A/N "You make it hard to smile, because you make it hard to breathe."-- Bella may be getting a little difficulty breathing in this chap ;) ENJOYYY! ;D

Chapter 6 BPOV

I decided to sit with Alice at lunch; after I'd recovered of course.

I found that I had quite a bit of fun. I met her family, and most of them were nice.

I was shocked to learn that Alice and her 3 "brothers" had been adopted.

I didn't get to meet one of them because Alice said he had detention to get to.

I'd snorted at that; I couldn't imagine one of these amazing people to get a detention- though after meeting the teachers I wasn't surprised that they could get a detention.

I spent the whole of lunch talking to Alice ,her siblings-Jasper and Emmett-, and Emmett's apparent girlfriend Rosalie Hale.

I really found that I enjoyed there company, and we all seemed to get along well; except for Rosalie, who by the glares I was receiving really didn't like me at all.

I decided I didn't care; She'd get to know me at some point, I'd make sure of that.

As I made my way to Biology my mind was a confusing haze of wrongs and rights.

I was happy to have finally made a friend.

Also I was really happy that Alice had managed to save me from my classroom disaster-Twice.

But I didn't know how they would react to my past- and present for that matter.

I found my Biology lab finally and made my way to the teachers desk at the front. I smiled at the balding man who sat there, oblivious to the classroom around him.

He looked up as I passed his desk.

"I'm Bella Swan, I'm new here." I stated, handing him my slip from the admin office. He nodded at me, taking the slip. "I know who you are Isabella" He said slightly harshly, signing the slip and pointing to a desk right at the front next to a gorgeous bronze haired boy; though to call him a boy would be a serious sin. Smiling to myself at my luck, I walked towards the desk, and managed to yet again trip over my own two feet. I closed my eyes, prepared to hit the cold stone floor.

Instead, I felt a pair of warm arms encircle my waist, and pull me upright.

I opened my eyes, wanting to know who'd caught me, and the eyes I saw staring back at me left me breathless.

What I saw as I slowly opened my eyes was a pair of fucking beautiful green eyes. But something about those eyes bothered me, and I couldn't quite fathom what had annoyed me about them.

They were seriously, the most fucking gorgeous eyes I had ever seen, in my entire 17 years of life.

I heard a tinkling laugh, that sounded suspiciously like Alice's laugh, and pulled myself out of my stunned stupor.

I straightened up from the crouch I had somehow ended up in, and smiled up at my saviour.

He was none other than the gorgeous Bronze boy. Mm, Ithought to myself. Nice.

He gave me a crooked smirk back and I couldn't breathe... I mean I literally couldn't breathe.

Fuck, I thought to myself as I suffered the beginning of my second panic attack of the day.

I pried myself from my spot in the middle of the room, and ran out of the room.

I stopped when I got to the outside building and slumped over on the pavement.

My head was fucking spinning like crazy, and I couldn't get in enough air.

I couldn't stop myself. I needed to get back , I was slipping into darkness; I was alone in the dark, and I couldn't find a way to get back to Forks.

That was when I finally lost conscience.

I was floating. My head wasn't even trying to wake me up.

To be honest, I was happy here, in the dark.

It wasn't lonely, I had no reason to be scared, I had no obligations, No teacher's to see. No nothing.

I heard a bang, and then felt somebody shaking me.

Okay, now I had a reason to be scared.

I didn't want to leave this peaceful place! They couldn't make me.

The next noise I heard wasn't a bang, it was the most beautiful sound I've ever heard. It was like music.

It was a deep chuckle, And I felt like I was at home and the safest person in the world at the sound.

I had felt to light, so free just seconds ago, and now I just felt so heavy, like all of my limbs were sore and broken.

I could breathe again though, which I supposed was a good thing.

I could feel heat, unusual for Forks.

I wanted to know where the heat was coming from so I slowly pried my eyes open. It was so bright; It really fucking hurt my eyes. I groaned, and I heard another throaty chuckle.

"Where am I?" I croaked towards the unknown person.

He laughed again, and moved away from the light so that I could see his face. Ah, bronze hair...Green eyes. Yum.

"Your at the hospital, Mr Banner sent me to check on you and you were out cold, so I brought you here too see my dad." He said in a matter of fact tone.

Fuck me, his voice is sexier than his eyes, I thought to myself. I heard a chuckle, and groaned internally. I must have been talking out loud because before I could say anything else stupid and embarrassing the guy smiled and said "Do you want me to stop speaking? I mean, My eyes did make you have a panic attack." He said jokingly.

Before I could come up with a witty response, he sighed and said gently. "I thought you were fucking dead."

His serious tone made me laugh like an absolute loon.

"You don't know me, why would it bother you if I was dead." I asked jokingly, before adding "Anyway, what's your name? I don't even know what your called!" I said laughing at my own stupid brain.

" I'm Edward, Edward Cullen" He said, smiling in my direction.

Wait, Cullen?... As in Alice Cullen? I thought to myself.

Edward must have seen the calculating look in my eyes, because he laughed and said "Yeah, you met my sister I'm guessing?" I laughed with him. He was really something this boy.

"Yeah. She's really nice" I smiled up at him.

Just then I realised something. The thing I had recognised so easily in his eyes.

I'd seen that look before.

It was the same look that had been in my eyes for the past few months.

It held secrets, sadness, weariness and defeat.

I let my smile die down as I realised something.

Either Edward didn't sleep either, or he'd been up all night for the past few months practising how to look tired.

This boy really was something, I noted, sighing.

A/N hahah. I really enjoyed writing this chapter. It's a very important chap in my view.