Chapter 12 BPOV

I had spent the rest of the night laying in my room, completely fucking confused.

I remember times where Jake would hug me when I was upset with Renee.

Jake was like a sun.

There was some kind of light In Jake that I was one of the only one's to ever witness.

Now It was like my own awesome sun had fallen, and gone straight to hell.

I cried for about a third of the night; well what was left of it anyway.

It was so quiet in the mornings here.

You could almost hear a pin drop, you could hear nothing.

There was no sounds, not even the rustling of the wind.

There wasn't any birds.

There was just silence.

That was until Charlie woke up.

I listened to Charlies morning rituals, while trying to get my mind to cheer itself up.

I instantly stiffened as I remembered that last night I had forgotten about the figure.

Who the fuck were they?

And what were they doing looking into my house.

I wish I could have spoken to Charlie about all of this, but I just know that he wouldn't have believed me.

I wouldn't have believed me either.

I glanced at my clock and sighed.

It was time to get up.

I groaned and stretched, making my way towards my closet.

I grabbed a Long sleeved purple t-shirt and green hoodie and headed towards the bathroom.

Once I was decent-ish, I made my way back to my room.

I don't know why, but I decided I would wear some make-up today.

I outlined my boring brown eyes, with some black eye liner, and added a blue shadow to my top eyelids.

I smoothed some foundation under my eyes, to cover up the dark circles that were becoming more prominent each day, and brushed my hair down.

I grabbed my straighteners and made my hair a little bit more sleek; not that it would last long with the probable rain.

I laughed as a glance out of the window told me what I already knew.

Rain.

Typical Forks.

I wondered when Forks had become a kind of home to me, and sighed.

It has always been home, I'd just never wanted to admit it.

Even when I had been living with Renee, I had never once had friends.

I had never had a family.

I had never been loved.

Thinking about the L word had me zoning out imagining Edwards arms around me again.

I didn't love Edward.

But I could grow to love him.

I pondered this as I took a bite from my apple.

I couldn't really recall leaving the house.

I only really woke up when I heard the deafening roar of my engine.

I made my way to school, and parked next to a silver car.

Hm. Nice car.

I saw a flash of black heading towards me as I stepped out of my truck, and I almost screamed.

I say almost, because I was on the floor half a second later being enveloped in a warm hug.

"Bella!" Alice screamed.

Ah, It was too early for screaming.

I laughed at her and smiled, returning the warm embrace.

"Hey Ali!" I gently pushed her off of me; We were in the middle of the parking lot, and attracting a lot of attention.

She laughed and helped me up, offering her hand to pull me off of the cold ground.

I smiled gratefully at her, before reaching into my truck for my things.

"Come,lets go to lessons" She said, while leading me towards the English building.

"Okay" I said, hoping today would be better than yesterday.

Once again, as I entered the class room I tripped over and landed face first on the floor.

"Ugh!" I exclaimed, pulling myself up from the ground and making my way towards my seat.

So much for a better day, I thought bitterly.

The lesson started and everybody eventually stopped staring at me and sniggering.

I could see that the teacher was getting pretty fucking pissed.

I sighed quietly as I realized the amount of trouble I had caused since moving here.

The rest of my lessons were quiet and uneventful; except of course, the constant stares and odd sideways glances.

I got to the lunch table and my jaw nearly dropped.

Edward Cullen, was sitting, at our table.

Fantastic.

I slid into the seat furthest from him and tried my fucking best to ignore him.

I really did try.

Trying wasn't good enough apparently, as every few minutes I would find myself lost in Edwards eye's.

Until he caught me staring.

Uh-oh.

He glared at me for second, and I couldn't help but shrink away from the pure hostility in his eyes.

Edward Cullen scared me.

I groaned as I remembered that Edward was my lab partner for Biology, and I would have to put up with him for longer.

The bell rang signaling the end of lunch and I realized that Alice had been asking me a question. Shit.

"Uh, I'm sorry what Ali?" I muttered, looking down.

"Jeez Bella! Your back! Haha. Okay, so were having a sleepover at mine tonight and your coming." She smiled, giving me a knowing glance.

Great. A sleepover...At Edwards house. Great.

I knew that resistance wouldn't get me anywhere so I simply nodded, closing my eyes from Alice's scream.

Ow, my fucking ears were gunna need replacing.

I saw Edward smile from the corner of the table and smiled back automatically.

I couldn't quite remember why I was supposed to hate Edward Cullen.

Biology was rather boring, and Mr Banner was giving me very dirty looks for the majority of the hour, due to my antics last lesson.

Edward didn't talk to me today, and just spent the entire lesson glaring at Mike.

I couldn't think of a single reason for Mike and Edward to be fighting except for me.

Mike and Edward had both wanted to drive me home, and Mike had won in that battle.

Though at first, I would have preferred for Edward to drive me home, after what he had said to me I would be happy if I never set eyes on Edward again.

As I was leaving the Biology classroom, Edward had grabbed my arm and tried to talk to me.

"Bella I'm sorry, I was out of order and I shouldn't have-" I interrupted him mid sentence and gave him a glare. "Don't talk to me." I almost screamed before jerking away from him and leaving the class room.

Ugh. Gym.

I hate Gym.

I got hit by 4 balls, on my way to Gym.

In the lesson, I fucking lost count.

I was so glad when school was finally over.

I undressed and made my way back to my truck.

I froze, and held back a scream.

Jake was standing by my truck.

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