it was Natsume's defense mechanism to ward him off Mikan—whom both of them had a special connection to.

Youichi closed his eyes as memories of his favorite Nii-chan fleeted across his mind. Yes, he vowed to protect Mikan for him, and that was the reason he didn't want something to happen to Mikan. He didn't want to disappoint Natsume, and he didn't want to break a promise.

He stared at the seemingly empty house once more. A flash of Mikan's smiling face seeped into his mind. She was special to him. He wanted to protect that smile on her face.

'Mikan…'

"Hijiri," a stern voice came from behind him, instantly cutting off his thought and making him spin around quickly to see who was there.

The high school principal and Demi. Youichi sighed in relief, though discreetly. Now they could take Mikan out of there.

"Still no signs from her inside there," he informed, eyeing the house with anxiety. He hoped she wasn't stupid enough to actually kill herself. He inwardly shuddered at the thought, making him curse.

"That kid," he heard Principal Yukihira mutter between his breath, then quickly walked over to the barrier to test its strength. Demi did the same and cursed after the electrocution, commenting that Mikan had actually managed to put up a strong barrier.

The three of them knew how strong Mikan Sakura actually was. After escaping the academy during the Alice War, she went into an intensive training under her mother, successfully harnessing both her Nullification and Stealing Alice, together with the Insertion Alice that came along her Stealing. During that time also, it was found out the Mikan also had a constitution like Shiki's—one that had large compatibilities with alice stones, though Mikan's compatibility levels were a degree lower than Shiki's. Having nearly mastered her two rare alices and with high compatibilities, Mikan Sakura was considered one of the most powerful alice wielders in the world of Alice. After the Alice War, she was transferred to the reformed Dangerous Ability Class—who still did missions for the academy however they were easier, safer, well-chosen ones, and didn't need to use that much alice. So Mikan had to undergo physical training for that, making her all the more powerful. But still, the girl remained low-profile and still…herself.

But strong allies could make strong opponents. And things like this strengthened that idea. Who knows if even Demi or the headmasters could take down Mikan's barrier? Of course the middle school principal could, but that creepy woman wouldn't pay no mind to petty things like this.

Though Principal Yukihira seemed to know what to do.

Youichi stepped aside as he watched the man with unruly auburn locks take out a pearly white alice stone from his pocket and directed it to the center of the barrier. From its color, he guessed it was the Dispel Alice—an alice that destroys different kinds of barriers. However, the alice itself was of low potential only, so 'what more could one small alice stone be?' the spirit manipulator wondered to himself.

Demi stood in front of the center of the barrier, where the Dispel Alice would create a small rip within the barrier…and that would be where he would enter. He cursed, thinking he was like some guinea pig being ordered to do such a task. Principal Yukihira behind him looked at him indifferently, and nodded that he was about to start.

"Just go straight, that's where the rip's direction would go through. The rip would seem wide at first, but it would get narrower as soon as you get further, so activate the Immunity Alice stone I gave you," Kazu ordered, wishing this could be done with soon. He wanted to see so much if his niece was alright, and he also didn't want to prolong this reckless act. He was more than aware that the Dispel Alice stone could backfire and damage the academy's barrier instead—which is, of course, dangerous.

"Well, here goes nothing," Demi muttered as soon as he saw from the corner of his eyes that Kazu nodded—signalling that he had started to rip Mikan's barrier.

'Goddamn spoiled brat,' the DA adviser cursed as soon as he plunged into the barrier, with the electrifying tinges touching his skin a bit. As soon as he took five steps, the sensation started to get more painful, so he activated the Immunity alice—making him immune to the pain for a limited time.

Afterwards, Demi ran for it.

***

Mikan felt it when someone successfully tampered on her barrier, and when someone actually went through and penetrated it.

The higher-ups, she thought dryly.

She wiped the flowing tears from her eyes and smiled lifelessly. How stupid she was. She selfishly locked herself up, not thinking about the consequences…not thinking about those who might have cared. She felt kind of ashamed for acting like a spoiled kid, and now she knew she was going to get a good scolding from whoever was destroying her barrier.

But at least, she had decided.

She smiled bitterly. Those two days she isolated herself were harsh…but at least, she knew that the conclusion she arrived at was for the best. For Natsume…and maybe, for her too. So she could move on.

'There's no other choice anyway,' she thought sullenly.

Mikan, sensing that the person who penetrated her barrier was approaching near, tried to stand up. She felt her knees wobble and her hands quiver. She practically didn't have any strength left—the Barrier Alice continued to sap her energy, and she had neither food nor water for the past two days. She wondered how she lived with it, but she had not much recollection of what she did during the time she was here.

After so much struggle, she finally made it to the door. She gripped on the knob and put her remaining strength to open the door, when suddenly it turned from outside and opened—letting her stumble over to the person who opened it. Having no more energy to shriek or regain her balance, she just let herself continue to fall down on the ground with that someone.

"Sakura!" the man who caught her shouted her name, making Mikan wince. Her head started to receive pangs of pain.

She struggled to look up to see who it was, and her eyes met sharp blue eyes, with locks bordering between white and gray nearly covering those orbs. Demi, she instantly recognized.

