A/N I dont own twilight but this story is not just mine, but a labor of love from my friends. _LAliCat_, Lossforwords84, AndyMCope, Sweetvenom69 and pkmarita, thank you so much for being there and anwsering questons and editing for me. After this chapter, there is one more then I am clicking completet on this story. To readers of Cupcakes and rubber Ducks, expect atleast 2 more chapters this month.

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BPOV

Life as Mrs. Cullen may have been a rocky start but it really got insane when we got home. After getting married in the meadow Edward and myself made a commitment to not keep secrets anymore and to express fears and stress when we first felt them. When we got home the rest of the Cullens' were waiting at the apartment. I honesty had no words for my new family. Instead of talking with Alice and Rose and Esme they all came up to me and held me tight and we all just cried. Not what you would expect after just getting married in one of the most romantic makeup's in history. Edward kissed the top my head and gave my hand a squeeze before heading to the bedroom. He told me we were going to still going on our honeymoon and that he would go pack our bags. I stood there surrounded by my new family being drowned with tears and apologies. They told me that even though the wedding was over they still had some celebrating to do but that it would have to wait until after My honeymoon. My honeymoon. I looked down at the set of rings on my finger and had to smile. I remember being a undergrad thinking one day I would marry Edward, but less that 24 hours beforehand I was walking away from all of that. Now I was waiting as my husband was packing for our honeymoon. After the family started to shuffle out my father stopped and came up to both Edward and myself. He rightfully so slapped Edward upside the back of the head and I heard him mumble, I guess 'I deserved that' then kissed my forehead like he use to do as he tucked me into bed. Edward then took my hand and wheeled our bag with the other and got a cab for us to head to the airport. I swear after our honeymoon I would be happy to never see another airport for a long , long time. I wasn't going to ask where we were going but when we got off at the Virgin Atlatinc terminal stop I was suprised. We weren't going… there was no way. I had always told Edward I wanted to honeymoon in Sydney but we decided that since he was finishing school and work was becoming heatic for me that we would save up and go for new years one day. He took my hand and kissed the back of it as we walked to the upper class check in. I looked at him stunned.

"But… Edward…. We can't"

he shook his head and kissed me on the lips, allowing himself to linger there for just a little while longer than he should have in public.

"The family all chipped in their miles, you know how they LOVE to travel. Don't worry".

He handed the woman at the desk our passports then took our luggage. Edward held my hand as we walked the security. Taking off our shoes I felt somewhat relaxed after taking my shoes off. Once I got on the plane I would swear to take off my shoes. We got into the terminal and sat down. We had about a hour until the check in would start. Edward would not let me see our tickets to see more about where we were sitting. The hour passed with soft kisses and sips form our coffee and tea that he had gotten for us when we entered the terminal. He would take my hand and kiss the ring more and more as we got closer to boarding. When the boarding process started we stood up and walked into the line. I handed my ticket to the male desk attendant. " Here you go Mrs. Cullen" I looked at Edward who looked back at me with a huge smile on my face. I quietly thanked him then walked forward to Edward. "You ready for our honeymoon Mrs. Cullen?"

We stepped on the plane and I was in the state of mind of sense and relaxation just by the light that set the mood in the upper class cabin. We were escorted to our seats. I was sad that I would not be sitting next to Edward but our sleeper beds were next to each other. Sleeper beds, for Christ sakes. I felt like I was on the Forbes list. I got up after placing my bag down and crawled onto his lap and kissed him until I heard a clearing of a mans throat. I reluctantly moved to my seat and took out my book from my purse that was sitting on the little table next to me. I then felt around and felt another book . I took it out and noticed it was the everything Sydney guide and the Fromers Sydney guide tied together with a white ribbon and a not on the top.

Some light reading for the first few hours of the flight

I love you Isabella

God my husband was a romantic. I leaned forward enough to see into his bed seat, leaning forward and to see him looking at me with that smirk on his face and his hands running though his hair, the copper of his wedding band peaking out in a nice contrast to his now darker copper hair. I swear, as we got closer to summer the red in his hair became more apparent and richer as if to make the golden flecks stand out more. I blew him a kiss and he caught it like on those cheesy movies and had to smile. The stewardess came around and asked us what we would like for dinner; I looked down at my watch and realized that it was indeed getting to be late. I ordered a salad and the chicken for dinner. I then got back to looking though my travel books. I looked down and Edward was sitting on the ottoman taking off my shoes and rubbing my feet. "How about a drink my lovely wife" I looked at him leaned forward, unzipped my hoodie and kissed him. " I would love one." I looked down at the socks I was wearing then as if he was reading my mind, Edward slipped on some of the little slippers that was given to us on. We walked hand and hand to the front of the cabin to the bar and sat on 2 of the stools. I looked up at the bartender, a sweet looking man with the name victor and the lad standing next to him, who's nametag read Jamie. Victor came and stood in front of us. He spoke with a charming British accent. "Well don't you two have a glow about you? What can I get you to drink"

