A/N Sorry sorry sorry! Internets been broken and I've been so busy! P.S if there's any spelling mistakes towards the end then I'm sorry, that what sleep deprivation does to ya.
Chapter 13 EPOV
I walked around Forks for the remainder of the night.
I couldn't help but keep wondering what had happened to Bella.
Had she been hurt?
Had somebody said something to upset her?
I wanted to know...
No.
I needed to know.
I sighed and made my way downstairs for breakfast.
I decided to avoid breakfast near my mother today; for her sake, as well as mine.
Esme was worrying about me, anybody could see that.
Carlisle had tried to have a chat with me when he returned home from work at about 6 in the morning.
He hadn't knocked, he simply walked into my room, knowing I'd be awake.
He had then sat on my bed and waited for my explanation.
I didn't know what he wanted to know.
So I simply stated. "It's late, I should go to bed."
Carlisle wasn't falling for that excuse though. He grabbed my arm and dragged me to my bathroom.
What the fuck is he doing? I thought to myself whilst trying to get my arm out of his steely grip.
Once we were in front of the sink- and I was getting worried he was gunna drown me or something- he pointed to my reflection.
And his eyes bored into my dead face.
His gaze seemed centered under my eyes.
Oh... that makes sense.
Some part of my brain kept screaming to me that he knew I wasn't sleeping, and that I should be worried.
"Edward...are you sleeping at all?" He asked tentatively, still staring at my pale reflection.
He couldn't seem to take his eyes off of my own in my reflection.
I sighed, guessing that lying wasn't an option, and looked at the ground.
"No. I er ...Can't" I mumbled, hoping he would let the subject drop.
He grabbed my shoulders and turned me so that I was facing him, and forced me to look him in the eye.
He looked at me for about a minute... and it made me tireder.
He carried on staring intently at me, until I heard Emmett's booming laugh from his bedroom.
I broke eye contact with Carlisle and went to leave, but Carlisle grabbed my arm again.
"Son.. why didn't you ever tell me?" He whispered, his face looking pained.
I couldn't tell him the reason.
Nobody knew the reason.
Except for me.
I ignored Carlisle's question, and made my way to the shower, suddenly aware of how late I was going to be for school.
Remembering this conversation, I skipped breakfast, not really caring about brain power right now.
I didn't even wait for my siblings, I just got into my car and drove away.
I headed towards school, though I had little desire to be at that place today.
I circled the car park for a spot and slid into the only available double space.
Ugh, whoever parks next to me better not scratch the Volvo. I seethed, while eying the small space available for another student.
I checked the time on my phone, ignoring the missed calls and messages.
It was 8:20... so I was actually early for school.
I shoved my phone roughly back into my Jean pocket, and started my walk to Spanish.
Mrs Goff looked really surprised to actually see me before her lesson and frowned.
I almost laughed at that. Almost because I hadn't seen Bella yet, and I needed to talk to her.
I had gone through possible scenarios in my mind for what could have happened to her, and I had come up with one: She had been attacked by a crazy beast.
Ha. Yeah, I had spent 3 hours thinking, and that was the best I could come up with.
I settled into my chair and tried to do my homework for English.
We were supposed to do some paper on Romeo And Juliet
Shakespeare was the weirdest fucking poet/writer ever.
His plays are all about real life, but with a fucked up twist.
Family feud's, Witches, Murder.
His plays were interesting of course.
I mean, Love story's? Murder? Magic?
Not exactly a sane story.
That man was clearly fucking Bipolar or some shit.
I didn't understand why people would kill themselves to be with the one they love.
Do we even really know love exists?
Wheres the fucking proof?
I was brought back from my thoughts by the bell.
Wow, had I really just been thinking for an hour?
I sighed,gathering my stuff up and slinging my bag on my shoulder.
English, just what I needed now.
Romeo and bloody Juliet.
I traipsed my way to English in a deliberate unthinking stupor.
People used to talk to me in hallways... Girls used to be interested in me.
I used to have friends.
Before Tanya's father...