"Stupid, put down your barrier!" the man shouted once more, this time, an urgent and ordering tone evident in his voice.

Mikan laughed a bit and spoke in a rasped voice. "Heh…Sorry, I…forgot…"

Demi snorted an annoyed sigh, but stayed put on the ground as support for Mikan, whose legs were sprawled on the cold ground, her upper body resting on his chest. He waited for the girl to focus and take off the barrier.

Once Mikan had successfully dispelled the barrier, she lifelessly fell back on Demi's chest—as if she had lost consciousness—though he knew he was just dead tired and was probably resting. He scooped the girl in his arms into a bridal-style carry, when he heard Principal Yukihara and Youichi Hijiri calling out Mikan's name. He positioned the girl in his arms so she could breathe easily, and started to walk to meet the two approaching men halfway.

Youichi arrived first, his eyes focused on the half-asleep Mikan. He looked at Demi and asked, "Is… she alright?"

Demi nodded, peering at the girl. "Yes, just tired I guess."

Principal Yukihira came from behind and walked straight to get near Mikan. He softly called out his niece's name.

"U-uncle…" Mikan replied when she recognized his voice, but when she spoke she didn't open her eyes. She was too tired to even do so.

"You need to get some rest," Kazu told her, wondering how he could tell her now what happened to Natsume, now that she is was in this condition. He felt a pang of sorrow in his heart for her suffering niece.

Mikan nodded. They were about to walk towards the infirmary when she opened her eyes and reached out to her uncle.

"P-please wake me up first thing tomorrow morning," Mikan murmured, the effort to move even just a bit drained all her remaining strength.

Kazu answered with a questioning look. Mikan answered, "I…I need to see Aoi…" she said, the young Hyuuga's name almost a whisper. –and…Natsume…" she added, almost inaudible.

A hint of guilt flashed through Kazu's eyes. Despite Mikan's almost closed eyes, she saw this and instantly realized why.

"D-did…something…happen…to N-Natsume?" Mikan asked, her voice breaking at every word.

Youichi looked bewilderingly at the high school principal. Something happened to Natsume? And…judging from the look in the principal's face, he was going to let Mikan know, in her condition. "Don't—"he started to protest, but the principal gave him the stare, saying 'I must do this.' The spirit manipulator had no choice but to back off, though finding it hard to ignore the rising objection in his chest.

"Mikan…Natsume has been—hospitalized," Kazu said, his voice gentle enough to at least reduce the shock his niece might take.

But what he saw from her face was the opposite. No shock registered her face. Instead, there was a bitter smile…as if saying 'I thought so'. He looked at her questioningly, but he guessed she didn't see it when she closed her eyes once more.

"Don't worry, Uncle… I know why he was…hospitalized. This is a warning…for me," she muttered, the men around her not quite understanding what she was saying. She continued, "I'm going to see the Hyuugas tomorrow…so please, wake me up…"

She knew her uncle muttered a 'yes', but she didn't get to actually hear it, for the last words that echoed in her mind was far louder than any other scream she ever heard in all her life.

'And see Natsume…for the last time.'

***

"Oneechan!" Aoi squealed in excitement and relief when Mikan quietly entered the room. She quickly got up from the sofa she was sitting at while waiting inside a private room provided by the hospital.

Mikan, undeniably nervous of what she was about to do, forced a smile. The small act itself pained her. A smile was a lie—and there was no way she could smile again after THIS.

The young Hyuuga embraced her tight, not aware of the emptiness in the brunette's eyes and expression. "Nee-chan… I was so worried…" About Natsume, Mikan understood.

The nullifier patted Aoi's raven hair and stroke it gently, comforting her. "Your Nii-chan is strong, Aoi… He would be fine."

Aoi nodded absentmindedly and pulled away from her. They both slowly strode towards the peach-coloured couch and silently sat. The raven-haired girl continued to throw awkward glances at her, while Mikan stayed silent, trying to gather her thoughts.

She felt a tug on her sleeve. "Nee-chan, is there something wrong? You look…" Aoi hesitated, thinking of a proper word. "—different today," she continued, curiously staring at her face.

Mikan quickly averted her eyes and pretended to be thirsty by reaching out for the tea set on the table in front of them. She poured for the two of them and handed Aoi one cup.

The brunette chose to speak after two sips. She faced Natsume's sister. "Aoi, listen…" her voice dead serious, making Aoi almost drop her cup in the instant change in Mikan's tone and demeanor.

"Y-yes?" Aoi answered, quite nervous. She put the still half-full cup back onto the table, while Mikan did the same. After, they unconsciously stared at each other, waiting for the topic to be brought up.

Mikan sighed and held Aoi's hand. "Aoi…listen, this is very important—and it involves Natsume's…health," she started, her voice quite quivering with tenseness.

Aoi's brows furrowed when her brother's name was mentioned, but she kept silent. Mikan continued, staring at the girl's crimson orbs. "I… I want you to… throw the box away."

The young Hyuuga's mouth opened to protest, but Mikan shushed her quick. "Aoi. Listen," she said, her voice ringing with order, making Aoi shut her mouth, a bit afraid at the serious side of Mikan she wasn't familiar with.