Edward took that cue to lift my left hand and kiss my ring. " I will have a scotch and my wife here will have a dirty shirley" after all these years he still remembered my favorite drink. Who ever thought the shanagins that happened on my 21st birthday would create my favorite drink. It was exactly what it sounded like, a shirley temple with a bit of dirtyness that came from the vodka. Victor came back to us with our drinks. " On your honeymoon I would think with the smiles and the googley eyes he keeps giving you. To your happienss" and with that he placed our drinks down and we picked them up "Edward, thank you for allowing me to be and surprising me with this trip. You are the greatest husband a woman could for ask for. I am honored to be called your wife and to carry your last name" he looked at me, kissed my ring again and kissed me on the cheek "Bella, I am still so sorry for pressuring you with this wedding. If you want to have a ceremony we can, hell we can fly everyone out to Sydney and get married in front of the opera house. I am just glad to be able to have you by my side for the rest of my life. Here is to being Mr. and Mrs. Cullen and celebrating the way we always should have. I love you" with that we sat there laughing about the random people on the plane as we sipped our drinks down. After that I went back to my seat and saw that it had been turned down to a bed. Edward came to sit with me and I don't know how but we ended up curling up together in the sleeper bed and fell asleep for a while. When I woke up the stewardess was asking if we wanted breakfast. " You must be starting your honeymoon. Usually we don't allow two people to share the beds but I saw your sweatshirt and then I saw your ring and just had to let you slide" she smiled and leaneddown. Edward was still sleeping and cuddling up next to me, his arm draped over my side. " Do you have pancakes?" she nodded and I ordered my new husband pancakes and orange juice. I leaned back and allowed my head to rest on Edward's chest and relax into the rise and fall of his breathing. About 45 minutes later I smelt the pancakes and kissed Edward's jaw. "Morning my beautiful husband. " he looked at me with his eyes deep of lust. " Not how I thought I would be spending my wedding night but I guess tonight will be out first night really" I nodded and we both sat up. I grabbed the tray of pancakes and orange juice for us and we sat up eating and discussing sites we wanted to see. When Edward mentioned having his family there to watch us exchange vows he had a gleam in his eyes. I wouldn't lie and saw that it would be amazing. I didn't even know what luggage Edward had packed so just realizing that when we go there I may have to go shopping was a dread to me. I curled up into Edward as our breakfast was taken away and until they made the announcement that we would be landing. I kissed Edward as he got up to move to his seat. The beginning of our honeymoon was getting off to a good start.

We landed and went to baggage check and grabbed our one suitcase. I was a little worried that we only had one bag but then we got into the customs arrival and saw a sign that said Cullen and I had to smile. We got into the car and drove up the hotel. It was the Inter contental Sydney, the hotel I always wanted to save up and stay at. He signed us in as Mr. and Mrs. Cullen and I had to smile. Our bags would be waiting for us upstairs. I was led by Edward holding my hand into the elevator where there were longing glances and soft kisses exchanged. As the elevator pinged at our floor . Edward took my hand and led me to our room.

"Since I didn't get to do this.." he picked me up bridal style and carried me over the threshold into our hotel room. It was light outside and the view was amazing. You could see the Sydney Harbor Bridge with barley a few clouds in the sky. " I know how much you have been looking forward to seeing Sydney and all but I have been waiting far too long to make love to my wife on our honeymoon." I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed the tip of his nose. I looked into his endless green eyes and saw nothing but true love mixed in with a great deal of lust. I went over to the suitcase to go grab my toiletries. When I got into the bathroom there was a box with my name on it. On the little card was a note from my family.

Hopefully this outfit can help make up for out total overhall of your wedding

We love you

Your sisters and mama Esme

I snickerd at that last part. I would always call Esme Mama Esme to give her a bit of a giggle. I opened the box and saw the most beautiful thing. I couldn't wait to put it on, and for Edward to take it off me. I put everything on and then decided to take down my hair and shake it out. To my surprise, my hairs natural wave looked calm and manageable. With a bit of lip gloss and mascara I was ready to walk out to my husband. When I opened the door Edward was sitting on the bed with his shoes kicked off and now in just a white t-shirt and his jeans. I walked over to him. He looked up and down my body and I felt a rush go to my cheeks and a flutter go towards my center.

