A/N: So I would like to say I am sorry that my friend never wrote a sequal...a little upset too about it -.- although she probally had something going on so I wont trip on it. I happened to look at my story and got back in the mood for writing, I hope you guys will like what I did with this. Sorry it took so long to come back btw!

Disclaimer: I don't own VA, and never will.

Chapter 10. What goes on when your busy dreaming

I woke up. Screaming. Sweating. At 2am. Again.

Another dream, or shall I say, the same dream. For the past two months I have woken up in the middle of the night because of the same recurring dream, the one about...Dimitri and I. The one where his hands are all over me and I am trying to fight him off right there in his bedroom but it's hard to because of that damned necklace I am tied to. It. Sucks. Ass.

I looked around breathing heavy and turned to look at the other side of my bed. 'damn' I thought to myself seeing it empty, remembering that during these hours the guys aren't allowed into girls dorms. Although the more I think about it, the more I realize its better that Christian wasn't there. See, ever since these dreams started, I haven't told him about them, afraid he would think I was still holding onto the past. But trust me, if I could stop having these dreams I would..the past is holding onto me for some reason.

I sighed and got out of bed, trying to breath and thinking about what could possibly causing these damned dreams. I take a deep breath and walk into my bathroom, turning the light on and squinting at the sudden brightness. As I let my eyes adjust I look into the mirror, something I try not to do so much. 'Holy shit Rose, you look like a mess.' I thought as I looked at myself closely. My eyes were bloodshot, my hair was going everywhich way, and my face was whiter than it's ever been...which is saying something since I'm a daphamir and we tend to be darker skinned. Ever since my sleep-deprived nights have came into affect, I started to let myself go. Christian has noticed that much, and he probably just thinks it's because of stress in my schoolwork. He doesn't know the half of it.

As far as Christian himself? well, he is actually doing alright, being happy in love with me and still starting trouble...but that is normal for him. He is been a bit more optimistic and I like that about him, it keep my mind off (things) when he's around. The only problem he (and I) ever have is when Lissa is around, and the reason behind that goes without saying. Thinking of her got me kind of irritated but none the less I still let my myself find her and easily slip into her mind. Another thing I have kept to myself is that I have been slipping into her mind at time, mostly at night, just because I can't help myself. Yeah...I hate her for what she did and always will but for some stupid reason I can't help but wonder what is going on in her 'perfect world' with Adrian. And of coarse, Christian doesn't know about these "mind slips" either. Damn I have a lot that I keep from him..

Anyway, as I slip into Lissa's head I am suprised to find that she is wide awake, and she is freaking out.

"What the hell am I supposed to do? I can't do this right now! I can't deal with this in my life so early" She yelled as she turned toward Adrian. 'Wait. Adrian? what the hell is he doing in her dorm this late?' I thought in anger. 'Oh, but it IS Adrian..he always gets what he wants' ( insert scowl here )

"Babe, I know, you think I want this? You think I need this either? I don't have time to-"

"YOU don't have time? what about me!" Lissa said cutting him off "YOU aren't the one who has to go to school, YOU aren't the one who has to stay up night, YOU aren't the one who lost everything and now has something on top of that to worry about" 'okay...maybe their life together ISN'T so perfect. But what the heck are they talking about...'

"Yes but how do I deal with this and with you? your always so depressed ever since we betrayed your precious Chr-" once again, Adrian got cut off.

"Get out" Lissa said in a quiet voice. I could feel anger and sadness radiating through the bond.

"Baby.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that" Adrian went to wrap his arms around her but Lissa pushed his hands away.

"I said get out Adrian..I need to be alone right now. I'll..call you in the morning"

Adrian looked at her and shook his head seeming frustrated, wether at himself of at her I wouldn't know. He then turned away and walked out slamming the door. Lissa watched him leave then sat down on her bed. Tears rolled down her cheeks and I was taken a-back. 'what in the hell is going on? why is she crying?' I thought in confusion as I pulled back from her mind. I would have stayed but I figured she'd probably just keep crying till she fell asleep, which wouldn't interest me any in seeing. I just couldn't understand what Adrian and her were arguing about or why Lissa seemed so upset when Adrian brought up Christian. I just always believed she didn't feel bad for what she did, I still believe that. But I still kinda wondered why she got upset.

Unfortunately I was too damn tired to try to figure it out so I turned off the bathroom light and walked back into my room. I layed down in my bed and quickly fell into a deep, and thankfully, dreamless sleep. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~VA~~~~~~~~~~~~CO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~RH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~VA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~