His Eyes Part Two.
Disclaimer: I don't own then I'm only playing with them till tea time.
Hi this is second part of this story, I haven't a clear Idea if they will get together by the end of the story, but they will meet up.
Oh and a big thanks to everyone who read part one and those of you that reviewed.
Its been two years now and my life has changed so much, no longer a student, having to drop out of college, i'm back home with my family rebuilding my life.
It took a while for the family to forgive me, those looks they have when they think i'm not looking full of worry, sadness and pain. Ron was like a son to them all these years and then when we began dating he was so much more.
He hasn't returned home to Middleton since that night, I know he's in contact with his family and friends from time to time easing their worries and fears over him, I know that I caused these fears and the unspoken dredd of what he might do and the barrier between the Stoppable's and the Possibles who in the end left town, another crime to my growing list.
The only person I hadn't hurt is Bonnie...I made her decade, the golden girl brought down by her own passions, how she must have laughed herself sick letting everyone know how far I fallen. I can cope with the looks I get, the whispers about me the fallen Role Model, "was she like that at school" I hear when I'm out and far worse when they think I'm out of earshot. These feel like punishment for what I did and in a way I need them for what I did, but worse is how it will effect Dean in the years to come.
My son Dean, the only reason I somehow survived, I didn't know I was pregnant at the time, I only found out when I quit college that first month and moved back home, at first I thought the sickness was due to worrying over what I did and the re-action from my family when I told them, by the fifth week Anne came into my room and looked at me and asked if I was pregnant, I didn't know what to say as she gave me a test, when it came back positive I didn't know what to do as she asked if it was Ron's or the "Other man's"...I had to think about the times I was...each time I betrayed Ron...trying to recall weither it was safe...It must be Rons I replied.
But it was to late to let Ron know by then, his parents had moved away, letters to his friends had no return address and a changing postmark as he travelled. Throught of weither he would care, would he believe me, would he want a DNA test plagued me, worse is what he has missed, Deans first step, his first word "mommie", they try to record things in case he returns, and I show him pictures of Ron and me in the happier times and tell him about his father and our adventures.
The worst part is Dean's eyes, those self same brown eyes that at times when he is sad sends me back to that night and the pain I caused, both to Ron and now Dean, and the vow to make things better for both of them.
End of part Two.