EPOV

As I sat on the bed waiting for Bella, I looked down at my wedding band. This was right. Before I left my parents had told me that they would be sending gifts to the hotel and to expect something planned by them after a few days, saying we wouldn't want to most likely leave the hotel room for that long always. As I looked up to see the door creak open my eyes nearly bugged out of my head and my hard on was straining even more now into my jeans. There stood Bella in a white see through baby doll kind of dress. The cups of lace covering her breasts reveled a lot to me but yet covered too much for my liking. The delicate blue of designs on her breast and the straps were a color that I found myself loving more and more.

The sheerness over her midriff allowed me to see the curves of her body and the tightness in her stomach that she worked hard to keep. As I looked further down I saw a blue garter with a white bow. She walked over to me as I got up to kiss her hand. I then moved my kisses up her arm into the crook of her elbow, eliciting a soft moan from her. I moved to turn her body so the curve of her back pressed against my chest so I could feel the shallowness of her breath and I moved my kisses to her shoulder blade and across the top of her back to the side of her neck. " Why Mrs. Cullen, I do feel like we have a tradition to fulfill." As I reached down, my other hand went the top of her thigh to reach the garter. Her breathing became more erratic as I turned her around again and with my hands around her waist walked her back so she was against the bed so I could lay her down.

As I laid her down I allowed my cheek to rest on her chest then move down her body as I breathed in her delicious smell. I moved to her garter and with my nose dragging against her inner thigh I felt the bed move as her body arched upwards, her body telling her that I was doing everything right . I gently bit the garter with my teeth and dragged it down her creamy skin, past her knee and off towards her ankle. After the garter fell off I proceeded with kisses and nibbles up her leg and inner thigh. Her moans grew louder and I moved up to repeat the process of removing her panties with my teeth, stopping right at her hip bone to kiss across the top of her panty line.

Her fists grabbed the bedding in a attempt to not grab my head to keep it where she wanted me the most. I quickly took her panties off and placed pressure on her hipbones with my hands, apply a good amount of pressure with my thumbs to keep her from squirming. I moved my body up towards hers, breathing her, having her feel me through my jeans. Our bodies only moved a few times before her hands quickly went to my jeans, undoing the button fly, and removing my boxers as well. I kicked them off and my hands went up to feel the softness of her breasts covered in the soft lace. I wanted to make love to her with this on. I ground a few times before she was begging me to enter her. We were married now so I didn't bother with a condom. I slowly entered her at a angle where I could feel her walls flutter and press into her exactly where I knew she would not be able to hold back. I looked down into her eyes and noticed the flush color of her cheeks. She was stunning, she made me want to be better in every part of my life. With each thrust into her I gave her just that much more love and a new part of my heart that I didn't even know I had. Being connected to her in that way was more than just physical now,it was emotional and spiritual. Not that it hadn't been before, but now being able to make love to my wife, to know that the sweet moans and whimpers caused by pleasure were only for me, gave me this surge of adoration for her. My pace began to quicken and I felt her body tighten with the anticipation of her climax. Our breathing became more labored and we both arched in opposite ways, creating friction and targeting pleasurablespots for eachother. I waited to feel her start her climax before I even allowed myself to think about coming. As I heard her start to moan my name over and over I thrust deeper and harder, feeling fire starting at my feet and festering in my calves and slowly reaching up my thighs, up my back, into my hands and I gripped her hips with a bit more force through my neck and out of my mouth as I moaned her name as we climaxed together. I was frozen, so much lust kept our bodies in our position, I slowly let my head fall forward as I started to withraw from my wife. I curled up behind her and we fell sleep, I was still naked and her in her white baby doll, with the beauty of the Sydney harbor behind us.

BPOV

We spent the rest of day in bed , napping, getting up to eat and plan out the rest of the things we wanted to do. The next day would be the zoo and the harbor for dinner. We had 2 weeks here in Austraila then I had to go away for work, to where I didn't know but I knew it wasn't going to back in Chicago. The next morning we woke up and grabed some breakfast on the way to the zoo. Being there with Edward, his arms constantly wrapped around my waist or lips on my hand made me shine brighter than the hot Sydney sun. We got to see all the animals and even got to hold 2 baby platapusses. I was in heaven. We ended the day walking by the Sydney opera house, sitting down and taking pictures together being goofballs. By the time we got back to the hotel, all I wanted was a hot bath. And apparently so did Edward. We crawled in together and let the suds wash away the stress of the day. The next day we had luna park on the agenda then to watch a local band the bell hop told us about at some underground club. It was fun, kinda reminded me a lot of Muse and Owl City mixed together. When we got home I got my email from my boss saying that I would be getting my first travel assignment at the end of next week and that if Edward would like to accompany me he was more than welcome to. Then I saw a email from Carlisle, for me and Edward.

