Chapter 5

(BELLA POV)

I hummed to myself as i sat on the couch of new home with the cullens as i waited for everyone to come home from hunting. The only people who stayed where Edward Alice and Jasper. Alice and Jasper where playing with Tigra upstairs and Edward was sitting on the couch oppisite of me.

"hey Bells feel like hiking?" I had never really talked to Edward that much, but the past few weeks we had become closer. My nickname was Bells and his was Eddie. As much as he hated the name he let me call him that. I wondered what he meant by hiking. Didnt he know i was clumsy by now?

"Only if you feel like carrying me on your back" I said back to him sticking my tongue out at him like a child.

"I dont mind" He said with a chuckle. He stood up and swung me onto his back and ran full speed out the door. I loved the feeling of Vampire speed. It was incredible, I hid my face in his shoulder to keep from getting a wind rash and sighed as i felt the wind carress my body and slide through my hair. I loved it. He finally slowed down after only a couple minutes of running. A couple minutes in Vampire speed though and i could be halfway to Canada.

I looked around and saw that we where in a small meadow. It was beautiful. There was a small brook that ran through the middle with bubbling clear water and shiny colorfull pebbles. On both sides there was long soft grass and all kinds off flowers. Lilliacs, Fresias, dandylions, sunflowers, orchids, and roses at the edges. The trees on the edges cast small shadows that covered most of the meadow. The meadow was very small only a few feet long. I squeled with giddy ness and ran out onto the middle. I sat near the brook and patted the spot next to me for Edward.

"This is amazing Edward, when did you find this place?" I asked him happy that we finally had some time away from his family where he was always quiet i wanted to get to know the real Edward.

"I found it when i was human. I had been traveling through Forks on a roadtrip and the car broke down so i had to walk through here and ran into this meadow. Iv come here ever since, its a nice place to think and take the everyday stress out." He said. "Iv never brought anyone else here, your the first person other than me to see this place" he told me with a shy smile.

"Awww! Thats sweet of you Eddie!" I said to him. Why was i acting like such a blonde? I guess Edward kinda made me a little nervous. I really liked him and not in a friend kind of way. But i loved Jasper. So i couldnt do anything. And Edward loved Alice. Right?

"haha..no problem, iv always wanted to share this place with someone and your one of my best friends forever so i decided this would no longer me my thinking place. It would be ours" he flashed me that crooked smile of his.

"Its getting kinda chilly Eddie, mind running me back to the house to grab a jacket?"

"Sure" He said walking toward me. My heart sped up thinking about getting to touch him. he scooped me up in his arms, i thought he was gonna put me on his back but he didnt he carried me bridal style up to the house.

I quickly ran in the house and up the stairs toward the room. I hoped Jasper was in there. I opened the door and slipped inside quickly. what i saw broke my heart. I screamed, i didnt mean to but it just came out. I felt the hot tears stream down my face. There on the bed that me and Jasper had slept on for the past two years was a very naked Jasper and Alice. Alice was straddling him moaning. they stopped when they heard the door open and looked at me. Jasper looked as if he was going to cry. Alice looked guilty as heck.

After that i just ran. I didnt know where i was going, i forgot about the sweater i just ran. I ran and ran untill i could not possibly run further. I felt two cold stone arms wrap around and looke up to see Edward. His face heartbrakingly sad. I realized he too had been cheated on and i wrapped my arms around him as hard as i could and pulled him down on the ground. I burried my face into the crook of his neck and cryed. And the whole time he held me and rocked me untill i fell asleep in his cold comforting arms. I felt numb of all emotions, except pain. Pain that Jasper didnt love me after all, Pain that our relashonship had consisted of lies, Pain that i was never good enough for him.

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