A/N: I'm sooooo sorry you guys! My craptop broke so i had to wait to get it replaced =( sorry i havent updated in forever! Forgive me??? Anyway..here's your new chapter. Again, soooo sorry it took so long! Happy reading!

Chapter 7: I thought you were different

Christian and I walked into the cafetaria and sat down at one of the tables. We weren't all that hungry so we just sat and talked about random things. We were laughing and having an okay-time, that is, until Lissa and Adrian walked by.

Oh shit here we go I thought to myself.

Christian looked at Lissa and then turned his head away like he didnt see her there at all. Lissa saw us and stopped, whispering something to Adrian, then walking to Christian. Adrian walked away but sat down at a table not to far from us and watched Lissa.

Lissa tapped on Christians shoulder. He didnt look at her.

"H-hey Christian?" She practicly whispered. When he still didnt look at her she sighed.

"Chris-Christan....I'm really sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you, and well I did love you. But then Adrian came along, and we worked on our magic together, and things got complicated-"

"Complicated?!?" Christan cut her off and finally looked at her. And he was pissed.

"Complicated? really Lissa? I dont think telling your boyfriend you love him and cheat on him for someone you barley now is all that complicated." He told her in anger.

"Christian, I'm...sorry. I just dont love you anymore and well I wanted to tell you b-"

"I thought you were different" Christian said in a whisper, cutting her off again.

"Wh-what?" Lissa asked in confusion

"I thought you were different, different from all the rest. All those who hurt me and left me alone in my life, I thought that out of all those people, you'd be different. But I guess I was wrong" Christian said the last part stiffly. Before Lissa could say more, Christian got up from the table and walked away toward the Mori dorms.

"Hope your happy Lissa, no, wait, i take that back; I hope you fill like crap. For hurting him and me. Someday your going to wake up and realize what you did, how wrong it was, and how you let go of the best god damn thing that ever happened to your life. Because Christian is a great guy, and you were a fool for letting him get away!" I practicly yelled at her. With that I ran off to find Christian, all the while thinking to myself about what I just said to Lissa.

What is wrong with me? did I just say all those thing about Christian??? What does this mean?!? I hate Christian...dont I? I thought in confusion. I stopped the babble in my head when I reached Christians room. I knocked softly.

No answer.

"Christian? Its me, Rose" I said softly as I opened the door.

He was sitting there on the end of his bed, with his head down looking at his feet. I sighed and went to go and sit down next to him. He raised his head and looked up at me when i sat on the bed. He had tears in his eyes.

"Oh Christian...i'm so sorry. Are you going to be okay?" I said softly

"I, I think so. It just hurts so much" He said. I was about to say that it would be okay when he continued

"And i'm upset, and i want to cry, but then you came in here, and I know your concerned, I can see it in your eyes. I dont know why, but everytime you come and talk to me, I fill like everything will be okay..." Just then he looked at me, like REALLY looked at me. So much so, that I could swear he could see to my soul.

It scared me.

"C-Christian...what are you.." I couldnt even finish my sentence. He was doing it again, leaning in. My breathing stopped. It was cut off by my sobs.

"Rose? Rose whats wrong?" Christian asked concerned

"I...im sorry. Its just...you were saying sweet things and no ones...i mean...not since..." The tears kept running down my face as I thought of Dimitri

"Oh..Rose I didnt mean to-"

"No! no its okay...its not your fault. I just..dont know what to do here. You look at me, so intently, and it scares me. But im not scared of you...Im-im scared of what it makes me....fill" I told him honestly, and looked down at the last part.

"Really? Rose I...I've been thinking a lot about you actually, and-"

He was cut off by a knock on the door. I was mad but I got up and answered it anyways. As soon as I opened the door I regreted it. Standing there looking the same as I last saw him...

Dimitri.

"Roza" He whispered.

Everything suddenly started spinning, then it was black and I remembered someone catching me as I fell and saying my name over and over in a panic.

Then it was just blackness.

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A/N: Sorry its short guys. But I know your like OMG! lol so whats going to happen? what will Dimitri say when Rose wakes up? READ AND FIND OUT! lol please review!