To my son and daughter.

I hope you are enjoying your stay down under and are being able to relax like you both needed to. Expect a few surprises from the rest of the family over the next few days.

Lots of love

Mama Esme and Dad

I closed my laprop and returned to bed to see Edward lying in his t shirt and pajama pants. I crawled in as we fell asleep watching a movie that was on tv.

The next morning we were woken up by a bell boy knocking at out door with a few boxes and a few envelopes. Each of us were awarded a spa day including a couples massage. I was given a mani pedi and Edward was given a straight razor shave. Then there was a note not to open our big boxes until after the spa day. It felt nice to walk with Edward to our couples massage where I honestly couldn't get the smile off my face. I felt all the tension of what would have been our wedding fall completely off me. I was right to do what I did, we needed it and in the end it all worked out. After the hour and a half long massage we were separated, but not before Edward dipped me into a romantic kiss, making all the spa attendent, gay straight male and female swoon and awwww at us. I walked into the salon where a man named Laurant took me to sit down and wash my hair. We chatted about Sydney and he admired my ring, asking how he proposed. That made all the woman helping him swoon with the story of my fourteen little blue boxes. After about a hour, I was brought 2 notes and a chicken ceaser salad

To my wife

We haven't been separated long but I miss you terribly. I love you more than I ever thought humanly possible.

Your husband

I whiped away the stray tear and was grateful that they were waiting to do my makeup until after I ate. The second note was from Esme

To my daughter

I know that we ruined your day to be pampered before your wedding so I am hoping this makes up for it. Remember to smile you never know who is watching.

Mama Esme

The note brought tears and giggles to my face and I finished my salad and the makeup and hair irons came out. I had a flashback to Alice and Rosalie before prom. After they finished I was brought to a room where the large box from before was waiting for me. Inside the box was a short beaded silver strapless dress. The color reminded me of a mix of gunmetal and smoke. yet was so elegant, it looked like liquid mercury. After sliding on the dress and pink heels, I saw my reflection in the mirror, I felt as if I was floating on air, now the question was where was I going tonight.

Esme POV

We planned on surprising them on their honeymoon to give them a real wedding once we hung up the phone while they were in Washington. We booked their tickets then ours for a day later. We were staying at a different hotel so that they wouldn't see us. I wanted to give Bella the wedding she wanted, small and just family. So that day she was in the spa, the rest of us were going around downtown Sydney finding photographers, a restaurant, a dress for Bella, a suit for Edward, someone to do the ceremony, flowers, you name it we were working on it. I had a spy at the salon tell me when Bella was getting her makeup on and someone at the barbershop telling me when Edward was getting his shave done. We had cars pick them up and bring them to the Sydney harbor, at a place that was open enough and overlooked the skyline and the opera house. Edward got there first as we all hid, then Bella. She looked amazing. Watching the two of them made me love Carlisle even more. A stranger came up to them to take their picture and as they were taking their picture that's when we knew we should come out hiding. At first they didn't see us but then as Edward dipped Bella into a elegant kiss he spotted us, and hugged her just a little too tight for my liking in public. They rushed over to us asking what we were doing here, how long have we been there but instead Charlie walked up to Bella and took her by the arm. I took Edward's arms and brought him closer to the edge. Standing there was a justice of the peace who said he would officiate the vow reading/wedding and when he introduced himself to Edward, it was like a light bulb went off in my sons mind. When he turned around, we were all sitting and Charlie was walking Bella down the stairs that we sat on, with a bunch of white and peach roses. I looked at my son looking at my daughter in law and realized it was the same look we all had with our loved ones, pure admiration and humility, with love shining through us. I saw Bella try not to cry as Charlie gave her away. I squeezed Carlisle's hand and he raised our clasped hands to kiss the back of mine. Emmett kissed Rosalie then the top of their baby boys head as he slept nestled into her neck. Charlie sat next to Alice who held both his hand and Jaspers and we all tried to hold back tears. Hearing them speak their vows with such conviction and passion made me feel like I had raised my son to be the greatest man he could be, one like his father.

EPOV

We recited our vows in front of our family and I couldn't help but look at Bella and see how incredible she looked. As I kissed my wife for my family I heard the cameras flashing and couldn't care more. They then took us all out to dinner, where we all sat at one table, surrounded by the warmth of their love and the multitude of candles. At the end of the night we took some more pictures but then I whisked my wife away for a proper ending to a wedding night.