"The reason Natsume was hospitalized…I…I know the cause. I had…visions of it, and this time, we're lucky that it only served as a warning for me." Mikan started, closing her eyes for a bit, quite exasperated to even think of the premonitions. "Aoi, Natsume… Natsume will break if he regains his memories," Mikan continued, the words almost a whisper.

Aoi's crimson eyes widened in disbelief, her free hand covering her mouth. "W-what—"

"I know… you don't want that to happen, and I don't either. That's why, we cannot let him remember," the brunette explained. "That's why…you must throw away the box, and guard Natsume from now on."

"T-throw away? G-guard…?" Aoi asked in a hesitant voice.

"Yes, so that he won't have anything to trigger his memories anymore. And you must stay and try to guard…to prevent Natsume from trying to remember…" Mikan answered, and gripped Aoi's hand tighter. "I know you will do it, right, Aoi-chan?"

Aoi softly nodded, but realizing something, she threw a look of disbelief at Mikan. "Nee-chan, b-but, you…"

All Aoi received was a bitter smile.

Mikan let go of the young Hyuuga's hand, and peered at the wall clock. She only had half an hour more to stay, as per orders by the higher-ups. It was time.

The brunette stood up and walked towards the door out of the private room.

"M-Mikan-chan…" Aoi's concerned voice making her pause.

Mikan didn't bother to turn back as she gripped the doorknob tight, as if for support. She resolved all her strength to answer.

"Not all stories…have a happy ending, Aoi-chan," she replied, her voice breaking. "Take care of Natsume…for me," she added, then finally opened the door, walking away.

Stunned, Aoi watched her dear onee-chan's retreating form. She knew she wasn't mistaken when she saw a glisten of tears in the dim light, falling from the brunette's eyes.

***

She stared at his peaceful sleeping face.

Natsume.

She let her eyes remain on the gorgeous combination of his messy raven locks, pale skin, manly contours of his face, his thin lips, his closed eyes covering the stunning crimson orbs that pierced her heart everytime those landed at her.

Natsume.

She reached out for his hand and held it tight. She closed her eyes as she thought of the countless happy moments they had shared—despite constant bickering, arguing and such, she still thought it was really fun to have that kind of 'unique' relationship with Natsume.

I love you, Natsume.

Her heart clenched as she remembered how the pain she felt when she was leaving Natsume before the Alice war was nothing compared to how painful it was right now. That time, when she finally confessed her feelings to him, she thought she would die of sorrow when he gazed at her solemnly…pleadingly, not to go. She could still remember how lonely it had been for her everyday when she was with her mother outside the academy, everytime she remembered Natsume.

I love you so much.

She opened her eyes and her sight landed on the necklaces around Natsume's neck—the ones with the alice stones. Kaoru's, Yuka's, and hers. She smiled bitterly.

I'm sorry.

She bent over Natsume's sleeping form and worked her hands to unlatch the necklaces from his neck. She had no choice but to take the stones too, fearing that they would trigger his memories as well and her premonitions would be fulfilled. She stared at the necklaces sorrowfully before she pocketed them.

I hope you live…a happy, normal life… from now on.

She stooped down and planted as soft lingering kiss on Natsume's lips. She closed her eyes, emotions of sadness and regret filling her chest, as she conveyed her feelings of love and sacrifice. Honestly, she didn't know she could possible move on after this. She didn't know if she could ever stop loving him. She had no idea where to start. But…

I'll do anything…for you to stay well and happy.

Before tears from her eyes could fall on Natsume, she ended the kiss—the last one she would have with him—and stood back straight. She glanced at the clock—and frowned when the time indicated that she had to go.

Mikan was left with the last thing she had to do—rather, take away from him. She held Natsume's hand once more and gazed at the promise ring, the one identical to what she had on her own. She placed her fingers around the silver band and gently removed it…at the same time, feeling the lump on her throat enlarge as she finally felt that this was it. The end of them.

We were not meant to be.

She felt her tears flow as she pocketed the silver bands, as she had removed her own too.

Create new memories. Create a new life… A life, without me.

She threw a last, long stare at Natsume, despite the tears blurring her vision. Her role in his life was over. She came to his life only to give him the light and freedom that distorted his life before. But, she didn't hold his eternal happiness.

Mikan took a deep breath, turned around, and walked towards the door of the intensive care unit Natsume was confined in. She fought all the urge to look back and stay with him, the urge to wish that to hell with everything in this world that took away all her happiness. But she can't. She had decided. Fate had decided.

She gripped the knob tight, staring at the white door, tears flowing freely from her hazel orbs.

"Goodbye, Natsume…"

She opened the door and walked away with a broken heart. The door slowly made its way home, a 'click' from the latch interrupting the deafening silence inside the room.

Except for another sound. A grumble. A rasped voice…from the only person inside the unit.

"Mi…kan."

A/N: "Not all stories have happy endings."--according to Mikan. Do you believe that!? Do you want that to happen!! If not, let me hear! :) PUSH THAT GREEN BUTTON AND REVIEW! ^_^