I let out a gasp as I realized that It was lunch and I was sitting in the cafeteria.
What the fuck? How did I get here? I thought to myself, confused as to how the hell I had got to the lunchroom.
I glanced up as a chair grazing the linoleum interrupted my thoughts.
It was Bella.
She looked so fucking exhausted.
Angry at myself and her, I let a glare show on my face.
Alice gave me a disapproving look and proceeded in talking about some sleepover she was planning.
All of her talk about sleepovers was making me even more fucking tired,
I tuned her out for most of lunch... Until her screeching caught my attention.
"Bella! Wake up!"
"BELLA! FOR GOD SAKE LISTEN TO ME!!" I looked up to see Alice waving one hand in front of Bella's pale face.
Bella seemed to wake herself up, horror quickly flashing in her eyes.
She cleared her throat, and looked up at Alice,"Uh, I'm sorry what Ali?" she muttered looking down; Obviously Bella was horrified that everybody was watching her.
Alice sighed and laughed simultaneously, "Jeez Bella! Your back! Haha. Okay, so were having a sleepover at mine tonight and your coming." She screeched, giving Bella some look I didn't understand.
If Bella's face had horror in from the attention, I dread to think of her expression now.
A glance up made me crack a smile.
Bella's face was pained, but as she glanced in my direction for a second a smile lit up her face.
She nodded in Alice's direction, and looked down.
I smiled again as I heard the bell.
Biology with Bella.
The lesson didn't go as planned however.
When Mr Banner had finally stopped talking, I decided I would talk to Bella.
As I turned to talk to her, Mike Newton caught my eye.
He was fucking ogling Bella.
It was sickening.
I would have given anything to rip his cocky head off of his body.
Anything.
But then I remembered I was In a classroom.
I settled for glaring...
If looks could fucking kill- I wish- I would be holding Newtons fucking head on a plate.
Bella seemed lost in thought, so I didn't try to distract her.
Bella was about to leave the room, and I grabbed her arm-Ignoring the shock that went through my body from the simplest contact-and tried to talk to her.
"Bella I'm sorry, I was out of order and I shouldn't have-" She interrupted me, silencing me with an icy glare and shouted right in my face.
"Don't talk to me."Before pulling her arm from my grasp and exiting the room very fast.
Well that didn't exactly go to plan.
I chuckled humorlessly to myself as I realized that-like it or not- Bella was going to have to speak to me later.
I made my way to trig, praying that Jasper would be there.
I needed his opinion on Bella.
Jasper wasn't there unfortunately, and I spent the lesson dwelling.
Dwelling over everything.
When I heard the bell I jumped up and grabbed my bag.
I was going to talk to Bella again.
As I made my way to my Volvo to dump my bag, I noticed a Chevy truck-which hadn't been there this morning.
There was a tall looking guy, with russet colored skin, and piercing brown eyes stood at the front of the Chevy.
I noticed, as I got nearer, that he was looking at somebody.
Bella.
I walked up to the truck to listen to what he was saying to her.
Bella looked terrified, and flinched as he spoke-well shouted- to her.
"C'mon Bella! Last night was a mistake! Can't we start again?" She shook her head, looking extremely pale and vulnerable.
Her expression reminded me of last night.
Last night, Had he been the person who had upset Bella?
He better fucking hope not.
I noticed that he had his arm round her waist.
I lost it then, and launched myself at him, pulling Bella from his grasp and sliding her body behind mine.
"What the fuck do you think your doing!" I shouted, leaking only half as much of the hate I felt towards this guy seep into my voice.
Bella sighed in relief, and I realized I was still holding her in my arms...
Bella didn't seem bothered however, and smiled shakily as the guy, looked at me and proceeded to walk away.
I looked down at Bella, and stared into her eyes.
Bella's breathing quickened- as did mine-and she seemed to sway slightly.
I was lost in her eyes, and then I heard as small gasp.
I heard Bella let out a small sigh, and pry herself away from my arms.
God, what the fuck had just happened.
By the look on Alice's face, she wanted to know that too.
A/N PHEW! Done! :D