The next week we spent doing what most newly weds did, took bubble baths, went and did tourist things, and ordered in a lot of room service. By the end of the week we got Bella's assignment for her first shoot and what did you know, we were going to Seattle. Instead of staying in a hotel, we opted to stay at my parents place, knowing that they were going away to Alaska for a 2-week cruise. And when Bella wasn't working, we were still in honeymoon mode. I loved having sex with Bella this much, making love to my wife was becoming a favorite pastime of mine. And I was hoping that it wouldn't end soon either. The shoot took her away from me during the days but during the later part of the trip, I would get to tag along with her and I would bring my little flip cam to video her being so into her photography that it was so beautiful to watch. She would finish for the day then we would head home and take bubble baths and then she would spend the majority of her time editing and writing. She started to look a little tired and was staring to become a little weak. I cant have her a month after marrying me end up in the hospital for exhaustion. When the Seattle trip was over, I went back to work at the hospital part time when I wasn't in classes and Bella would be going into the office a lot more finding new stories, or editing some photos for some big editorial coming up. But then there would be those days where I would walk into the kitchen and smell something incredible cooking. Tonight was not one of those nights.

BPOV

Work was insane. But after the Seattle job, I kind of had to make up for missing almost a month of work. Luckily I kicked ass at what I did but something didn't feel right. I would stress myself out so much that I would almost be running to the bathroom to puke my guts out. It must have been nerves and anxiety. Then when I got home one night, I was planning on making Edward some home cooked dinner, but instead found myself running to the bathroom to puke out what little I could have stomached through the day. Before I knew it my hair was being tied back and cold cloth was placed on the back of my neck. Why the hell was I so sick? Before I could even protest Edward was bringing my to bed, and I was out before I even knew it. The next week was hell at work, some big celeb couple was shooting a movie here and I was the one who got to take pictures of them for Oprah. I was grateful for the opportunity but I was still worried about how sick I was feeling. After the photo shoot I met up with Alice at Rosalie's and got to see my nephew who was just as cute as possible. When I got there, both of them had huge smiles on their face, all I wanted to was take off my shoes and curl up on the couch and sleep.

"Why the hell are you 2 grinning(?)"

Alice's smile was growing dimmer and Rosalie just came up to me and placed my head in her lap and she stoked my hair back out of my face

"How late are you?"

I looked at my watch, shit I did tell them I would be there at 4 and not 5.

" I know I was a hour late.."

Rosalie just shook her head and let a small laugh escape her perfectly glossed lips

" No Bella, how late…."

"Rose I told you I'm sorry.."

"Bella why haven't we had our monthly bake fest?"

I got up and quickly looked at the date.

Alice came up behind me and placed her hand on my shoulder and I started to breathe erratically

"I'll start the car"

EPOV

Bella had sent me a text saying she was spending the night at Alice's, something about needing a girls night. I was ok with that; I was up to my eyeballs with studying for med school and interning at the hospital. I hopped onto my computer and started typing away my notes form the day. Before I knew it, I was waking up to my alarm, and a slideshow of the pictures from Australia on my screensaver. I ran to class with a grin on my face.

After about 7 hours clinic work, I was beat. I drove home and when I got there, it was quiet. I saw Bella sitting on the couch curled up with a blue bag next to her.

" A little blue bag? Why Mrs. Cullen.."

I smiled and kissed her and she turned to me, pulling my tie down as she kissed with passion I hadn't seen for a few days. After kissing her like a horny teenager, I threw my bag down and sat down on the couch next to my wife.

"I love you"

I kissed her again

"I know you do"

"You promise?"

I nodded my head as I kissed the tip of her nose. She handed me a box that was usually reserved for pens but when I opened it there was definitely not a pen. I looked at her then looked back down at the box, and kept switching back and forward until I caught her smiling and tears starting to well in her eyes.

" I went today to make sure, that's why I spent the night at Alice's"

I kissed her then ran to the room. Hidden I had a box for a night like this. I didn't expect this to come so quickly, but I wouldn't be happier. I ran back and she was sitting up on the couch legs crossed waiting for me to come back. In my hands I had my own blue and white box. And inside was a charm bracelet. There were baby shoes, a cup, a rubber duck, a alphabet block and a teddy bear. She fanned away tears and I put it on her and then engulfed her into a hug.

"I love you daddy"

"I love you mommy"

Then I moved down and kissed her belly

"And I love you baby"

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